Chapter 281: Goodbye, S City (12)
In the bedroom, there is only one table lamp, and the light hides in a shadow, making the whole interior light look very dim, this dimness, not a little romantic atmosphere in the café, full of charm dim, nor a little mysterious dim in the blue canopy full of stars, but ...... It's heart-wrenchingly bleak.
Under the light of Yan Shan, Ye Feifei sat alone at the head of the bed holding her knees, she covered the soles of her feet with the quilt, hung her head, and kept sobbing in a low voice. In that way, it looked like a man who had fallen to the bottom of a cliff and survived, and before he had time to celebrate the joy of escaping, he felt hopeless because he was stopped by the towering cliff.
Hua Yunliang knew that this time what happened to Ye Feifei was greatly frightened, this was definitely an unprecedented and catastrophic shock, how could a person like her, who grew up in a greenhouse with thousands of favors, be able to stand so much?
Sometimes, Hua Yunliang feels that Ye Feifei is like a little girl who doesn't grow up, although she has always maintained a childlike heart for the world, knows how to comfort herself, and is cheerful and optimistic enough, and there will always be a newborn calf who is not afraid of tigers and is desperately rushing forward, but every time she is hurt, she will only hide and cry alone.
Now, the scene of her lonely crying was in front of her.
Hearing and seeing are two completely different things.
At the moment when he saw the most stubborn, proud, and unyielding Ye Feifei burying his head in pain, Hua Yunliang felt that his heart was stabbed fiercely, full of sores, and under his deeply furrowed eyebrows, there was a turbid and dark pupil, at this moment, self-blame, guilt, guilt, shame, etc., a variety of feelings were mixed together, and the pain that was fried was difficult to describe clearly in words!
Although he preferred the darkness relatively speaking, he still took a deep breath and turned on the light in the room.
Soon, Ye Feifei, who felt the powerful light, raised her head and looked at the people who came in with teary eyes.
Ye Feifei seemed to be a little frightened again, and time was frozen again.
At this moment, they looked at each other as if they had spanned a century, standing at each other's ends of the rainbow, ethereal, and suddenly like a dream.
Hua Yunliang felt that he didn't dare to look at Ye Feifei's eyes, even if her eyes were not sharp at this moment, and she didn't have too much resentment, but he still lowered his eyebrows, and was silent for a while, he finally spoke:
Fei Fei...... I'm sorry...... I came late, and you were worried and scared all night, but fortunately you came back safely in the end, and you are ...... Are you feeling okay? Do you want me to take you to the hospital?"
Ye Feifei did not answer.
Hua Yunliang swallowed his saliva, looked up at Ye Feifei, and continued:
"Feifei, I'm sorry...... I...... I...... I'm really sorry, as your boyfriend, I'm derelict in my duties, and I don't have the face to beg your forgiveness, actually, don't you know, I hate myself now, and I want to beat myself into a dead dog, but ...... But...... But I still hope that you will give me a chance to explain, I ...... today I ......"
Despite his efforts, he still felt that he could not continue.
But in fact, whether it is the tone of his speech or his words, he is quite sincere.
Ye Feifei kept looking at him fixedly, already stiff like a porcelain doll, her eyes were hollow, she couldn't find focus, she flashed her eyes slightly, as if she was not very used to the sudden strong light in this bedroom.
The atmosphere was silent and became extremely awkward.
You're at a loss, and I don't know what to say.
Even the king of stalks can't think of a stalk to take everything over, even if it's a very reluctant stalk.
Hua Yunliang waited for a long time, but Ye Feifei still didn't speak.
So, he looked a little cramped, and said to himself:
"Actually, on this day, my whole person is in chaos, because what happened in this day is too much, too complicated, not only with you, but also with many, many other relationships that are constantly involved! Fei Fei, do you know? Actually, it is very difficult to gain a foothold in this S City and live without being bad, it is really difficult, and it is ...... It's much more difficult than what I told you in the box last time! Actually, to be honest, I'm not trying to avoid anything today, or really don't care about you, it's not like that, Feifei! I've never ignored you, felt that you weren't important, or doubted anything about you, nor was I angry, no matter what you did, I didn't blame you for anything......
He licked his upper lip very painfully, and tried his best to continue in a calmer mood,
"Actually, I just want to solve all these messy things properly, but there are times when I can't be busy, but that doesn't mean that you are not important in my heart, it's really not what you think, so ...... Can you trust me this time?"
Probably because I was too nervous, I was incoherent.
However, he forgot after all, and the more he explained, the more he could cover it up, and the more he said, the more wrong he became.
He looked at Ye Feifei's eyes so deeply and painfully, hoping to get a little room for tolerance, but what he got in the end was Ye Feifei's incomparably vicissitudes of smile.
That was Ye Feifei's despair.
- You know, this despair has burned your heart and torn mine apart.
It hurt so much that his eyes, which had been dry for a long time, were full of tears.
Still, he was trying.
He suppressed his mood a little, and then, walked lightly to Ye Feifei's bedside, sat down slowly, looked at Ye Feifei sadly, his eyes were full of pleading, raised his hands, but still didn't dare to approach, so he paused stiffly and awkwardly in mid-air for dozens of seconds, before he trembled and grabbed Ye Feifei's arms, and then continued in a choked voice:
"Feifei, it's okay, it's all right, it's all over, don't be afraid...... I'm here, I promise I swear, in the future, I will never let you be so worried and scared again, I will do my best to protect you, there will be no next time, you will have a terrible nightmare, wake up from the dream, your knight will always be by your side, never repeat, today is me wrong, I should not hang up your phone at such a critical moment, let alone turn off the phone, but at that time, I was really in a hurry, sorry...... My Queen, my Fifi, I'm sorry ......"