Chapter 234: Why

The corners of his lips opened slightly, and he blurted out the question that he was about to question after thinking about it all night, but before he could speak, the tears that he thought were dry flowed out again.

"The person you love is not me, it's ...... It's Gu Sheng. When she said the last two words, her voice was out of tune, with a hint of trill.

The fluttering words fell on Ruan Haoting's ears, but it was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, shaking him in place.

There was only one word in his mind, that is, it was over, he didn't know how he should react, to be precise, he never thought about how he would face this secret in his heart if his wife knew it.

Before he was ready, Gu Qingqing knew about it, and said it in front of him, piercing this layer of paper that he tried his best to cover up, what should he do?

The throat, which was already dry, seemed to be even drier, as if he could feel pain when he made a sound, his throat stirred hard, and he looked at Gu Qingqing in disbelief.

He really wanted to say, this is fake, impossible, what are you kidding, how can I like your sister, I love you.

These words were the most important things he should have said now, but the squirming of his lips finally opened his mouth, and he said it indeed: "...... You, how would you know ......"

Gu Qingqing smiled, the corners of her dry mouth were getting bigger and bigger, the gap between her lips was slightly cracked, and bright red marks came out: "Heh, these words...... You said it yourself last night, and if it weren't for you getting drunk, I think I might have been kept in the dark for the rest of my life. ”

Having said that, at this moment, she really hoped that time could be turned back and that she would not hear these words from this man's mouth, even if there was such a thing, she hoped that she would never know.

The two of them have been deceiving themselves all their lives, and they don't want this matter to have a chance to see the light of day, so that she is so pathetic and desolate now, and even feels that the world is unfair to them.

Thinking of this, Gu Qingqing's tears were even more springing, the corners of her mouth were slightly open, and she couldn't spit out her voice, but the shape of her mouth could still be clearly distinguished.

Why

Yes, why, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't answer anything, he would ask himself this question, but he couldn't give himself this answer.

If he could, he didn't want to like Gu Sheng at all, how much he hoped that the person he fell in love with was Gu Qingqing, so that everyone wouldn't be so uncomfortable and painful.

Obviously the two faces and bodies are so similar, why does he have to be Gu Sheng, if he is the most unlikely person, why, no one can say, there is no answer to emotional matters.

Gu Qingqing's eyes were slightly closed, she sat in this place for a night, her eyes were open for a night, and she thought about it for a night, she wanted to let herself successfully jump out of this abyss.

I even want to comfort myself, but it's in vain, no one can pick themselves out so badly after this series of things happens.

"Ah......" Finally, the collapse cried out, Gu Qingqing had never collapsed and despaired even when facing Ruan Haoting's abandonment for the first time and Yu Xiaolu for the first time.

She clenched her hands into fists: "Why why, you say, you bastard, how much do you hate me to do this to me, woo, ah......"

Ruan Haoting's hands clenched slightly, and then let go, he was very sorry for her questioning, her crying, and her despair, but he found that he was powerless to save something.

It was only now that he realized that he was indeed a bastard, the corners of his eyes and throat were sour, he raised his hands with difficulty, and before he touched Gu Qingqing, he was violently pushed away by her.

"Don't touch me......" The almost hoarse roar made Ruan Haoting's whole person stiff and unable to move, and she was pushed to the ground by her sudden strength, and she didn't even seem to have the strength to stand up.

Why did things turn out like this, why did this happen, obviously everything was fine yesterday, I went to work by myself, Qingqing helped me prepare breakfast, hugged my son and said goodbye to myself.

A gentle wife, a well-behaved son, all this is what many people dream of, why, how did it become like this, it was him, it was he himself who broke it all with his own hands, all because of him.

Gu Qingqing hugged her head and screamed and rushed out, Ruan Haoting sat motionless on the ground, and his lowered head seemed to be a laborious thing to even lift up.

Only then did he realize that there seemed to be a huge hole in his heart, and he couldn't feel anything, no pain, no happiness, only endless emptiness, as if he was not careful, he would fall into it, fall into endless darkness, and he couldn't climb up.

It was a terrible thing, but he couldn't do anything to fix the hole, and let the ghosts inside wave and smile at him.

At this time, what rippled in his mind was not Gu Sheng's smile and smile, but the sweet days when Gu Qingqing got along with him.

He closed his eyes, not daring to continue thinking, for fear of discovering another fact that would make him really fall into it, and never escape.

And Gu Qingqing, who ran out at this time, was walking on the street alone in a daze, completely unconscious of where she was, and the crowd shuttling around her seemed to her to be blurry.

She couldn't even feel the movement of her feet, she couldn't feel all kinds of sounds from the outside world, and the faces of the people in front of her seemed to have become different.

A shrill whistle rang out one after another, finally stopping her tracks, and a roar of invectives rang in her ears.

"I'm blind in broad daylight, and I want to die according to the road, right, ......"

"Don't want to die and get out of here, damn ......"

She shook her head, her eyes finally cleared, and the scene around her was finally clear, only to see that she was the only one on the road in the entire cross center, the red lights on both sides were dazzlingly on, and around her, there were cars, and many drivers poked their heads out and scolded her.

She jerked, looked behind her, and subconsciously stepped back, and when she exited the road, she tripped on a small step, and the whole person fell to the ground.

There was a pain in her face, but she didn't move her eyebrows, and her eyes still didn't wave, as if she couldn't feel it at all.

At this time, a female voice with concern sounded in her ears: "This young lady, are you okay? It was really too dangerous just now, get up and ...... quickly."

Then, an arm lifted her up, and she looked over stunned, and a woman with a child in her arms looked at her worriedly, and continued.

"Did you encounter something difficult, the little girl wanted to open at a young age, nothing is important, who didn't have a few sad hurdles in these years, everyone has been so decades, in difficult things, isn't it so over, it's not so important to think about it. ”

As she spoke, the woman patted the two-year-old baby in her arms and looked at the two-year-old baby, who looked very cute, and the baby grinned at Gu Qingqing.

Gu Qingqing looked at it, and suddenly thought of her son, Xiao Feng, and her mind suddenly became clear, and she shook her head violently, no, she can't be okay, she can't go on like this.

She still has a son, and Xiao Feng, if she can't think of something wrong, what will Xiao Feng do? Thinking of this, she suddenly took a few steps back again, as if the road in front of her was something that threatened people's lives.

Without looking at the woman, she turned around and continued to walk forward, she wanted to go back, yes, she wanted to go back and take her son with her, she still had a son to raise, she couldn't do anything.

Gu Qingqing, who walked straight forward, didn't know that from just now, there was always a person on the opposite side who was looking at her leisurely, and when she saw her standing on the road and was about to be hit by a car, there was even a glimmer of light in her eyes.

Seeing that she was safe again, she couldn't help but sneer, and walked over here wearing sunglasses and stepping on high heels, and the direction was Gu Qingqing's position.

There was an inexplicable tugging that made Gu Qingqing have to stop, and when she turned around, she saw a beautiful and surprising face, her head had already cleared up at this time, and her first reaction was to frown, and she was subconsciously vigilant.

The other party was wearing sunglasses, and her appearance was not very clear, but judging from the outline, this woman not only gave her a familiar feeling, but also made her subconsciously not want to approach, who is she?

But soon her doubts were answered, and the moment the other party took off her glasses, Gu Qingqing's eyes widened violently, and she stared at her incredulously: "You...... Yu Xiaolu?"

That's right, this woman is Yu Xiaolu, she came out today just to wander around casually and buy some things to go back, but she didn't expect to meet Gu Qingqing.

Gu Qingqing and Gu Sheng, she will never be wrong about these two people again, even if it is just a back, she can distinguish the two people, just because Gu Sheng's impression on her is really profound, hum.

But although she hates Gu Sheng more in her heart, she still hates Gu Qingqing, if it weren't for this pair of sisters, her life would not have been like this at all.

Gu Qingqing's appearance as if she had lost her soul made her a little interested, so she kept watching her, and saw that she didn't feel anything, and kept walking to the middle of the road when the light was red.

Suddenly, a trace of extreme excitement flashed in her heart, and her hands and feet were trembling with excitement, just hoping to see with her own eyes the scene of this woman being hit by one of these cars.

But it's a pity, even if this woman has a big life, she won't die like this, and it's a pity that she doesn't have any drama to watch, but she still came over, and she feels that this woman seems to be able to bring unexpected surprises to herself, although she doesn't know what it is for the time being.