Chapter 060: The deeper the longing, the heavier the pain
In the photo frame is a group photo of the two people, and there are some handsome men who feel too much that they used to be cold and cold, and they are a little childish compared to the current mature and sophisticated. Looking at the dress and the scene behind him, you can know that this is the day Leng Yehan entered college when he was eighteen years old.
The woman who smiled brightly and sweetly beside him was Leng Xiyan, the beautiful and temperamental sister of Leng Yehan.
At that time, Leng Xiyan was twenty-six years old, married to her boyfriend Le Jingwen for many years, and had just given birth to an equally beautiful daughter, Le Xin'er. Leng Xiyan smiled so brightly because she was a happy mother, but all this ......
"Sister, do beautiful things only stay in the time tunnel and let people reminisce from painful memories?"
Leng Yehan's fingers caressed Leng Xiyan's bright smiling face on the photo frame, Le Xin'er perfectly inherited all the advantages of her parents. Whenever I see my niece, in addition to making the cold night and cold spoil her feel sorry for her, I will also remember my sister with distress.
Leng Xiyan is gentle by nature and likes music, and her smile like the sun shining tomorrow will always make people forget their troubles.
Leng Yehan and his sister have a very good relationship, and many things that he won't say to Leng Yuntian, he will say to Leng Xiyan. As long as you hear her advice and persuasion, no matter how big the cold night is, no matter how confused it is, the clouds above your head will suddenly disappear.
However, such a sister who made Leng Yehan emotionally trust and rely on him was not able to accompany him through many springs, summers, autumns and winters after his life.
In an accident ten years ago, in order to protect her newborn daughter, Leng Xiyan failed to open her beautiful big eyes full of agility, leaving behind the person she loved and loved her deeply, and went to another world.
Leng Xiyan's departure dealt a great blow to Leng Yehan, and also made Leng Yuntian, who lost his beloved daughter, completely move out of this old house of the Leng family full of memories, and Leng Yuntian's wife Xu Qiuwen went to Australia.
Leng Yehan was not good at musical instruments, Leng Xiyan has shown unique talent and innovation ability in music since he was a child, Leng Yehan had studied music theory knowledge and elementary introduction with Leng Xiyan in his childhood, and what he really likes is oil painting.
But Leng Xiyan's sudden departure made Leng Yehan have a high attainment in the field of piano and violin in the past ten years of dedicated practice, and the piano room he uses now is Leng Xiyan's practice room back then.
In the piano room, there are many videos of the warm pictures of their siblings, and they often sit here without turning on the lights on cold nights and play their memories over and over again, as if they are sprinkling salt on a wound and licking the painful wound alone.
"These days I have been restless, and the scenes in my dreams are always very real and colorful. In the hazy breeze of the night, I was so confused that I couldn't see through whether it was reality or illusion. ”
The fingers full of pain moved slightly, and Leng Yehan forcibly endured the colic in his heart and retracted his gaze, "At least...... You don't have to watch this world full of squalor and evil anymore......"
There was a glimmer of light in Leng Yehan's eyes, and tears filled his eyes, but he didn't let the tears flow down like last time. This kind of talk is actually just the only reason he used to comfort himself after losing his sister.
How dirty is reality, how cruel is it? In the face of such a world that eats people without spitting out bones, and makes you look happy, the first person to leave may be the happiest.