Chapter 41: You're a Coward
As soon as the words fell, the gate of the courtyard was pushed open, and a figure walked in with obvious anger, Chen Chongshan was still stunned, but Chen Chongming had already shouted happily: "Ah, Sister Yuan Yuan, why are you here?"
"Hmm. Yuan Yuan nodded towards Chen Chongming, but did not speak, and walked straight in front of Chen Chongshan, staring at Chen Chongshan who was standing in place with his eyes.
Chen Chongshan's heart was already in a panic, he originally thought that the two of them would go to two different truths and would not see each other again, but now that Yuan Yuan appeared in front of him again, he was very nervous and worried.
Yuan Yuan kept glaring at him angrily, Chen Chongshan was flustered for a long time, and then he said resignedly: "Yuan... Yuan Yuan, why are you here? Don't you want classes at school?"
"Why am I here?" Yuan Yuan sneered: "If I don't come, I really think that you Chen Chongshan have disappeared from this earth." ”
"No... It's not... I..." Chen Chongshan became more and more nervous, and he was expecting Ai Ai to get up when he spoke, Chen Chongming saw that this posture was not right, and had already sneaked into the room, although the two of them were fine when they came back from Tanzhou before, but what happened now, who knows?
Although Chen Chong is young next year, he has watched a lot of this kind of romance film, so he naturally understands some of it.
Looking at Chen Chongshan, who was very nervous, Yuan Yuan's heart was angry and ridiculous, she called Chen Chongshan on the afternoon of the day Chen Chongshan went to her house, but the result was that she couldn't get through, and then she called home, but her mother Ye Wanzhen said that Chen Chongshan didn't go. The angry Yuan Yuan continued to call Chen Chongshan's phone, but she couldn't get through, she thought something happened to Chen Chongshan, but her classmates in Meishan said that Chen Chongshan was good, and she saw Chen Chongshan walking his dog these days. Yuan Yuan immediately knew that it was Chen Chongshan who pulled him into the blacklist.
Yuan Yuan was extremely angry for a while, she didn't understand why Chen Chongshan didn't go to her house, let alone why Chen Chongshan cut off contact with herself, was it all just because of his damn self-esteem? Could it be that his self-esteem was more important than his younger brother Chen Chongming's legs?
Yuan Yuan was furious, on the first weekend after the military training, she couldn't wait to return to Meishan, she didn't even go home, she took a motorcycle and went straight to Chen Chongshan's house as soon as she got out of the car, she didn't know why she was so angry, but as long as she thought that Chen Chongshan actually blacked herself, her heart was very sad and a little painful.
However, after seeing Chen Chongshan's cheeks that were red because of nervousness, Yuan Yuan's heart instantly softened, she sighed and said, "Say, why did you put me on the blacklist? Why didn't you go to my house? Could it be that you have already settled Chongming's medical expenses?"
"Didn't go to your house?" Chen Chongshan was stunned for a moment, and then understood that he didn't ask for Ye Wanzhen's money, so Ye Wanzhen found an excuse for Yuan Yuan, saying that he didn't go······
Chen Chongshan smiled bitterly, he had no intention of revealing Ye Wanzhen's lies, if he thought about it from the standpoint of a mother, he could also understand Ye Wanzhen's approach, just because of Ye Wanzhen's attitude, he really didn't know how to face Yuan Yuan, Chen Chongshan knew very well, his feelings for Yuan Yuan were really not just classmates or friends.
"Lao Qin borrowed me a little, and then I will find a way to go somewhere else to make up for it, it should be about the same, for no reason, I really can't accept so much money from your family. Chen Chongshan paused and replied, his eyes flickered a little, and he didn't dare to look directly into Yuan Yuan's eyes.
"Go somewhere else, where can you go? Go to Chen Chongzhi's house?" Yuan Yuan suddenly came up angrily: "What kind of person your aunt is, we all know it, you still don't understand?"
"Can you talk to Qin Fatzi, why can't you go to my house to get some money? Yuan Yuan's voice slowly lowered from high to aggrieved, her eyes were already ruddy, and tears were dripping down her eyes······
"No, Yuan Yuan, it's really not, I really ······" Looking at Yuan Yuan's tears, Chen Chongshan suddenly panicked, he was in a hurry, but he didn't know how to stop Yuan Yuan's tears, let alone how to stabilize people.
A woman's tears are always a powerful weapon against men.
"Really, what? really can't pull down? Your self-esteem is so strong? So important? Is it more important than Chongming's legs?" Yuan Yuan still didn't give up, in front of Chen Chongshan, all her grievances were no longer reserved, and she choked up and shouted.
"I just don't want you to be so tired, so bitter, so difficult, I just want to help you share a little, why can't you accept it with peace of mind······?
Yuan Yuan's anger continued, her emotions became extremely excited, and her inner emotions finally found an outlet, she shouted, shouted, and finally slowly squatted down, hugged her head and cried.
Chen Chongshan looked at the lovely person in front of him, his eyes slowly became wet, Yuan Yuan's true feelings made him warm and abnormal, but when he thought of Ye Wanzhen's attitude, his heart hurt and hurt, and it hurt to death.
"Yuan Yuan, I'm sorry. You don't want that. Chen Chongshan also squatted in front of Yuan Yuan, and said softly: "Yuan Yuan, I know that you are very good, and I know that you ······ But I also have my own difficulties, and I am not resisting your help, but I really have no reason to accept your family's help. ”
"You know what? Once I take your money, I always feel like I'm accepting your handouts. I can't stand these ······"
Chen Chongshan's eyes were a little confused, and he continued to mutter: "You know, we are actually people from two worlds, and you shouldn't come to us again." ”
Chen Chongshan's heart is extremely painful, and the feeling of first love is always the best, but these beautiful things can never cross the gap drawn by reality.
"Chen Chongshan, you are a fool and a coward. Yuan Yuan raised his head, stared at Chen Chongshan with dead eyes, gritted his teeth and shouted, and then ran out of the courtyard without looking back.
Chen Chongshan was stunned in place, looking at the direction in which his back disappeared for a long time, his mind was in chaos, and he didn't know what he was thinking, until Ah Huang walked to his side, which woke him up, he let out a long sigh, touched Ah Huang's head, and then stood up.
"Chongming, come and call the chicken, it's not early, if you don't catch the chicken, you won't be in a hurry to stew the soup. ”
Chen Chongshan shouted into the room, no matter how painful his heart is, no matter how unforgettable those things are, Chen Chongshan still has to live the life in front of him well, his life is not his own, his younger brother Chen Chongming is all, only by curing Chen Chongming's leg and settling him down, Chen Chongshan can have the right to chase his own life.
A man's commitment and responsibility, the obligations and responsibilities of the family, do not allow him to have too much hypocrisy, even in the eyes of others, he is still just an eighteen-year-old child.
Chen Chongming went out of the room in Chen Chongshan's shouting, obviously his mood was also affected by these two people, such a mud brick house in the township, where can there be any sound insulation, but Chen Chongming didn't say anything, turned around and grabbed a handful of grain, and continued to arouse the chicken.
He knew that everything in front of him was changing because of him, but Chen Chongming was just a teenager, and he had no choice but to work hard to behave well and let his brother worry less about himself.
Chen Chongshan's craftsmanship is indeed good, cobra stewed chicken, the room is full of fragrance, Ah Huang gulped a big pot of soup and rice, but Chen Chongshan and Chen Chongming seemed to have a tacit understanding in this dinner, and no one spoke······
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In the next few articles, Chen Chongshan never received any news from Yuan Yuan again, she seemed to have really disappeared since she left that day, and never appeared again, Chen Chongshan felt that this time, the two of them should really be separated from each other.
When Chen Chongshan thought of Yuan Yuan, his heart would hurt very much, but fortunately, he didn't have much time to think about those children's private affairs, and the time to fight with Huang Maosan was getting closer and closer, and he had to hurry up to adjust Ah Huang to an optimal state.
For two days, Chen Chongshan took Ah Huang up the mountain, after recovering from the injury, Ah Huang needs to find the feeling of peak state in the mountains and forests, it also likes to run wild in the mountains and forests, this person and a dog have been completely soaked in the mountains and forests for two days, and the forests they have crossed are more than when they hunted before, but this amount of exercise is not in vain, these two days, they hunted a wild boar of more than 100 catties, two bamboo rats and a porcupine.
The porcupine was discovered by Ah Huang first, and when Ah Huang rashly attacked, he was stared at a few times by the porcupine's thorns, but fortunately it was not very serious, but it left a few small wounds, but it also scared Chen Chongshan enough.
On the last day, Chen Chongshan didn't take Ah Huang up the mountain anymore, he just took Ah Huang for a walk near his home, there is a danger factor on the mountain, and the consumption is also large, he wants Ah Huang to rest for a day, recuperate his spirit, and prepare for tomorrow's battle.
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Early the next morning, Chen Chongshan got up very early, and then carefully prepared a breakfast for Ah Huang, and waited until Ah Huang finished eating, rested for a while, and then led Ah Huang to the city, he did not ride a motorcycle, the distance of this journey was not particularly far, walking for about 20 minutes, accompanied Ah Huang to walk over, just enough to warm up Ah Huang.
There's a party tonight, and if you go back early, you'll try to code the second chapter, and if it's late, you'll have to wait until tomorrow.