Bright and soft corridor lighting, opulent décor, smooth marble floors.

Su Yiyang helped Qin Xiaoyu, who was stumbling, and walked towards the elevator.

However, after just two steps, Qin Xiaoyu suddenly broke free of Su Yiyang, ran to a nearby trash can, and retched.

"Vomit ......"

Su Yiyang hurriedly followed, patted Qin Xiaoyu on the back, made her feel more comfortable, and at the same time wondered in her heart.

In his impression, Qin Xiaoyu is a fairly quiet and beautiful girl, usually very quiet, and has a standard image of a good girl. But how is it that today it is unusual, drinking so much alcohol?

Qin Xiaoyu retched for a long time, until she couldn't vomit, and then slowly straightened up.

Su Yiyang frowned, asked the waiter for a box of tissues and a bottle of mineral water, and handed it to Qin Xiaoyu.

Seeing that she was relieved, Su Yiyang helped him again and walked to the elevator.

The floor where their room was located was on the 16th floor, and Su Yiyang just wanted to press it, but Qin Xiaoyu took the lead and pressed it on the 26th floor, which is the top floor of the Shangri-La Hotel.

"Xiao Yu, what are you ......" Su Yiyang looked at Qin Xiaoyu with some puzzlement.

Qin Xiaoyu smiled drunkenly and said softly: "My stomach is uncomfortable, I want to go up to the rooftop to blow the wind and relax." ”

Thinking of Sister Zheng's advice just now, Su Yiyang frowned slightly and opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything in his mouth, and accompanied her to the 26th floor.

The roof of the building is an open-air rooftop, approaching late at night, there is no figure on the rooftop, empty and lonely, as far as the eye can see, you can overlook the whole Yanjing.

Su Yiyang dragged two chairs, and the two sat on the edge of the glass guardrail, silent, just quietly looking at the bright night scene below.

After a long time, Qin Xiaoyu suddenly spoke.

"Su Yiyang, you say...... Why are you so tired to be alive? ”

Qin Xiaoyu's eyes were empty, and the eyes that were originally very spiritual seemed to have lost their soul at this moment, there was no life, only dead silence.

When Su Yiyang heard Qin Xiaoyu's words, his brows furrowed, and the weirdness in his heart became even stronger.

Without waiting for him to speak, Qin Xiaoyu continued to speak to herself, as if she was talking to herself, as if she was talking to Su Yiyang.

"You know, I really envy you, I envy all of you, you have a happy family, you have parents who love you and love you, and I have nothing, my parents ......"

Qin Xiaoyu looked at the scenery below with empty eyes, her voice was like a murmur, and her whole person was full of depression, to put it simply, she was so sad that she exploded.

Listening to Qin Xiaoyu's self-description, Su Yiyang's eyes flickered, he didn't expect this girl who was weak on the surface to have such an unfortunate background.

Her parents are divorced, and her father is a gambler, a complete rotten boy. And after her mother divorced her father, she remarried, and then gave birth to a son, and she followed her mother.

Qin Xiaoyu seems to be a superfluous person, her mother gave all her love to her son, and almost ignored her daughter, and even felt that Qin Xiaoyu was a burden to her, and her mother was still like this to Qin Xiaoyu, so you can imagine what her status in the family is.

The most disgusting thing is that when she grew up, her stepfather coveted her beauty and sexually harassed her many times, although he did not succeed, but left a great shadow on her.

After eighteen years of hard work, she finally left that home, took advantage of the three months of vacation, and worked more than a dozen part-time jobs.

When she entered college, she thought it was a new beginning in her life, but it turned out to be the beginning of another tragedy.

She has never experienced warm care, she fell in love with a boy in college, and the boy loved her very much, and the two have been in love for two years, she gave everything to the boy, but in the end, it was a cruel betrayal.

To put it simply, it is the story of a phoenix man, who kicked her, a girl with no background, away for the smooth path of his future career, and was a cruel mess.

When Qin Xiaoyu said this, her face was already full of tears, looking at the bright Yanjing's eyes, her eyes were full of tears, like a huge world, but there was no place for her.

"Later, when I was frustrated and poor and almost couldn't afford to eat, the scout found me and I joined my current company. ”

"Once again, I foolishly thought that this was a turning point in my life, only to find out that this was another pit, and this pit was deeper and less bright than before. ”

Qin Xiaoyu turned her head, laughing and crying, this is her state at this moment.

"It is said outside that the entertainment industry is a big dye vat, haha, I didn't believe it originally, I thought that as long as I worked hard enough, was good enough, and worked hard enough, I could always fight for a bright future, so that those who ignored me at the beginning will regret it for the rest of their lives!"

Qin Xiaoyu, who has always been weak, showed a completely different ruthlessness at this moment, which made Su Yiyang dumbfounded.

"As a result, ......" Qin Xiaoyu laughed, with tears in her smile: "It's me who is too stupid and naïve." ”

"Do you know the unspoken rules? go to bed first in the play, I have no background, there is only one way to go, this is a multiple-choice question, there is no other way!"

"Later, an opportunity was in front of me to be nirvana, and I chose to compromise and I went. ”

"You know what? You're standing outside the door, you don't know who the people inside are, you don't know how old the people inside are, or even ...... You don't even know how many people are in there......"

When Qin Xiaoyu said this, her voice fluctuated slightly, and she suddenly closed her eyes, and the fear and shame of that night still remained in her mind.

"Later, I took advantage of this opportunity to stand up completely, but my heart died completely that night, and I could no longer stand up, and I will live forever in these shadows. ”

Quiet, time and space seemed to freeze at this moment.

Su Yiyang was silent, but there was already a flood in his heart.

Light and darkness will always exist, but many people can only see the light, but it is difficult to see the dark side.

Since his debut, Su Yiyang has never suffered any grievances, nor has he ever suffered any grievances, and he has gone all the way to the present, all the way to the present. And his best friend Yun Wanyi in the circle is also happy every day, with a spacious career, even more willful and casual than him.

This gave Su Yiyang the illusion that the whole circle was like this, and thriving fair competition was the main theme. And today, this illusion was completely torn before his eyes, dirty and filthy, naked and exposed before his eyes, shocking and shocking.

Only then did he know that some opportunities that were at his fingertips were for some people in exchange for dignity!