At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Zhuo Qun suddenly woke up from his deep sleep.

In the lower berth of the hard sleeper, under the cover of soft lights.

The moving train he was on was slowly heading south along the tracks.

He's one of Shiny Mobile.

But at this moment, despite having sat up.

For a moment, he still couldn't completely break away from the fear he had just fallen asleep.

His breath was short, and he couldn't stop wheezing.

His forehead was covered with sweat.

And there is something cool on the face, which is tears.

Not for anything else, but because he saw it!

In his sleep, he saw again with despair and sorrow!

Bei Lu walked out of the door and was killed by a headshot in an instant!

This scene made his pain seem to be forever stagnant at a certain point in time and space.

It will always exist and cannot be lost.

Therefore, like those veterans who have come down from the battlefield, he bears extremely heavy mental pressure and finds it difficult to get a peaceful sleep.

Many times, you can only really sleep with sleeping pills.

Looking around, the people who were snoring one after another on the surrounding paved were all envious of him.

After sitting for a while, he only felt upset, so he had to go to the junction of the train carriages to smoke.

It was all dark outside the window.

In the curling smoke, he felt only lost in his chaotic mood, and his plans for the future were just as confused.

Yes, the time for his return has already been set.

September 10, 2004, about four months after his wedding.

This period of time was originally the best stage of his initial life, when his career rose and his family was happy.

It was the best time for him and Wei Li's relationship.

Both of them are full of infinite hope for the future.

It's just that he is now, but he is very different from the one in the past.

To be honest, everything he had just experienced in his previous life was not as simple as a knot or regret for him.

It's to the point of mental trauma.

So he can't do it as if nothing happened, pretend to be his former self, and live a normal family life.

There is no way to restrain the desire to see Beilu again in my heart, and the longing for Beilu.

At this time, his wife Wei Li gave him infinite care and accommodation.

As the saying goes, only when you are drunk do you know that the wine is strong, and only when you love do you know how important it is.

Such a husband and wife affection and family warmth are not only extremely precious and considerate to him now, but also make him fully recall the beauty he had in the past.

In short, the splicing of time and space, and the chaotic thoughts that are not cut out of order, make him really a little confused about what kind of state his feelings are.

On the one hand, he knew that Beilu was irreplaceable for him.

He loved Beilu deeply, never changed, and cared about her for ten years.

But on the other hand, he also seems to have regained his affection for his wife.

And he felt guilty that he had not fulfilled the promise he had made to bring happiness to his wife.

This caused him to have a kind of emotional tearing pain.

He could not respond to his wife's enthusiasm with peace of mind enjoying his husband's welfare.

There is also no way to leave behind his wife, who has just married him, and sue the word "divorce".

So when he thought about it, he had an urge to run away.

In the end, on the pretext of going to Shanghai to run field work, he got on this southbound train.

His plan was to go and see how Beilu was doing first.

First, you can temporarily avoid this very confusing state, clear your mind, and adjust your mental state.

Second, he can't wait to see if Beilu is still alive and well in this world, so as to calm down the worries that have worried him for many years.

Third, calculating the time, Bei Lu should be a sophomore at this time.

He clearly remembered that Bei Lu said that he started living with Sha Haoyang when he was a junior.

He wasn't sure if Bei Lu had been targeted by this scumbag who had cheated her all her life at this time.

Either way, it's clear that this is a critical time.

At least there was one thought in his mind that was very clear and certain.

Even if Beilu never comes back, she will never know him again in this world. He must also change the tragedy of Beilu's future.

Check in the bud!

When I went back to my bunk, I don't know when I fell asleep in the middle of the bang.

Anyway, in the morning, Zhuo Qun woke up in a daze, and the train had already entered a tall building.

After another half an hour, I slowly entered Huhai Station.

There are pick-up people on the platform, and there are people wearing red hats to pull luggage, but there will never be people who pick up Zhuoqun.

His gaze never stopped at the men and women who were looking forward to it, and there was only one destination for him - Huhai Fashion Institute.

…………

Twenty-year-old Bei Lu felt fluttering.

It was the first time she had drunk three beers, and she felt like she was in a great state.

College is so good! There are no more parents nagging in my ear.

She knew she shouldn't, but she really felt that the metaphor that her roommates recognized was too appropriate.

It's simply that there are two Tang monks in "Journey to the West" resident in the family.

You have to take care of everything, don't allow this, don't allow that.

"A student's duty is to study, if you don't study hard, what else can you do in the future?"

The girls in the same room had heard similar words from their parents tens of thousands of times.

And how beautiful it is now, the four of them are jumping together in the largest disco in Shanghai.

Flashing lights, laser lasers, dynamic music, macho girls on the dance floor and colorful cocktails!

It's all like nothing she's experienced before, it's amazing!

Unfortunately, the time for the dormitory curfew is approaching, and they still have to go to school tomorrow.

So I had to give up the joy here and hurry back to school.

"Let's go, you fun-loving stinky girls, it's too late if you don't leave. It's hard to hail a taxi at night. We still have to walk two streets. ”

Chen Dan, a classmate who slept on Beilu's top bunk, was tired of it, and finally dragged them one by one with anger.

One, two, three, four, dragged the girls back to their seats and went to get their respective things.

Chen Dan's idea is of course right, he can come back when he has time, and he can't afford to eat behind closed doors.

Otherwise, it's really late to go back, and you have to find a way to jump out of the window and over the wall.

The nights in September are not cold, but rain is common.

Several girls, including Bei Lu and Chen Dan, each with their umbrellas, grinned their feet on the wet road reflecting neon lights, and walked out of the street densely packed with nightclubs and bars.

It seems to be forever overcrowded, packed with people looking for joy and glamour.

Every young person who comes to this city must come here to report sooner or later, otherwise it is like never being to this city known as the magic capital.

But at this moment, Chen Dan noticed a special abnormality again, and she whispered nervously.

"Hey, that guy came out with us, too. And still following us......"

"Who?" the other girls fainted.

"It's the guy who has been sitting alone in the disco in front of us on the right hand. As I told you, I've been running into him on campus for the last few days, and even today he's been following us all the way from school. But none of you believe me......"

This time, the girls blew up the nest and almost looked back together.

Sure enough, not far behind them, a lonely young man was following them with the flow of people.

He was silent, unsmiling, and handsome.

Except for the hairstyle is too ordinary, it's almost the kind of handsome guy that girls of their age like the most.

So almost no girl wants to believe that he is a bad person, but instead tells jokes.

"That guy looks pretty good, he's pretty good-looking. ”

"Is he a nymphomaniac, who of us has his eye on?"

"Then who do you think he's coming to see?"

"Chen Dan, maybe it's you. ”

"Nonsense, I can't avoid such weirdos, maybe it's a psychopathic killer. I'm scared to sleep. ”

"Your imagination is so rich, if you are really a killer, you will blatantly follow us in the city, not to mention that there are so many of us. I don't believe he's a bad person. I'd rather believe that he was too embarrassed to strike up a conversation, but he fell in love with one of us at first sight. What do you say, Beilu?"

"Me?"

Belle turned around and glanced behind her again. "I ...... I don't know. Anyway, I just think his eyes are special, but fortunately...... It seems like a very old person, and it feels as if he has seen too much......"

"Cut, your words are even more confused. Let me ask you, if he has a crush on you, would you like to associate with him?"

"Hmm, no, of course I don't want to ......."

"Hah!"

Before Beilu could finish speaking, the other girls burst into laughter.

It was an extremely excited and irrepressible laugh catalyzed by alcohol.

Someone also deliberately sarcastically said, "Lie to people, you even noticed it and said that you don't want to." Little nymphomaniac. ”

Beluden blushed angrily.

"I didn't mean that, you asked me how I felt......"

Then someone laughed again. "Look, feel the feeling, still have a feeling......"

As they spoke, they had already walked to the intersection.

And luckily, two taxis stopped in front of them, one after the other.

It was here that the passengers in the car got off the bus.

So the girls swarmed up.

And just when they got in the car and sighed for their good luck today.

I didn't forget to pay attention to the tailgating man who followed them and walked out of the street.

The subsequent evolution of the situation made these girls both relieved and a little disappointed.

For the man walked away calmly in a direction that was completely opposite to theirs.

There is no story, you can use your imagination to fly.

Except for Belu.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but when she got into the car, she actually found that person in the reflector, stared at her with great concern, and even seemed to sigh.

And instead of being afraid, she felt that there was something very strange in that person that attracted her.

I can't tell what it is, but that look made her miss it, and she couldn't help but ponder......

"Hey, Xiaolu, why are you crying? You're not so stingy, are ......you? I was just kidding you......"

A girl notices Bellu's abnormality and interrupts her thoughts with a loud voice.

However, even Bei Lu didn't notice that there were tears in the corners of her eyes at the moment, and she didn't know why she was crying.

So she can only think that she is too sentimental.

She shook her head, reaching out to wipe the tears from her face, and laughing a little shyly on the other.

Then he put his hand on his friend's arm and repeatedly told her that he was okay.

As for really waiting until she remembered to look at the mirror.

Of course, there was no trace of the tailgator behind the car.