Chapter 126: Quarrel
Lin Yan has accumulated a lot of work because of his previous leave, even if his voice is useless, but his hands are not wasted, then he can continue to work.
By the time he got off work, the lights were already on, and he stared blankly at the night outside, and then walked into the elevator.
Such nights made him seem to be alone, and his brain, which was occupied by work, was relaxed, but once he relaxed, the pain that was enough to eat him away swept over him like a storm.
"Goodbye, team leader. β
Someone beside him said goodbye, Lin Yan paused before realizing that the other party was talking to him, he nodded, and the man left with his companions.
If he goes back, will Gu Sheng come over to see him? Or is there no need for Gu Sheng to see him?
Lin Yan's mind was in a mess, thinking about where Gu Sheng had been scolding him for the past few days, and thinking about Gu Sheng calmly telling him that he was tired with him, and it was better for Ji Ji to be better.
As long as he thought that Gu Sheng might be with someone else, Gu Sheng would also kiss that person and even do more intimate things with him.
Lin Yan couldn't think about it anymore, he couldn't bear it, just thinking about it, he already had a kind of pain like peeling and cramping, and an extreme anger.
He thought viciously that as long as Gu Sheng was with others, he would lock Gu Sheng up, let his eyes only look at him alone, and let him belong to him forever.
The cool breeze poured straight into Lin Yan's neck, and he was shivering by the wind of the autumn night, and those messy thoughts were suddenly blown away by the wind.
Lin Yan has always known that he is not a good person, he is ruthless, it is difficult to communicate with people, as long as others touch his bottom line, he will show his claws and fangs, he is selfish, he will only possess compared to perfection.
"Drip-"
Suddenly, a piercing whistle made Lin Yan wake up like a dream, his body shook suddenly, and then he looked up and saw a familiar car parked under the street lamp.
Lin Yan was stunned, and all kinds of tastes came to his heart, and he didn't know whether he was more happy or worried. His feet seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and he couldn't move for a while.
The whole person stood in place in a daze, until he saw Gu Sheng walking out of the car, under the dim street lamp, Lin Yan saw Gu Sheng walking towards him step by step, he seemed to have lost some weight?
Gu Sheng's face didn't show any emotion, Lin Yan looked at him, he was a little nervous, he swallowed a mouthful of saliva, wanted to say something, and suddenly remembered that his voice was hoarse and couldn't speak.
"Go home. β
Gu Sheng didn't ask anything, just said these three words lightly, Lin Yan's eyes suddenly became a little hot, he lowered his head and nodded heavily, and followed Gu Sheng into the car.
No one spoke along the way, the lights of thousands of homes outside the window, Lin Yan looked out the window without blinking, like an old monk in a fixed place, motionless, Gu Sheng also drove the car intently.
Soon the two arrived at the underground parking lot, one after the other into the elevator, in the narrow elevator, the two did not stick to each other as usual, but each other, like two strangers.
Lin Yan naturally noticed this problem, but there was an invisible barrier in the air, he had a lot of things to say to Gu Sheng in his heart, but he didn't know where to start, he kept guessing why Gu Sheng didn't talk to him, was he angry with him? By the way, before he went to City A, Gu Sheng was in a cold war with him, and he disappeared for several days after he sent a voice, was Gu Sheng in a hurry?
Did he feel too tired to be with him? And those photos in the company, did Gu Sheng also see them? Did he see them, did Gu Sheng believe in himself?
But what did he do to make Gu Sheng believe him? Lin Yan's heart was crumpled into a ball, like a broken rag.
The elevator soon reached the floor where the two of them lived, and Lin Yan stepped out of the elevator, but he didn't know where he should go, did he go back to his home? But what about Gu Sheng? Gu Sheng, did he really not talk to himself?
Gu Sheng walked behind him, Lin Yan was struggling, and he even wished that the door of his house was a little farther away.
But no matter how far it is, there is an end, not to mention, it is not far at all.
Lin Yan reached out and took out the key in his clothes pocket, because he was so anxious, he actually touched it for a while to find the key, he took the key to open the door, his hand shook, and he dropped the key on the ground.
"Dingβ"
The key fell to the ground with a crisp sound, Lin Yan squatted down to pick up the key, and at this time, a white hand reached over and picked up the key.
Gu Sheng squatted in front of him, and as soon as Lin Yan looked up, he saw Gu Sheng's face.
"Are you really going to explain nothing?"
Gu Sheng's voice was a little hoarse, Lin Yan grabbed Gu Sheng's hand and turned the back of his hand over, there were still two needle holes and bruises on it.
Gu Sheng is sick?
Lin Yan's brain "buzzed", his ears were a little tinnitus, his brain was blank, he wanted to ask Gu Sheng what was going on, but he opened his mouth but couldn't say anything.
"You disappeared for several days for no reason, and you didn't come to me when you came back, and you didn't even have a text message, Lin Yan, am I too good-tempered in front of you?
Gu Sheng broke free of Lin Yan's hand, and then said with a cold gaze: "Lin Yan, what do you think of me?"
Lin Yan looked at Gu Sheng with wide eyes, he wanted to explain, but his throat couldn't make a sound at all.
Gu Sheng looked at Lin Yan and didn't say anything, his heart was cold, he pulled up the photo of Lin Yan and Zhou Xuefeng kissing from his mobile phone and held it up in front of Lin Yan, "On the day you called me and said that you would be back soon, I received this photo on the day you and Zhou Xuefeng were together, and then I waited for you all night, and you told me that you would not come back at night, so I don't wait for you, do you know what mood I used to sit on the chair all night?"
"I told myself over and over again, I have to believe you, Lin Yan, is this how you answer my trust in you now?
Lin Yan saw Gu Sheng's red eyes through Gu Sheng's glasses, he didn't know, he really didn't know that Gu Sheng actually waited for him all night, let alone that there would be this kind of photo, he thought he was saying goodbye to the past and dealing with miscellaneous things, he didn't want to implicate Gu Sheng, those people's faces, he didn't want Gu Sheng to see them, but who could tell him why it became like this?
Gu Sheng and Lin Yan were in a stalemate at the door for a long time, and finally Gu Sheng let go of Lin Yan's wrist, "You rest early, it's better for us to be calm and calm with each other." β
Gu Sheng took two steps and suddenly said, "By the way, that project, Mo Lao originally left it for you, but I didn't find a chance to tell you, Mo Lao asked me if I would like to go." β
Lin Yan looked at Gu Sheng's back in disbelief, and then heard Gu Sheng say, "I agreed." β
Lin Yan's ears suddenly seemed to be deaf and he couldn't hear anything, and he watched as the door of Gu Sheng's house opened and closed.
Lin Yan's legs weakened, and then he sat on the ground.
Lin Yan didn't know how long he sat on the ground before he stood up tremblingly, opened the door and walked in.
What did Gu Sheng's words mean? He was going to break up with himself? And what did he mean by agreeing to Mo Lao? Lin Yan suddenly thought of Gu Sheng, who asked him during the dinner on the day of the Cold War, if he had anything to say to him, Lin Yan didn't react, it turned out that Gu Sheng was talking about going abroad.
Lin Yan suddenly figured out the whole story, so Gu Sheng knew that he had a quota for that project, but he didn't tell Gu Sheng that Gu Sheng was angry with him about this matter, and he blamed himself for making the decision without authorization.
So now Gu Sheng is taking revenge on him? He decided not to go without consulting Gu Sheng, and Gu Sheng could also go abroad without consulting him.
Lin Yan sat on the ground, holding his head with both hands, curling himself up in a ball.
He screamed silently, his voice only hoarse, aching, "Ahh
He knew that people like him didn't deserve love, and he had been here for twenty-six years, but he didn't believe in evil, and a scumbag like Lin Ying deserved nothing.
Lin Yan didn't sleep all night, but he didn't know that Gu Sheng next door also didn't sleep all night, none of them paid attention to anyone, and went to work separately.
Lin Yan's throat not only did not get better after a night, but became more and more serious, he really seemed to be dumb, and he couldn't say anything.
When Mo Lao asked him to pass, Lin Yan was busy, not only did he not have a trace of a smile on his face, but it was also gloomy and terrifying, as if the whole person was shrouded in gray, like flowers and plants withering in the corner of the wall in autumn.
"What are you doing? Make yourself look like this. β
Lin Yan shook his head, Mo Lao looked at him a little strangely, "What's wrong with you, why don't you speak?"
Lin Yan pointed to his throat, and Mo Lao's pupils shrank, "Can't speak?"
Lin Yan nodded, and Elder Mo let out a long sigh, "You young people, you have to get yourself bruised, don't come to work first, go to the hospital to see your throat first, in case you are dumb for the rest of your life, the gains outweigh the losses." β
Lin Yan shook his head, and Mo Lao waved his hand, "I can't understand, I can't understand, I can only understand people's words, and I can come back when I can speak." β
Lin Yan had no choice but to come down, bowed to Mo Lao and walked out, but Mo Lao suddenly stopped him, "What's the problem, sit down and talk calmly, that kid came here to ask me to leave a place for you for your sake before, he is younger than you, but he can see it better than you, don't drill the horns yourself." β
Lin Yan was shocked when he heard this, it turned out that Gu Sheng had come to beg Mo Lao for him, it should have been on the day he went to City A, but he didn't come back.
Lin Yan clenched his fists, bowed to Mo Lao, and left.
There is indeed a problem between him and Gu Sheng, Wu Yicheng is not wrong, the hearts of the two people are too close to each other, and it is easy to hurt each other.