I have anger in my heart, I know how ruthless it is, I must have bitten it, because the bloody gas is already spreading.

But he didn't let go of me, the breath on his body instantly became stronger, and the kiss became even harder, as if he was going to bite me and swallow it one bite at a time.

I raised my foot to try to push his lower body, he seemed to know, accurately clamped my legs, so that I couldn't move, I stood on one foot, after a long time I was a little tired, my heel hurt, extremely laborious, I had to attach my whole body to him, giving people the feeling that I was throwing myself into my arms, as if I wanted to be close to him, causing such a misunderstanding made me even more unhappy.

It took a long time for him to let go of me, his dark eyes were so close that whenever I blinked, my eyelashes could be entangled with his, and his lips closed one by one, and two pieces of pink itching swept ambiguously at the corners of my lips.

"Tong Yue, don't forget, you are now my legal wife, I am considerate of your mother who has just been widowed, and I respect that she is your mother, so I don't care about her, but people's patience is limited, and if I am anxious, I will do anything. His gentle voice was slightly cold.

What does he mean by that? Does he warn me? Or is it a threat?

I have to say that Su Fan is Su Fan after all, even if he apologizes to make up for it, he will not have too much patience to tolerate the other party.

I was a little displeased, the blur under my eyes was a little cold, I would rather give in, I struggled, tried to take back my somewhat numb leg that was clamped by him, but it didn't work, I smiled heartlessly: "My arm can't twist my thigh after all, let's say, what do you want?"

I know that things have gone off the track, and they have also been out of Su Fan's original intention, he said to me those things before, he should want to live a good married life with me, which can be regarded as soft, but under this successive obstacles and my attitude, he finally lost his good temper and simply became strong.

"Don't you know what I think?" he asked, nonchalantly.

I smiled sadly: "Su Fan, why are you doing this? You don't need to feel sorry for me or make up for me, really, you just treat me as a cheap person all those years, just when you fall into the devil, just think it's a nightmare, and now that you wake up, everything in the dream should disappear." ”

I may be able to guess what he thinks, he feels indebted to me, and in order to make up for me, so he plans to live with me for the rest of his life, and he wants to be good to me?

I don't know why my words angered him, his eyes gathered with wind and clouds, and they surged fiercely, but he was expressionless and very restrained.

I met his eyes seriously, "What I want, you can't give it, but I don't want what you give, don't you feel cruel?"

I have loved him for so many years, and I have been persistent for so many years, even if I am indifferent to him now, but I still can't be willing, how can I be willing? That is the evil obstacle that I have been clinging to for so many years in my heart.

The human heart is not ancient, and there will eventually be drowning in the sea, and I am really afraid that one day the fire in my heart will become less and less prosperous, and then destroyed.

There is no love and no affection, I would rather not have the marriage he gave, I am lonely all my life, it is better than torturing each other.

His flickering eyes looked at me calmly, and he didn't speak for a long time, and the wind and clouds under his eyes gradually fell silent and calmed down.

I smiled astringently, every time I was like this, as long as I mentioned feelings, as soon as I mentioned love, he would fall silent, and the ancient well was like a dead pool that had not changed for thousands of years.

I was a little sad, he really didn't have a heart.

My heart was astringent, but my face was smiling brightly and sarcastically.

He seemed to be very tired of seeing me smile like this, Qingjun's brows furrowed, and he was about to have a seizure, but my phone rang.

The mobile phone belongs to my mother, in order to keep in touch, she let me take it out, I know, I haven't seen me go back for a long time, she is starting to urge me, not so much urging me, but rather that she is afraid that I will go to the man in front of me.

I cleared my throat and picked up the phone, "Mom." ”

"What time is it, why haven't you come back yet, it takes so long to eat?" the mother was displeased.

I had a headache against my eyebrows, and casually made up a reason: "I have a friend who is allergic to alcohol and is in the hospital now, and I will go back immediately." ”

Su Fan should also know the purpose of my mother's call, as if he was arguing with my mother, he suddenly grabbed my earlobe, so that the sensitive me couldn't help but let out a muffled "shenyin", which was a little ambiguous and elicited reverie.

Mother froze for a moment and became vigilant: "What sound?"

I was a little annoyed, but I was provocative to Su Fan, and I had some cunning eyes, like a child who succeeded in pranks.

I was in a trance, "I'm drinking water." ”

Su Fan clasped my waist and blocked my lips at once, I couldn't say a word, he took away the mobile phone I put in my ear, and didn't give me a chance to speak.

My head hurt even more, and I was a little annoyed: "Su Fan!"

I yelled, "You did it on purpose!"

He must have done it on purpose, he was calling my mom at him!

I was a little speechless and a little shocked, I really didn't expect that he would have a time to deal with an old man.

I sneered, "Su Fan, don't you think you're naïve?"

Later, he was called away by Su Mo, and I broke up with him, I don't know if the phone hung up when I yelled, so my whole heart was carried when I went back.

When I got home, I saw my old lady sitting in the middle of the house majestically, and when I heard the door open, her stern gaze skimmed over and fell on me, and then moved away, and her voice was dull and cold: "Come and kneel!"

My mother took out my father's portrait and placed it on the coffee table, and I frowned, and my heart trembled.

I walked over and called, "Mom." ”

"Get on your knees!" she said.

I knelt down in front of my father's portrait in a sullen manner, and my mother's hand landed on me with a feather duster and slapped twice, hitting me with pain and heat, making me break out in a cold sweat.

"I called you disobedient, told you disobedient, have you forgotten that your father said on his deathbed that you are not allowed to be together?"

I can't believe it, my mother has been reluctant to beat me since I was a child, but now she is beating me, but fortunately I am wearing thick clothes, but it still hurts.

I gritted my teeth and didn't say a word, and the stubbornness in my heart began to make mistakes again, and I thought, why can't I be with him?

Seeing my stubbornness, my mother pulled down two feather dusters again: "Tong Yue, have you forgotten how your father died?"

My mother's words were like a thorn, piercing my heart, and the stubbornness in my body softened, and I have always been sorry and sad for my father's death, and I blame myself, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have ......

I had red eyes, and I have to say that my mother won, she always knows how to pinch me, how to make me soft.

The anger in my mother's heart also dissipated, she began to regret it, began to apologize to me, she hugged me and cried: "Yueyue, my mother knows that you are uncomfortable, but as soon as I see him, I can't help but think of the things at the wedding, think of your father's death, I am not an unreasonable person, I know that I am making trouble unreasonably, pushing the responsibility on an irrelevant person, but I just can't control it, forgive my mother, okay?"

I nodded with difficulty, she was too depressed about her father's death, she wanted a way to vent, so she vented all her grievances on me and Su Fan, plus my father was against us before his death, just because my father didn't want us to be together, so in order to achieve what my father wanted, this made her more paranoid and more persistent to stop me and Su Fan.

I nodded, and my mother softened her tone and said, "Then you promise your mother not to see him in the future." ”

Pulling my eyelids, I nodded again, but my heart was desolate.

Actually, if I don't see Su Fan, I won't see it, it's not a big deal, I already know how to turn back, but he stubbornly doesn't want to let go.

Seeing that I nodded, my mother softened her tone even more: "Take off your clothes and let me see." ”

"I'm fine. I helped her sit down on the couch and said, "I'm a little tired, go sleep for a while." ”

I feel that I am a puppet at this time, a puppet, all my thoughts and even actions are no longer under my control, my mother is holding the line on my left and manipulating me, and Su Fan is holding the line on my right and is also manipulating me.