Chapter 86: Like a relative, not a husband and wife
He pulled Zigui, and he didn't want to stay at all at this moment.
He felt that all around him were deception, all betrayal, and all ......
"I'm sorry, I had a hard time, I knew I shouldn't have left like that. ”
He Ziheng didn't stop, and pulled Zigui back to the car directly.
The car rushed out as if enchanted.
The speed was so fast that it was uncomfortable for the child in the driver's seat.
Her face became paler and paler, her eyes closed tightly, and she gritted her teeth.
Braked suddenly, the car spun around, and directly crashed into the guardrail on the side of the road.
"What's wrong with you. He looked at Zigui nervously: "His face is so bad." ”
"I, I didn't... It's just ......" Before the words were finished, Zigui immediately rushed out of the car and spit out.
He looked at it, blamed himself in his heart, and took the water: "You tell me, I can drive slower." ”
"It's fine. I know you're more uncomfortable than I am. ”
He had no words.
When she was comfortable, the two of them sat on the side of the road.
She waited for him to speak.
"Actually, I'm very happy that she didn't die. Ziheng: "I just can't accept it, since I didn't die, why would she abandon me when I needed her the most." Anyway, at that time, your mother protected me, like a hen protecting her chicks, so I didn't lack maternal love. ”
"This world is the same without anyone. Zigui: "Aunt Gu has hardships from time to time. Dad He can forgive her, why don't you accept it. ”
"It's not that I don't accept it, but it's an accident, and I don't know how to face her. ”
"Find a chance for you to talk, I think Aunt Gu must be willing. ”
"Okay, listen to you. ”
Second, Gu Yutong contacted He Ziheng.
He promised to see her.
In the café.
The melodious sound of the piano in my ears and my mother I haven't seen for many years in front of me.
"How have you been doing for so many years?" He Ziheng never complained about Gu Yutong in his heart.
"You're caring about me. Gu Yutong was pleasantly surprised.
Heng Ziheng was silent.
"Good. Gu Yutong asked the waiter for a disposable coffee cup and poured the coffee in front of him.
These two fell in Ziheng's eyes, which can be described as mixed tastes.
He looked at Gu Yutong's movements, but he was puzzled, and just said, "That's good." For so many years, Dad has been thinking about you. My sister and I also think of you, and we will put your dishes and chopsticks on the table when we eat at home. In my sister's and my hearts, you are a deceased person. ”
Gu Yutong was very calm: "Your father is very good, and he is good to me." It's just that fate is confused, when I married your father, he knew that there was someone in my heart, and that person was not him. Then we agreed that in 6 years, 6 years, if I still couldn't fall in love with him, we would divorce. ”
He Ziheng was thoughtful.
"In 6 years, you haven't fallen in love with your father, or you haven't forgotten the person in your heart. ”
"Nope. Gu Yutong said: "How can you not love, you have long fallen in love with your father." I want to live happily with your dad, but who would have thought that I had hepatitis that year, and it was viral. At that time, I began to fear that this viral hepatitis is contagious and can be transmitted through daily contact, blood-borne transmission, mother-to-child transmission, iatrogenic transmission and sexual contact...... So, I chose to leave. ”
"Not true. Heng Ziheng denied: "Even so, Dad won't let you leave." ”
"I don't know if it's because of the creation of people, or if there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain. Gu Yutong slowly stirred the coffee: "Just when I didn't know what to do." A very good friend of mine went to get seriously ill and I went to see her one last time.
At that time, I learned that she and her husband did not love each other, but only for the benefit of the family, so they had to get married.
If the couple wanted to divorce, they would have to leave a child in common.
And they did.
Her life was also exhausted, and each other was relieved. Actually, I haven't seen them since I got married to your father. ”
He Ziheng heard the question in his words: "Do you know that Rao's husband?"
Gu Yutong: "He was the person I loved before I got married, and at that time we loved each other but couldn't stay together." They were classmates with me and your father. Pets thoughts, all four of us know.
Therefore, after getting married, we both tacitly rejected Pets's contact. Until, when she contacted me on her deathbed, I knew the truth about everything at the beginning of the curtain... Later, she died.
I have a way to get your dad to let me go, even though it will hurt him.
In the next six months, your dad saw me going to open a room with someone I used to love, he couldn't accept it, and we argued... He was forced to have to divorce in the case of my strong request for divorce. ”
"Dad, didn't he know the truth all along?"
"I don't know. Gu Yutong is sure.
It turns out that the truth is like this.
Who would have thought?
He Ziheng was silent for a while, and then continued to ask, "Your condition." ”
"It was controlled, but it couldn't be cured. It is still contagious. ”
Ziheng suddenly, his gaze fell on the disposable coffee cup in front of Gu Yutong.
Gu Yutong looked at his son: "Do you complain?"
"The moment you appeared at your father's grave, I felt uncomfortable, but I don't know if it was resentment. Other than that, I have never complained, either before or now. ”
She smiled, mixed with tears: "I'm sorry I haven't been able to accompany you for so many years." ”
"What about that person?"
"He didn't come back, having both legs amputated in a car accident years ago. ”
"......" Ziheng didn't know what to do.
"I live with him, like relatives, not husband and wife. He felt guilty about the death of her wife.
I have both shame and love for your father. The hurdles in each other's hearts are the chasm that can never be crossed. He was the one who took care of me when I was so sick that I couldn't make it up, and I would stay with him to take care of me in the future.
And I, the people who can't stand it the most are you and your sister. ”
He Ziheng said: "I want to meet him." ”
"He and I have been living in Yunnan. Gu Yutong's eyes flashed: "In the future, there will be a chance." ”
Ziheng was stunned and thought that his father had mentioned many times that his mother had always liked Yunnan, the clean air there, and the light clouds there.
Like relatives, not husband and wife. Doesn't that person love?
No, he loves, loves so much that he only wants Gu Yutong to be happy.
He accompanied silently, just accompanying.
Gu Yutong looked at his son: "Yesterday in front of your father's grave, I listened to the meaning of Zigui's words, and I can guess some." ”
"Why would you know. ”
"Before you came, I saw Zigui. Asked her. ”
He Ziheng frowned: "Yes, I won't let go." ”
"I understand. Gu Yutong agreed: "I hope you can spend your life with the people you love." But your attitude towards Zigui now will only force her away, so that she will be farther and farther away from you. She will avoid you like a snake and scorpion, and under the same roof as you, she will be uncomfortable and nervous when she is depressed. ”