(The first chapters 138 and 139 are incomplete, and a chapter has been added here.) ）

The family has not yet come out of the grief of Chen Jianqiang's death, and encountered Yu Mei's accident, Chen Xiaohe only felt that the sky was about to fall. She asked Su Fa to take the two children back to Shanghai, and she stayed at home for another week before she was reluctant to leave.

Yu Mei's condition stabilized after the operation, and she lived in a hospital not far from Tan Tian's home, so that Tan Tian could often go over to take care of her.

It cost 4 or 50,000 yuan before and after the operation, all of which were made up by Chen Xiaohe and Tan Tian.

Chen Xiaolu couldn't take out a penny there, just like that, Zhou Weiwei was still angry all day long, saying that there was no way to live the day, so he could only see which day he got divorced.

Although they knew that she was making a fuss, the two sisters Chen Xiaohe didn't think too much, this father is gone, my mother is sick, how sad it is that it can't be appeased, how can I have time to think about the mood of the little couple, and besides, the parents of the two children, those two should also wake up early and live a down-to-earth life, and it's their business if they can't get by.

On the day Chen Xiaohe returned to Shanghai, he took out another 5,000 yuan and handed it to Tan Tian, and hired a nurse when she couldn't keep busy. Tan Tian also accepted it happily, Chen Xiaohe didn't have to have some money to feel at ease when he was far away, and he got the money right.

When Chen Xiaohe went back, Ah Jun and Ah Fa were excited. Both of them were sick because their mother was away, and Chen Xiaohe had to take good care of the two of them at home, and the pain of losing their father was also diluted a lot by the two babies.

In any case, the life of the living still has to be lived well, and the sorrow can only be slowly healed in the years to come.

On this day, Ah Jun came back from school and suddenly took the initiative to ask Chen Xiaohe to accompany him to the lecture hall of Chinese culture next to the community to read the scriptures.

"Mom, our classmates are all reading the scriptures and history, and the teacher also said that we should learn more ancient texts, I want to read it, I heard that there are children the age of my brother who are reading it, and it is still free. ”

Chen Xiaohe rarely heard Ah Jun take the initiative to say what he wanted to learn, and he said it so convincingly, so she agreed and made an appointment with the school.

On Friday afternoon, Ah Jun Ah Fu got out of school early, and the three of them went over together.

The hall of the school is decorated with antique colors, the long tables and desks are all antique styles, the bookshelves are all kinds of subsets of scriptures and histories, and the table is smoked with sandalwood.

The small classroom next to it can accommodate more than 20 people, and a female teacher in a long gown came out to introduce it, and said with a smile that this course is a public welfare class for the community, and everyone can come to listen and read, thank you for coming.

Chen Xiaohe looked at it, and the total number of parents and children who arrived today was only six or seven, and he said in his heart that it seemed that there were still a few people who were willing to study the scriptures hard, and most of the children would rather go outside for a few laps.

Although Ah Fu came along, he was squirming around when he sat in his seat, and Chen Xiaohe really didn't know how long he could last.

The teacher brought everyone a copy of the Book of Songs, and let everyone turn to the article of "Tatega" and began to read it.

The knotweed, the artemisia. Mourn my parents, give birth to me, and work hard.

The knotweed, the bandit Yiwei. Mourn my parents, give birth to me and work hard.

The bottle is gone, and the shame of Weiwei. The life of the fresh people is not as long as death.

If you have no father, why should you be careless? If you go out, you will be a shirt, and if you enter, you will be miserable.

My father gave birth to me, and my mother bowed to me.

Raise me and live, grow me and raise me, take care of me and return to me, and go in and out of my womb.

If you want to repay the virtue, Haotian is reckless!

The South Mountain is fierce, and the wind is blowing. The people are all right, and I am the only one!

The law of the South Mountain, the wind of the Ferver. The people are all gone, and I am alone!

After reading a poem, although the children just parroted along and didn't know what the poem was about, the little milk voice was also crisp and beautiful.

After reading two or three sentences, Ah Fu began to wander around the classroom, completely unable to sit still.

Ah Jun has been educated in the classroom for a long time, and he sits there as steady as Mount Tai.

But Chen Xiaohe seemed to be settled, thinking of his father who had just left the world, and his mother on the sickbed, how similar it was written in the poem, it turned out that as early as the Spring and Autumn Period of the Western Zhou Dynasty, the ancients had such a strong grief over the departure of their parents!

The female teacher smiled at everyone, and then explained the poem:

Look at the artemisia that grows tall, but it is not artemisia but scattered artemisia. Pity my father and mother, it was too hard to raise me!

Look at the artemisia snuggling together, but it is not artemisia but Wei. Pity my father and mother, raising me is too tired!

The bottom of the water bottle is empty, and it is a shame to hold the water jar. It's not interesting to live alone, it's better to die early. What can I rely on without my father? Without my own mother and what I have to rely on? I go out and walk with sadness, and I don't know how to stop when I get started.

Daddy, you gave birth to me, Mommy, you feed me. You protect me, love me, raise me, nurture me, think of me and don't want to leave me, go in and out of the house and embrace me. If you want to repay your parents' great kindness, it is difficult to predict the disaster from heaven!

The South Mountain is high and difficult to overcome, and the wind is terrible and timid. There is no misfortune for everyone, why did I suffer this catastrophe?

The South Mountain is high and difficult to cross, and the wind is terrible and people tremble. There is no misfortune for everyone, and you can't be alone for the rest of your life!

Chen Xiaohe listened to the sadness, tears kept rolling in his eyes, and he lamented his poor father and mother in his heart.

Chen Jianqiang has been strong all his life, but he can't think about it and make mistakes in the affairs of his children, and he has endured all the hardships in order to raise his children, but in the end, he is unwilling to trouble his children a little, so he chose to leave this world alone.

Chen Xiaohe had a little resentment towards Chen Jianqiang, and she hated him for ignoring the happiness of his two younger sisters for the sake of his son. But Chen Xiaohe felt that he was not qualified to hate Chen Jianqiang, because Chen Jianqiang owed nothing to himself, and he saved money all the way to go to college, never treated each other insincerely, and never looked down on his eldest daughter, if he really wanted to resent it, it was the second sister and the third sister who were qualified to resent them, what qualifications did he have to resent!

Moreover, Chen Jianqiang is not ruthless to the second and third sisters, his heart is not gentle, thinking that he has found good relatives for them, but he doesn't understand how special the meaning of parents to children is. Therefore, Chen Xiaohe's original resentment is also untenable, and it has long disappeared.

And now, Chen Xiaohe's only resentment is that his parents are too good and too good to him, and their good makes him unbearable, so that he always lives with shame in his heart, not only for his parents all the time, but also for his two sisters who have not lived well enough, and then he can't live in this world in a chic way.

Chen Xiaohe also resented why Chen Jianqiang left so resolutely, not giving himself the opportunity to count him, ridicule him, and honor him, and let himself regret it for life!

Chen Xiaohe also resented why he lived such a mediocre life, his mediocrity was not worthy of the sacrifice of his parents, and he was not worthy of their hard work for so many years, and he couldn't shine on the lintel and make them have a light on their faces!

Chen Xiaohe really felt that he had lost, lost to his father, lost to this strong man who did not admit defeat, and he had to spend his whole life in regret! The biggest torment in the human world is that there is a friendship that can never be repaid!