The snow has cleared the sky, and in the early morning night sky, a bright star twinkles and twinkles high above, cold and lonely. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Lu Heng sat on the edge of the bed and shook his head.

Stretched out his hand and handed Lin Su a glass of water from the bedside table, Lin Su pulled up the pajamas that had slipped down, took it, took it in small sips, and after a while, the dry lips became moist.

Wrapped in a sheet, Lin Su moved his body, came to Lu Heng's side, looked up at the man's face, the green stubble gradually turned blue and black after several rounds of razor harvesting, if you stroke it with your hand, it is a thick feeling.

The big eyes fluttered and blinked, looking at Lu Heng's face, Lin Su always felt that there was something in his heart, and that kind of confused hesitation was an expression that he had never seen on him.

"It's okay if you don't want to say it, it's just that it's cold, and you're not wearing pajamas, so let's go to bed and cover it!"

Lu Heng nodded, got on the bed, and covered the red quilt with Lin Su, but did not lie down, but leaned on the head of the bed, and then skillfully hugged Lin Su's shoulder.

The atmosphere gradually became quieter, like the silence of the night.

After a while, in the darkness, a dull male voice suddenly came, making Lin Su's body stiffen.

"Susu, do you say that the current me is still the same as before?"

Lin Su slowly drew circles in front of Lu Heng's bare chest, and when he heard this low words, he couldn't help but stop, and said in surprise: "What's wrong?"

Lu Heng's eyes widened, but his eyes were unfocused, and he muttered, "Today, I suddenly realized that I am no longer the self-aware me. In the past, I was satisfied with my wife and children's hot kang head, my relatives were safe, my family was safe, and the money was enough. However, everything I am doing now has long met these conditions, but I am still struggling, and the pace is gradually accelerating, reaching out to an unfamiliar industry. All of a sudden, I wondered, is it all meaningful that I'm doing?"

Lin Su was also stunned, she didn't know why Lu Heng had this idea, so she could only use her own understanding to answer Lu Heng's doubts.

"Well, in the words of my mother who used to tell me, it is that a man's ambition is born gradually, and it is also growing. Perhaps previously limited to vision and experience, his ambition was confined to a small circle. ”

Lu Heng thought for a moment, and then shook his head.

"It's not like that........"

Leaning on the bed, Lu Heng recalled his past and present lives, his vision was broader than most people, and there was no such thing as gradual growth of ambition, from the beginning, he had his own goals.

Lin Su gritted his teeth, searched for the knowledge in his mind, and continued: "Or maybe there is a greater prospect that stimulates you, making you subconsciously want to work hard. For example, what you said to me before the college entrance examination, in order to be less disturbed by the outside world when you fall in love with me in the future, you have been sticking to the path that you think you will succeed. ”

Lu Heng still shook his head, these are not right, he had considered these things before, and finally found that this was not the reason.

Without thinking about it anymore, Lu Heng hugged Lin Su hard, bringing her closer to him.

"Do you like me now, or do you like me before?"

Lin Su rubbed Lu Heng's chin with her forehead, the green stubble made her itch, and said with a smile: "I like it all! Whether it is Lu Heng, who studied hard in the past, from only being able to score three or four hundred points to more than six hundred points, or now Lu Heng, who has changed from a small 4S store to the founder of a large group, and is in the shopping mall, in essence, you have been working hard and struggling. That's why I'm so happy to like you, well, let's put it this way, hard working men, serious men, always make people like. ”

In her eyes, has she never changed?

So why do you feel like you've changed?

Could it be that the self-perception is wrong, that I have never changed, but that I have been deceived by something?

No one knew what delicate situation Lu Heng was in at this time.

He is in a situation where he is constantly denying himself and affirming himself, and while he is intoxicated by his achievements, he is doubting his own motives.

It may seem pretentious, but it will undoubtedly be a huge crossroads for his life for the next few decades.

A casual choice may make a very different future.

"Actually, sometimes people's struggles don't have so many reasons, maybe they are forced by poverty, or maybe they are driven by dreams. I asked him if he belonged to the former or the latter, and he said that he did not belong to the single category, because although he was poor, he had been fighting for his dreams, and his dream was ........."

Lu Heng's body shook, and the focus in his eyes gradually gathered.

Perhaps feeling the changes in Lu Heng, Lin Su did not continue, but snuggled in Lu Heng's arms so quietly, giving his man a space to think quietly.

For a moment, the air became quiet again.

Lu Heng thought silently in his heart, sometimes people's struggles do not have so many reasons, maybe they are forced by poverty, or maybe they are driven by dreams.

Once his own family was undoubtedly poor, with external debts, the family was poor, his parents were laid off, and he borrowed money to do business in order to make a living.

In order to change all this, I use my only remaining skills to work hard to make money and start a business, aren't these struggles the former?

Later, when he met Lin Su, he subconsciously felt that this was his dream, so he worked harder, and was willing to endure being separated from her, just for a happier future.

And at this time, Lu Heng realized that there was actually a dream in his heart, which had been concealed.

He is hungry for success!

When he attended the villa party held by Brother Suren for the first time, he envied the leisurely nature of those who had successful careers.

When he was looked down upon by others, although he smiled indifferently and didn't seem to care, deep down he didn't have the desire to pretend to be slapped in the face.

It wasn't until I met Zhao Jing that I heard the goal of the world's top 500 companies from his mouth, and I was undoubtedly shocked at that time.

When he bragged about Ma Yun and Ma Huateng, who were future billionaires in front of his father, he also faintly compared himself with them in his heart.

Yesterday I had tea with He Yajun, and when He Yajun felt that he had succeeded and didn't want to continue to struggle, he subconsciously substituted for himself.

So have you met the criteria for success?

The answer is no, coupled with the fact that he has always shown that he does not care, so there will be conflicts and contradictions in his heart, and even doubt himself.

But........

Lu Heng laughed at himself, once some things are connected, they are actually very easy to solve.

The so-called dream is nothing more than success, when you realize that you are eager to succeed, you just need to work hard, as long as it does not affect the relationship with your family.

Lu Heng gently kissed Lin Su's smooth forehead, like a dragonfly dotting water, up and down on it.

Lin Su was a little afraid of itching, and grinned, "Have you figured it out?"

"Hmm"

"Then go to sleep!"

"Okay. ”

Lin Su shrank into the quilt and was about to close his eyes to sleep, but found that a hand was playing tricks on the plump part of his chest, and immediately grabbed it.

"Didn't you say sleep?"

Looking at the girl's sparkling eyes, Lu Heng smiled, "I just woke up and took a shower, I don't really want to sleep now!

The tone on his mouth was inquiring, but the movements in his hands broke free from Lin Su's shackles and began to swim, and after a while, Lin Su was out of breath.

"Bad guys!"

The silky silk pajamas, under the skillful movements, faded quickly, and the ambiguous gasps in the darkness sounded one after another.

(To be continued.) )