Chapter 481: Still a Nightmare!

Xiao Qingqing was very puzzled by her mother's abnormal behavior today, but even if Xiao Qingqing didn't want to leave, Xiao Wenhao pulled Xiao Qingqing out with great interest.

Xiao Qingqing was extremely dissatisfied, complaining again and again, "Dad, what are you doing?"

Xiao Wenhao's face was ugly, and his words were very serious, "You don't care about them, let's go, I'll go home with you." ”

Xiao Wenhao is obviously giving Gao Wan and Lu Ya a little time to get along now, and deliberately wants to break away from Xiao Qingqing.

However, Xiao Qingqing is not stupid, Xiao Wenhao's expression at this moment is too weird, so that people have to doubt the concealment, "Dad, what are you hiding from me?"

Even, Xiao Qingqing couldn't help but wonder if this matter had anything to do with Ji Zeyang, "Is there any news about Ji Zeyang?"

Saying that, Xiao Qingqing was already very excited, and then he held Xiao Wenhao's arm tightly, insisting on letting Xiao Wenhao answer this question.

Xiao Wenhao shook his head, "Not yet...... Clear...... There's one thing you might want to know. ”

Now, Xiao Wenhao seems to have realized that it is impossible to hide this matter.

After all, one day, Xiao Qingqing will still know, but before she knew, Xiao Wenhao wanted to tell her this fact in person.

……

For a long time, in Gao Wan's ward, she firmly hugged Lu Ya and didn't let go, as if she wanted to use up the hug of this life at this moment, and even thought that she wouldn't let go of Lu Ya in this life.

Lu Ya didn't resist at first, but it seemed to be very awkward......

It was the first time she felt the hug and warmth from her mother so clearly.

And the childhood memories of Gao Wan are long gone, and even the impression of Gao Wan in her and Lu Jing's hearts is so shallow and unimpressed, that even if they see each other face to face, she and Lu Jing can't recognize it, Gao Wan is their mother.

"I'm sorry, Yaya, it's my mother who is sorry for you, how could I forget you...... I shouldn't, even if I really want to forget Lu Dongping, he wants to forget everything about the Lu family, but I shouldn't even remember the memories of you and Ajing......"

Gao Wan's tears flowed wildly, and her heart felt as if she was overwhelmed by a heavy boulder, and a deep sense of suffocation surrounded her like this......

"Yaya, forgive me...... How am I going to make up for you now...... You and Ah Jing are obviously right in front of my eyes, but I don't know you...... Why is it that no one reminds me ......"

Gao Wan's discomfort was about to completely overwhelm her.

She would easily think that in fact, Xiao Wenhao knew all about her, but he chose not to tell her.

Lu Ya was hugged tighter by her, "It's all over, don't mention it, anyway, over the years, Ah Jing and I have been good." ”

When these words came out, Lu Ya was quite shocked.

She never knew that when she talked about her and Lu Jing's past, she could be so indifferent, as if she wasn't talking about anything related to her at all.

However, the more Lu Ya replied like this, in exchange for Gao Wan's heartbrokenness, "I'm sorry...... Yaya, Yaya begs you and Ah Jing to give me a chance to make amends, although I can't compensate you in this life, but I am willing to do my best to love you and take care of you. ”

Gao Wan stared at Lu Ya so sincerely, so serious.

Lu Ya had her own thoughts, "Actually, when I learned that you were my mother and Ah Jing's mother before, I couldn't believe it at all, and I didn't believe in this intimate blood relationship between us and you......"

However, although I do not believe it, I must also admit this fact. The bitterness at the corners of Lu Ya's lips spread endlessly.

The tears in Gao Wan's eyes flooded even more, "Yaya, I understand that whatever I say at this moment is a cover-up, but at that time, I really couldn't bear your father's gambling and didn't care about the family, during that time, your father simply went in and out of some unpopular places like a madman, and made himself decadent and depressed......"

Gao Wan is thinking back to the days when she got along with Lu Dongping, as if it is still a nightmare for her to this day.

Gao Wan's face became more and more ugly, "Your father hurt me even more, he couldn't get any money from me, he beat me, domestic violence against me, I endured it again and again, compromised again and again, in exchange for him being more unscrupulous......"

"Later, I couldn't bear it after all, I was going to run away from home with you, but, I didn't expect that I didn't have time to take you away, I had an accident, and then when I woke up, I was next to Xiao Wenhao, who saved me, it is said that I was in a coma for half a year. ”

At that time, half a year may be a good time for her to forget the past and start anew.

Lu Ya listened to Gao Wan's uncomfortable explanation about her past experience, Lu Ya's face was not very good, but she always didn't say a word, she just sat quietly like that, so that people couldn't see the emotions and thoughts on her face.

Lu Ya...... Mom, I'm sorry for you...... I irresponsibly left you behind...... If you and Ah Jing have any requests, or if there is anything I can do, please ask, and I will do everything possible to agree to you. ”

At this moment, for Gao Wan, she just wanted to desperately make up for Lu Ya and Lu Jing, but Lu Ya didn't need these anymore......

Some things, since they have happened, since they have passed, there is naturally a reason for the past, and she should not stay in the past.

Immediately, Lu Ya had already stood up, and quietly brushed away the back of Gao Wan's hand, "Rest, I wish you a speedy recovery." ”

After listening to such alienated words, Gao Wan nervously tried to hold Lu Ya's hand again.

However, Lu Ya seemed to have made her decision, "Don't be like this, just act as if nothing happened, you are still the wife of the Xiao family, and I am still the one who lost my mother early, let's not cross paths again." ”

After all, for Gao Wan's sake, she should have done the same.

Her life was already mired in the quagmire and a mess, and Lu Ya didn't want to involve Gao Wan.

Gao Wan shook her head unexpectedly, "Yaya...... Don't be angry with me, okay, I know that I did something sorry and hurt you before, but, I don't know, I really didn't know that you were my daughter before......"

However, before Gao Wan's words were finished, Lu Ya interrupted, "Even if I know it now, there will be no change, I am still me, you are also you, we don't need to recognize our relatives, in the future, you will still be the wife of the Xiao family, and it has nothing to do with me and Lu Jing." ”