Chapter 37: There is no turning back when the bow is opened

Li Yiyan sat on the toilet, staring at the two-bar pregnancy test stick for a long time, and finally came back to his senses in Liu Anchen's eager hammer door and soft whispering.

She owes this uncle too much kindness, he saved his own life, saved Shen Qiuhan's life, and now he knows that Dayi doesn't mind being this child's father. Hehe, even if Li Yiyan wanted her and Shen Qiuhan's child again, he resolutely gave up at this time.

Maybe this child came a little late, if she was in China now, she would definitely not be able to control her inner desires, let go of all her guilt, and run to Shen Qiuhan without thinking. Overjoyed, she told him that she had a child of the two, and she wanted to change her mind and return to him.

But these are just imaginary beautiful visions, because she has remarried more than a month ago, has broken off with Shen Qiuhan, and has come to Africa with Liu Anchen, she and Shen Qiuhan are already in two worlds, even if they have this incomparably precious child, they can't go back to the past.

She suddenly felt that her love path was unfortunate, and she was always in a dilemma, no matter which side she chose, she would leave a broken heart.

Li Yiyan gently wiped the moisture from the corners of his eyes, trying to hide his sadness, thinking that he was not pregnant, but just came to his aunt, coaxing Liu Anchen, who was anxiously waiting outside the door.

As soon as the bathroom door opened, Liu Anchen looked at Li Yiyan's beautiful face in a panic and pity, and saw her flickering eyes, and his intuition told him that this girl was most likely pregnant, and the aunt should have lied to herself, so she didn't expose it directly, but asked cautiously, "Baby, ...... I'm your husband, you can tell me anything, and I'll take it on with you and solve it together. ”

Li Yiyan stroked his long hair, and smiled impatiently, "Uncle, look at you nervous, what can I do, it's just to come to the eldest aunt." These days, I will have mood swings and lose my temper, so you can accommodate me. ”

Liu Anchen nodded suspiciously, and said softly, "Then, I'll go to the kitchen to prepare some ginger candy tea for you, I ate less at night, and I vomited, look at the anemia and hypoglycemia, your platelets have been a little low......"

Li Yiyan was worried about taking Liu Anchen away, thinking about the fetus alone, and when he saw him saying that he wanted to make ginger sugar tea for himself, he shouted happily, "Uncle, you are still the best for me, then you go quickly, I like to drink ginger sugar tea the most." Oh yes, I'm going to want to eat mixed sauce noodles, can you work hard to show your hand and fulfill my wishes?"

In fact, Li Yiyan just said it, why is it mixed sauce noodles, because this rice is complicated to make, it takes at least an hour, she has to tie Liu Anchen in the kitchen, and she can't let him find out the clues.

Liu Anchen heard that Li Yiyan wanted to eat mixed sauce noodles, her eyebrows smiled, and she responded in one bite, she always didn't think about eating and drinking in the past two days, and took the initiative to want to eat, which was too rare, so she went to the kitchen to prepare it with great interest.

Seeing Liu Anchen enter the kitchen, Li Yiyan used the excuse of going to the market to buy an aunt's towel, and he would come back in a while. During the day, when she and Liu Anchen were shopping for vegetables at the market, they accidentally found a Chinese pharmacy, because she could not go to the hospital for surgery and did not know how to have a baby, so she was going to try her luck there.

The market is very close to the Red Cross station, a 10-minute walk away, the town is relatively safe, the people are simple, and Liu Anchen is relieved to let her go alone.

Pushing open the door of the pharmacy, a middle-aged woman in her 50s was looking through the account book, and saw a little girl come in, still with a familiar Asian face, naturally showing a friendly smile, but not sure whether it was Chinese, so she said hello in English.

Li Yiyan saw the three words "special medicine" written in Chinese on the big sign at the door, and knew that the boss here should be a compatriot, looking at the smiling eldest sister, he was silly happy, "Hello, I am Chinese." ”

"Oh, me too, it's kind to see familiar faces. Girl, you are here to travel, this scenery is good, in the past two years, many Chinese people have come here for self-guided tours. By the way, what medicine do you need?" the eldest sister greeted warmly.

After all, Li Yiyan is a 21-year-old girl, thin-skinned, her eyes are a little fluttering, rubbing her hands, and spitting, "I...... I don't know. ”

The enthusiastic eldest sister snorted and laughed, "Girl, then you tell me where I am uncomfortable? Is it a cold and fever or a stomachache and diarrhea? I will choose the medicine for you." ”

Li Yiyan stood more and more nervous, she regretted coming to the Chinese pharmacy, but seeing that in the past 20 minutes, there was not much time left, she blushed with shame and said in a mosquito-like voice, "What kind of medicine to cure pregnancy?"

Although the voice was small, the eldest sister still heard it, her smiling face frowned slightly, and she asked with concern, "Girl, I see that you are not old, are you an adult? Are you traveling with your parents or friends?"

Li Yiyan is baby-faced, and his face has been rounded for more than a month since he came to Africa, slightly revealing baby fat, which makes him even younger. At this time, Xiu frowned slightly, and was a little disgusted with the gossip and bad habits of the Chinese people, but she had no choice but to answer, "Sister, I am 21 years old, I am married, and I came here for my honeymoon." ”

The enthusiastic eldest sister smiled with relief and took out a box of medicine from the cabinet, "Girl, this is an after-the-fact medicine, if you take it within 72 hours after having sex, you will basically not get pregnant." ”

Li Yiyan pursed his lips, it seemed that he didn't make it clear, and muttered in a low voice, "Eldest sister, if you are already pregnant for a month and don't want this child, what kind of medicine can you take?"

When the enthusiastic eldest sister heard this, she was shocked, and looked at Li Yiyan with sharp eyes, "Oh, girl, you are going to have a fetus, you have to go to the hospital, just take fetal pills if something happens, it will be fatal."

By the way, the International Red Cross is just in the town these days, not far from here, 10 minutes away, you go to Dr. Susan, she came to me two days ago to get medicine, she is a Chinese-American, gynecologist, will definitely help you. ”

Li Yiyan heard the eldest sister say this, her face was cloudy, and she was slandered in her heart, she had just come from there, Susan and Liu Anchen had a good relationship, the two had worked together in a medical team for many years, and if she went to Susan, it would be equivalent to throwing herself into the net.

I didn't dare to go to the hospital, the Red Cross couldn't go, what should I do, the more I thought about it, the more anxious I became, my eyes were foggy, and the wetness became thicker and thicker, and finally the tears rolled down one by one like beads with broken threads.

The enthusiastic eldest sister saw the girl in front of her crying, and she couldn't bear it in her heart, so she handed over tissues and poured water, and asked softly, "Girl, do you have any troubles, anyway, there will be no business, you have hardships to tell me, and I will help if you can." ”

Li Yiyan sobbed and stopped her tears, and said aggrievedly, "Sister, I can't hide it, I was raped before I went abroad, and today I suddenly found out that I was pregnant, I didn't dare to tell my husband, let alone go to the hospital, you have pity on me, help me." ”

Li Yiyan felt that his lie was quite miserable, but after thinking about it carefully, that night in Yayuan, Shen Qiuhan was strong at the beginning, and it was not completely framed against him, but he had to bear all this pot.

The enthusiastic eldest sister looked slightly stunned, looked left and right and thought for a while, and asked in a low voice, "Girl, seeing that you are so pitiful, I also sympathize with you." I have a fetal pill, but this has requirements for pregnancy, and the pregnancy time cannot exceed 49 days, otherwise it will be very dangerous and must go to the hospital for surgery. ”

As soon as Li Yiyan heard that there was a play, he didn't care how many days she was pregnant, so she hurriedly answered, "Sister, I'm less than 45 days pregnant, so it's definitely no problem." ”

The enthusiastic eldest sister thought about it, took out a box of medicine from the cabinet in the back, looked at the little girl with swollen eyes crying in front of her, and said in a low voice, "Girl, you take this medicine, start taking it for three days tonight, and something will fall out from below after three days." Remember, if something doesn't fall out after three days, or if it bleeds too much after it comes out, you must go to the hospital, don't joke with your life. ”

Li Yiyan clutched the medicine tightly and glanced at the English instructions on it, all of which were professional terms, and he didn't understand any of them. But since the eldest sister said yes, as if this was her life-saving magic weapon, she thanked her for her kindness, paid the money, and rushed out of the pharmacy like a wind. trotted non-stop all the way, and when she arrived at the station, Liu Anchen was starting the off-road vehicle and preparing to go out to find her.

As soon as the off-road vehicle started, I saw the little girl running in in a hurry, and a spirit jumped out of the car to greet her, "Baby, did you come back after you went to the market to buy something? Why is it so long, it's dark, I'm so worried about you." After all, this is not a domestic country, and it is very unsafe at night. ”

Li Yiyan wiped off the sweat oozing from his hair, and then remembered to look up at the sky, the sun was still on the horizon when he went, and it was dark when he came back.

Before Li Yiyan could speak, Liu Anchen noticed the abnormality, approached her side, took the backpack, and asked suspiciously, "Baby, what's the matter, have you cried?" Didn't you buy your stuff? The bags are empty. ”

Xiuyan frowned, and he didn't dare to look directly into Liu Anchen's eyes, showing an apologetic smile: "Uncle, I was in the market just now, and I saw a lot of homeless street children, they have no father and mother, hungry skin and bones, and I used the money to buy food for them." I came back in a hurry and forgot to buy something. ”

After Li Yiyan bought the abortion pill, she did see the street children and did buy food, which is her concern for the street children from the bottom of her heart, just like when she was in school in China, saving money from between her teeth and donating it to the left-behind children in the mountainous areas.

Liu Anchen knew that this girl was kind-hearted, so he rubbed the top of her hair dotingly, and said softly, "This country is full of wars, there are many such street children, let's do our best, don't be too sad." Today I was careless, and I should have someone accompany you to the market.

By the way, the mixed sauce noodles are ready, I'll put them on the table for you, you eat first, the ginger sugar tea is also boiled, and you will drink it later. I drove to the bazaar to buy you an aunt's towel and was back in twenty minutes. ”

Li Yiyan nodded, squeezed out a grateful smile, watched Liu Anchen drive out of the compound, knowing that the opportunity to take medicine had come, he was full of sadness, and stumbled into the kitchen step by step.

Looking at the nutritious and delicious mixed sauce noodles, Li Yiyan had tears in her eyes, she thought she was a foodie, and when she thought of eating, she thought of people. She recalled the candlelight dinner that Shen Qiuhan cooked for her in Yayuan, the shrimp and fennel dumplings that her father Li Huasheng had wrapped for her after returning from her studies, and the Manchurian and Han banquets made by Chen Tianyu. Suddenly, she wanted to go home, to a familiar place.

Hey, I think so, but the real problem must be solved. According to the instructions of the enthusiastic eldest sister, you should not eat for two hours before and after taking this medicine, otherwise it will irritate the stomach and cause vomiting.

She held the bowl and carefully smelled the fragrance of the mixed sauce noodles, the familiar taste, just like Liu Anchen had made it for her countless times before, she knew that it must be delicious, but she couldn't eat it at this time.

Liu Anchen's cooking skills are not as good as Chen Tianyu, but they are comparable to Shen Qiuhan, after all, he is running all over the world, and his self-care ability must be strong. Shen Qiuhan lacks practical experience but has a high theoretical level, after all, he has learned cooking skills, and he can't enter the kitchen once a year, and occasionally swings a shovel, either in Yayuan or in Yi'an** compound, he is also interested in cooking for the little girl, and most of his own people are also blind.

Li Yiyan walked quickly to the trash can and poured half of the noodles ruthlessly. Sighing, he took out the box of medicine from his trouser pocket, pulled out one, and swallowed the cold boiling water. While swallowing, I stroked my abdomen with my hand, my heart was desolate, the baby is sorry, my mother can't want you, you can reincarnate to find a reliable and good mother.

Feeling the hard pill sliding down the esophagus into the stomach, Li Yiyan lay on the table and cried, opened the bow without looking back, she finally hit the unformed fetus.