Liu Chuyu's memory of her childhood is already a little vague, and she only vaguely remembers that the family lived in a large courtyard, and there were many people in the courtyard, and they all called her "county lord".

She is the eldest child in the family, although she is not big, but she always has a straight face and a posture of being an older sister.

There are two younger brothers under her, one is called Liu Ziye, and the other is Liu Zishang, Liu Zishang is not close to her, but Liu Ziye follows her every day, and the elder sister is younger and the younger sister is short.

Although she was the only girl in the family, she never seemed to feel a trace of preference for her in her father, and her mother said to her: "You are the eldest sister, you should take care of your younger brothers, you are not young, and you should take care of them on weekdays." ”

Although she gladly agreed, there was still a trace of grievance in her heart, she was actually still young, wasn't she?

She had heard these words many times, and for some reason, her heart began to grow disgusted.

Since then, she has always thought that her mother does not like girls, so she strictly follows her mother's teachings, behaves in a proper manner, and does not dare to make a mistake, for fear of making her mother and father even more displeased.

Later, she found out that this was not the case, and after the birth of her sister, it seemed that many things had gradually changed.

Her mother held her sister named "Chu Pei" day and night, and her father would often come to see her and tease her from time to time.

They all called her "Apei, Apei".

At that time, she was too young to understand why her father and mother loved that sister, they were both girls, didn't they?

Since Liu Chupei was born, there seems to be no more her in her mother's eyes, no, there was no her in her mother's eyes originally.

She could often hear her mother's voice from the courtyard, "Grandma Sun, you go and prepare some sweet water, this little girl is hungry again." ”

"Mama, you go and get some new silk, and when the season changes, make us Apei a new dress, the little girl's body has grown too fast, and it won't take a few months to wear this dress again. ”

"Grandma Sun......"

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At that time, Liu Chupei couldn't speak, always babbling, but Liu Chuyu could hear her excitement in her childish voice.

Liu Chuyu always hid in the corner, secretly poked his head out and looked into the courtyard, his eyes full of envy.

She also wanted to drink sugar water and have new clothes......

In fact, she didn't have nothing, but those were not prepared by her mother, and she always felt that something was missing.

When Liu Chupei was not yet born, she could still tell herself that her mother just liked her two younger brothers, and later she learned that her mother just didn't like her.

When she grows up, she understands better that it turns out that her mother only loves Liu Chupei.

Liu Chuyu is very envious of this sister, she has the sister she wants, and she also has the sister she can't get.

When Liu Chupei was three years old, their father Liu Jun ascended the throne, and they became noble princesses.

But Liu Chuyu was not happy, the place called "Imperial Palace" was like a big cage, she didn't dare to do anything, she couldn't do anything.

The grandmother in the palace said that the princess must be like a princess, and the etiquette must not be abolished, and she must not do anything that will lose the royal face.

She has become more well-behaved, and she accompanies Liu Ziye, who has become a prince, to read and write in the study every day, and even works harder than Liu Ziye.

But she found out that she was wrong again, the palace was just a cage for her, and it was another world for Liu Chupei.

The rules of the palace don't work at all for Liu Chupei, she can run around the palace every day, and her mother only reproaches her a little, and then she will let the palace maid follow her and let her not make trouble.

"Sister, let's play together!" Little Liu Chupei would always come to Liu Ziye's study to find her and take her to play together.

At first, Liu Chuyu was also willing to go out with Liu Chupei, but then something happened......

That day, she accompanied Liu Chupei to climb the small slope, Liu Chupei accidentally rolled down the slope and broke his foot, and the queen mother and father were furious when they found out.

"Chu Yu, you are a sister, and this palace has taught you a lot on weekdays, but why are you so careless! She is a sister, you should take care of her, how can you let her climb up those dangerous places!"

That was the first time Liu Chuyu cried since she remembered, she was very aggrieved, why did she have to follow her younger brothers and sisters in everything when she was a sister, why did they have to blame her if something happened.

The queen saw Liu Chuyu crying, and her tone softened, "Chu Yu, the queen mother is not eccentric, you are the eldest sister, you are different from them, understand? Ziye is young and uncertain, there must be someone to help him in the future, you are the eldest sister, and he is a sibling, this can help people naturally by you." When you grow up, you will understand the hard work of the queen mother. ”

She didn't understand, and she didn't want to understand, she only knew that in the next few years, her envy for Liu Chupei had gradually turned into jealousy.

She was jealous that Liu Chupei clearly didn't know the rules and etiquette, and she didn't have her good looks, but everyone seemed to be tricked by Liu Chupei, and surrounded her every day.

Her father and mother loved her, Liu Zishang loved her, and Xie Heng, the sister-in-law of the Xie family, also held her in the palm of her hand, and even the person she had been thinking about for a year was not ordinary to her......

What is she Liu Chuyu inferior to Liu Chupei!

Is it only when Liu Chupei dies that everything will return to her, is it only when she dies that everyone can see that the Great Song Dynasty and the Sanyin princess Liu Chuyu will be able to see it!

But it was just a thought, she didn't dare, it was her own sister......

But when she learned that Liu Chupei asked her father to marry her and Wang Ying, she finally couldn't help it.

It is clear that she met Wang Ying first! Why does Liu Chupei have to fight for everything, she has snatched everything around her in the past ten years, isn't it enough!

Why did Liu Chupei snatch away the person she liked! Why!

She's damned!

No one knew how much she wanted Liu Chupei to die, and when she forced Liu Chupei to disfigure her face and cut out her tongue, she suddenly felt that she was alive.

Sure enough, Liu Chupei is the biggest obstacle in her life......

But when she buried Liu Chupei's life in the dirt pit, she actually felt remorse......

But Liu Chupei died in the end......

It's as if everything has changed, and it's as if nothing has changed.

She was jealous that Liu Chupei got everything, but after Liu Chupei died, what did she get?

She just wants the love of her father and queen mother, the care of her brothers and sisters, and the love of her loved ones!

But what did she do? She killed her father and the emperor with her own hands, indirectly killed her own mother, she buried Liu Chupei alive, killed Liu Zishang on the way back to Jiankang, forced Liu Xiuming to leave and no longer enter the palace, and forced Liu Ziye, who loved him the most, into a desperate situation......

Everything she wanted was ruined by her own hands......

In the end, it seemed that she was the only one left.

She was in pain before she died, but she felt relieved.

Finally, she didn't have to live so lonely......

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