The night was about to fall, the sky was already gray, but the people on the basketball court did not leave with the bell for the end of class, when they saw me kneeling in front of Wang Yadong and begging for mercy, the people nearby couldn't help but come around and talk around me.

Mockery, sarcasm, sighs, all kinds of voices came and drilled into my ears.

I tried my best to get rid of the noise, slowly raised my head, and looked at Wang Yadong with pleading eyes, I hope that my cowardice, my pity, and my humility can make Wang Yadong feel relieved, and let him let me go and Su Xuejing.

However, the wicked are always evil and have no bottom line, the more cowardly you are, the more arrogant he is, seeing me make such a fool of myself in front of so many people, he is still unwilling, and he has to inch in, his face showed an arrogant smile, under the attention of everyone, he suddenly opened his legs, looked down at me, and shouted domineeringly: "Drill over, everything is written off!"

Suddenly, the audience was in an uproar, some shouted excitedly, because there was a good show to watch, and some couldn't help but whisper, saying that Wang Yadong was too deceitful, and some were silent, only showing a joking expression, and Wang Yadong's dog party directly coaxed and shouted: "Drill, drill, drill." Laughing while shouting.

Although, I have been ridiculed countless since I was a child, although I have had low self-esteem since I was a child, but there is only one word difference between inferiority and self-esteem, it is because I want to retain my dignity too much, so I have been alone, avoiding those cold words, living in my own world, and guarding that dignity alone. Now, I put down my self-esteem and knelt down in public, but Wang Yadong even asked me to drill my crotch, he was clearly playing me, playing me openly, I was really angry, I was red-eyed, and shouted angrily: "Wang Yadong, don't go too far!"

Wang Yadong grinned slightly, slowly leaned down, and whispered to me: "That's right, I'm just going too far, since you can kneel for Su Xuejing, then you should be able to do more for her, right?

Indeed, Wang Yadong caught my weakness, I lost my life, and it is not a pity to die, but I will definitely not affect Su Xuejing, as long as she can live her life in peace, I can lower my head, leave my dignity, and be a complete slave, so I gritted my teeth, and in a burst of coaxing, I bent down, propped my hands on the cold ground, and bowed my head to this cruel world.

The dark gray light shrouded my bent back, my heart, completely dead ash, my mind, completely blank, my hands, tightly propped on the ground, the banter in my ears became louder and louder, and I, as if abandoning everything, began to move forward with one hand, and drilled towards Wang Yadong's crotch with one hand.

My knees seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, rubbing on the ground, it hurt so much, my gray heart, even more desperate, my tears, quietly slipped, dripping on the ground, I don't know how far this road is, I don't know where the end is, I'm just like this, difficult and slow crawling, until Wang Yadong patted my buttocks, laughing: "Okay, waste dog, it's over!" I stopped moving.

I ignored all the disdainful gazes, straightened up, raised my head, looked at Wang Yadong with teary eyes, and wailed, "Is it okay now?"

Wang Yadong hooked the corners of his mouth, reached out and touched my head, and said wildly: "Yes, it's really an obedient dog, really good, I, Wang Yadong, also talk about it, our business is written off, and what I promised you can also be done, but please also control your mouth, know what to say and what not to say!" After speaking, he directly swept past me, took his dog party, and walked away.

The people around me pointed at me and left one after another.

The sky is getting darker and darker, the night is coming, I raised my head and took a deep breath, and then got up from the ground, because my knees hurt too much, my feet were unstable, and I was shivering, I was like this, dragging my trembling legs, walking towards the basketball court, and when I came to the intersection, I suddenly saw that Xu Nan was standing on the edge of the iron pole outside the basketball court, and she was staring at me in a daze at this time, with complicated eyes.

I immediately buttoned the hat on my coat and walked away tremblingly, leaving her with a back of vicissitudes like a dying old man.

Out of the basketball court, I went straight to the cafeteria, fought, sat alone in the corner and ate silently, the whole cafeteria hall was noisy, but I seemed to hear a series of discussions and ridicule, as if everyone was saying: Look and see, that is the waste of kneeling down and drilling the crotch of people!

I didn't dare to raise my eyes to face anyone, I just buried my head in eating, the sourness in my heart was indescribable, and tears flowed inadvertently, today's meal was very salty, very salty!

I didn't dare to go back to my dormitory when all the people in the cafeteria were gone, I just wanted to go to a place where no one knew me, and I just wanted to go to a place where no one knew me.

Footsteps, unconsciously shuttling through the remote path of the campus, to a corner, a warm and full of happiness milk tea shop, caught my attention, I unconsciously stopped, looking at the store in pairs of young men and women leisurely drinking milk tea, my thoughts can't help but drift up, in my mind, once again appeared the face of the flowers.

Once, Duoduo loved to drink milk tea, and she had to hold a cup of milk tea every day when she went to school, and I often saw her talking and laughing with a group of trendy men and women in the milk tea shop, at that time, she was just a rebellious but simple student. Now, time has passed, Duoduo is no longer the little girl at that time, somewhere in this world, will she still drink milk tea often?

And, just when I was deep in thought, a female voice suddenly sounded: "Want to drink milk tea?"

I suddenly came back to my senses, turned my head and saw that it was Xu Nan, I didn't want to say a word to her, I just hooked a slight arc at the corner of my mouth, and I didn't admit or deny it.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Xu Nan pursed his mouth, and said to himself: "Go, go in, Miss Ben invites you to have a drink!"

Just got rid of Wang Yadong, I don't want to provoke Fang Zixuan again, for Xu Nan, all I can do is stay away, so I turned around and left directly, just took two steps, Xu Nan stopped me, and said arrogantly: "Hey, Wu Lai, are you afraid that Fang Zixuan is like this? Don't worry, I have explained it to him clearly, he won't trouble you, go in, I'll tell you something!" After speaking, she walked directly into the milk tea shop generously.

I hesitated in place, but eventually, I mustered up the courage and walked in.

Most of the milk tea shops are handsome men and beautiful women, and I am such an ugly toad, together with a big beauty, it will inevitably attract attention, even the owner of the milk tea shop can't help but glance at me a few more times, his strange eyes, as if to think, I am a rich second generation who pretends to be a pig and eats a tiger, but when Xu Nan and I ordered milk tea, Xu Nan took out his wallet and paid, and the boss's eyes changed instantly, revealing a look of disdain.

I ignored the eyes of others, took the milk tea, and Xu Nan found a seat and sat down, until now, from Xu Nan's body, I can still capture the shadow of Duoduo, her personality is straightforward, unrestrained, she drinks milk tea, and there is also a bit of the charm of Duoduo, which made me a little stunned for a while, and when Xu Nan's eyes touched me, I quickly lowered my head, picked up the milk tea, and sucked it up.

The milk tea is very sweet, it seems to resolve the bitterness in my heart, my eyes are unconsciously rippling with a happy smile, I drank very fiercely, very violently, a large cup of milk tea, I almost drank it all in one go, after drinking, I couldn't help but burp.

Xu Nan, who was sitting opposite me, was stunned by my actions, and she said, "Why are you drinking so fast, you are not afraid of choking to death, haven't you drunk it before?"

I replied embarrassedly, "Well, I haven't drunk it!"

Xu Nan stared at me incredulously and said in surprise, "Ah, why, it's not expensive!"

I lowered my head and said softly: "My pocket money is fixed every month, I am reluctant to spend it, and I am even more reluctant to use it to buy snacks, from childhood to adulthood, I don't eat snacks, I want to save money, and take it out when I need it urgently!"

Xu Nan became more and more incredulous, she was puzzled: "Then why do you often buy cigarettes and snacks for Wang Yadong and his group, it's not money!"

I bit my lip and said weakly: "They want me to buy it, I dare not refuse!"

At this time, Xu Nan was completely speechless, she continued to drink milk tea, and then sighed: "Actually, I know that you are quite pitiful, so I helped you settle Fang Zixuan's affairs, but I can't control Wang Yadong's affairs, how did you offend him? Oh, by the way, I saw a man talking to Wang Yadong last night, although I couldn't hear what they said, but I obviously saw Wang Yadong's appearance after that, I was very aggrieved and angry, it can't be because of this, right? That man has something to do with you? is it your friend?"

I shook my head with a wry smile, and said sadly: "I have no friends!" Afraid that Xu Nan didn't understand, I suddenly raised my face and added: "Not one!"