Chapter 13: Self-inflicted humiliation

I stuffed Kiki's little hands back into the quilt, stood on the street to take a taxi, and heard Kiki's milky voice say, "I dreamed that my father came home, and he hugged Kiki and lifted Kiki high, and when Kiki was happy, he was cured." ”

I felt a pain in my heart, and I didn't know if it was raindrops splashing into my eyes, and my eyes hurt too!

"Mom, shall we go find Daddy?" said Kiki, full of longing.

"We can't find Daddy. "I choked up, navigating through the rain, and it was hard to get a car.

"Mom, Dad will be nice to us. Kiki's voice became quieter and quieter, and I ran as hard as I could, for fear that the raindrops would soak through the quilt.

But when he got home, Kiki still had a fever. With sick eyes, he looked at me sadly: "Mom, if Qiqi becomes a star, she will accompany her mother in the sky!"

"Don't talk nonsense, Kiki is fine. I peeled off the wet quilt and took Kiki in my arms.

"Mom," Kiki closed his eyes weakly, "Kiki knows what it means to die, and Aunt Nurse said that death is to be a star, and to be a star, maybe you can find Dad." ”

I finally couldn't hold it anymore, and I cried and knelt on the bed and hugged Kiki tightly.

If Kiki can survive, let me do anything, even if I am allowed to die, I am willing.

When I took care of Qiqi to sleep, I picked up my phone with trembling hands, and trembled to broadcast Jin Feng's phone number, and after a long time, the phone was connected.

I choked up and said, "Jin Feng, please, help me, I beg you!"

Immediately, the phone hung up, and hung up coldly.

"Jin Feng, no matter how much you hate me, but our son, what should I do?" My heart seemed to be empty, and the light in my eyes lost its lustre, staring at the air in a daze for a long time.

Then I finally couldn't hold back and fell asleep.

In the confusion of the dream, the fire almost burned the sky, and in the room with black smoke billowing out, Jin Feng pulled my hand and said to me anxiously: "Si'en, it's on fire! Let's go out!"

In the firelight, his face was blurry and desolate.

Then the crystal lamp on the roof fell and he pounced on me, and the crystal lamp hit him on the head, and I cried and picked him up and carried him out of the house with all my might.

The Jin family's old mansion collapsed, and I looked back at the sky-high fire, watching him bleed and fell unconscious......

"We ...... We are saved!"

Grandma Jin said to me: "Li Sien, our family can accept your mother because my son is widowed and wants to continue the string, but my grandson can't marry you, although your status is low, but in terms of household registration, you are our Feng'er's own sister, our Jin family can't afford to lose this face, and his grandfather also said that if he insists on being with you, Darun Group also wants to inherit it." If he had known about the consequences, he would not have accepted you. Don't humiliate yourself!"

"I see, Grandma. I said.

The dream was long, a tear fell into my hair, a little cold, I suddenly opened my eyes, and saw Qiqi lying sleeping beside me, he almost copied Jin Feng's appearance, but that little face was so pale.

That year, I was in pain for three whole days, and gave birth to Qiqi, but when I saw his face, I was so happy! In that hopeless love, I was humbled, but I kept him!

At this time, Qiqi opened his sick eyes and exhaled slightly, "Mom, will Dad come back today?"

"Kiki, do you have any wishes?" I looked at Kiki with red and swollen eyes.

"I want to see my father, I want my sister to come back, and we go to kindergarten together. Kiki said weakly.

"Okay, let's go meet Daddy. "I picked him up.

If time stands still and time is really running out in the future, then, before Qiqi dies, I must let him see Jin Feng once!