Chu Xinran cried loudly, she had been hiding in a place that Leng Yehan couldn't find, studying paintings and selling them in galleries for a living, but she didn't expect to become famous because of this. If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't turn down the invitation to this exhibition, Chu Xinran would never have come to J City, which was not far from Leng Yehan.

And over the years, in order not to be found by Leng Yehan, Chu Xinran has been constantly changing her painting style and painting, including this art exhibition, but she didn't expect to still be targeted by Leng Yehan.

Thinking that next month, that is, a few days later, Chu Xinran was going to be invited to hold the first exhibition of the touring art exhibition in City C, and her heart was so entangled that she couldn't open it as if she had been twisted into a dead knot.

As an emerging painter, if there is bad information reports such as playing big names, then there will be many difficulties in this road in the painting world in the future.

"Duoxi still needs money and time for treatment, only this job...... so that I can stay by my daughter's side for a long time, and I can also earn money to pay for her treatment faster by virtue of my fame......"

In addition to being sad and entangled, the first person Chu Xinran could think of was still her twin daughter Duoxi, who had just learned to speak and stopped talking for a short time. Chu Xinran has never told others, in fact, every time she sees Duoxi, she can't help but think of Chu Xinyue, who was once speechless because of stimulation.

The elevator stopped on the eighteenth floor, Chu Xinran took a deep breath to sort out her emotions, she couldn't face her daughter with such a lost and sad face. It took Chu Xinran a long time to calm down, and then pressed the combination lock to open the entrance door.

"Mommy," as soon as the door opened, Dora was like a little swallow, quickly embracing Chu Xinran's arms, but the other daughter, Duoxi, stood at the entrance and looked at Chu Xinran quietly, as quiet as the air that was about to be ignored.

"Miss Davina, you're finally back, if you don't come back, Dora's little ancestor will soon lift the roof," Chu Xinran was absent, and the aunt who had hired to take care of the children finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Chu Xinran showed an apologetic look on her face, she kissed Dora and then took the girl's hand and came to Auntie, "Sister, I'm really sorry, I came back late and caused you trouble, I will pay you double today's fee." ”

"Oh, no, no," the aunt smiled and waved her hand, "Actually, children are very cute, mainly because you didn't tell them in person that you wanted to play some back, so it's not very quiet." Miss Davina, although it is difficult for you to make money with children alone, you should try to spend as much time as possible with them, especially Duoxi. ”

Auntie's words deeply pierced Chu Xinran's heart, and she nodded with a reluctant smile, "Well, my sister is right, I will pay more attention to this aspect in the future, I have worked hard for you today." ”

Chu Xinran paid for taking care of the children that day, and the aunt left after leaving a serious word, she looked down at her two daughters with very different personalities, and couldn't help but sigh secretly in her heart.

After bathing and changing pajamas for his daughters and coaxing them to sleep, Chu Xinran fell into the melancholy of a lonely night again.

"Leng Yehan still doesn't know the existence of Dora and Duoxi, before he is more entangled, should I ...... Get out of here quickly and go to another city. But the invitation exhibition ...... in City C, Chu Xinran made a mistake in her heart, and said that she would not hold the first exhibition in City C, and she would probably be deliberately avoided in the painting world in the future, so what happened next......

After thinking about it repeatedly, Chu Xinran finally decided to take the children back to City C, no matter what, it was the place where she was born and raised, and all the happiness and sadness were related to City C. After leaving for so many years and not going back, I realized that that place was a hometown that could never be parted with in my heart.

City C is not only Chu Xinran's home, but also the root system of Dora and Duoxi. Thinking of her daughter, Chu Xinran's heart was full of guilt, especially for Duoxi, who suffered from selective mutism, Chu Xinran's apology for this daughter was even stronger.

When she gave birth to the children alone, she didn't give them an orthodox identity, she didn't even mention her surname, and she didn't let the children know her real name. Not only that, Chu Xinran has never let the children go to kindergarten for a day, which is her heartache.

Looking back at the room behind her, Chu Xinran clenched her fists and finally made a decision, no matter what the situation was ahead, she should go back to C City and face everything calmly, instead of being embarrassed and panicked today.

……

After dealing with the relevant matters after the J City Art Exhibition, Chu Xinran began to take the children back to C City.

Although she decided to go back immediately, but to arrange a place to live and try to avoid intersections with the Leng family, Chu Xinran checked some information on the Internet in advance, and then hired someone to settle everything for her in C City, just waiting for the day of departure in three days.

Closing the laptop, Chu Xinran leaned on the sofa and looked around the room, this is the hardcover room she rented temporarily, except for the relevant documents that she needs to carry, everything else is not Chu Xinran's body.

In the blink of an eye, it has been three months since she brought her children to J City, and in addition to sending Duoxi to the best local children's psychotherapy room every morning, she spent most of her time taking Dora to the pre-work and follow-up work of the exhibition, and then picking up Duoxi in the afternoon, and spending the rest of her time with her daughter.

In the past four years, Chu Xinran has been spending time with the children in such a state, only that day was an accident, she didn't expect to see the cold night that followed her at the Dig Bar.

As soon as she thought of the cold night, Chu Xinran felt that her heart was suddenly suffocated, she quickly took a few deep breaths to adjust her breathing, and then shook her head with a wry smile, "Chu Xinran, you are about to go back to City C, and you are still thinking about something here." ”

It was very hard to raise a child alone, Chu Xinran didn't know how many days and nights she had spent in tears and torture, and she also wondered if Leng Yehan would be so angry that she wanted to strangle her because of her departure. I miss my sister who went to the south even more.

"Knowing that pretending to be dead will not believe it, he will deliberately do it to deceive himself. Chu Xinran took out a cigarette and lit it, swallowing the clouds and spitting out the fog, his heart was full of a lot of pain.

In the months before Dora and Duoxi were born, Chu Xinran's life was particularly difficult, she painted day and night, just to give the children a good living environment before they were born, as well as a life of worry-free food and clothing and beautiful clothes to wear.

The child had just been born, and she was alone with two children at the same time, and Chu Xinran faced a difficult moment that she had never imagined even if she had fallen into danger, and she often had no time to take care of it or was so anxious that she hugged the child and cried. Until now, Chu Xinran felt that it was because of what she did that caused Duoxi to suffer from selective mutism, so her self-blame was even deeper.

The clock struck at eight o'clock in the evening, interrupting Chu Xinran's thoughts of flying out, and the cigarette in his hand also burned out a long burst of ashes, and it looked like it was about to fall from the cigarette.

"Mommy ......"

Hearing Dora's voice, Chu Xinran hurriedly extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray, although smoking and drinking were the healing products she used to relieve loneliness and carry out self-psychological comfort, but Chu Xinran didn't want to be seen by her daughters.

"Mommy, I'm a little hungry, let's go eat, okay. Dora rubbed her stomach with one hand, and held a small hand with the quiet Duoxi.

Hearing her daughter say that she was hungry, Chu Xinran suddenly realized that because she received a call from the inviter of the art exhibition in City C at dinner, she didn't even eat much with her two children, so they hurriedly came back from the fast food restaurant to send information to City C.

Thinking of this, Chu Xinran's face showed an apologetic look, "I'm sorry Ha babies, it's all Mommy's bad, Mommy will take you out to eat delicious things now, you can eat whatever you want,"

Children are in the stage of developing and growing their bodies, and Chu Xinran's dietary requirements for them are actually quite strict, and she usually doesn't let her daughter eat too many sweets and junk food.

However, today is an exception, because he is about to leave J City and return to C City, Chu Xinran decided to let go of all his requirements before leaving this city.

As soon as she heard Chu Xinran say this, Dora immediately clapped her hands and jumped with excitement, although Duoxi didn't speak, but she smiled slightly and made people feel a little like laughing but not smiling, and she could still see that she was a little happy in her heart. As long as the daughters are happy and happy, Chu Xinran doesn't want to care about other things.

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KM Western fast food restaurant not far from the accommodation, because this time is a little late, so there are not many guests.

"Go get something to eat with Mommy. Chu Xinran took her two children to order food together, she didn't feel at ease about leaving her children alone in the seat like other parents.

Two identical little angels followed Chu Xinran, and after ordering what their daughters liked to eat, Chu Xinran was surprised to find that Leng Yehan was actually sitting next to her and looking at her.

"You ......" Chu Xinran almost blurted out the words, she turned around and wanted to leave, but Dora had already taken Duoxi's hand and went to the position she had just chosen to sit down, which made Chu Xinran a little dilemma.

"Mommy, hurry up," Dora waved her little hand at Chu Xinran, the delicious things were still in Chu Xinran's hands, how could she eat them if she didn't come.

Chu Xinran frowned, all kinds of entanglements in her heart, and after hesitating for a long time, she finally walked over with extremely difficult and heavy steps, and sat in the position that the children had inadvertently set aside near the cold night.

"Let's eat," the sensible Dora, as a young lady, did not forget to take care of her sister. She fed Duoxi something to eat while eating by herself, and at the same time, she also found that Chu Xinran, who had not eaten anything, sat there all kinds of uncomfortable.

"Mommy, why don't you eat it. Not hungry. I still don't think these are what you like to eat. Dora asked questions like a little adult, she was too willing to speak, and sometimes even made Chu Xinran feel that maybe because Dora was too fond of talking, she even took up what Duoxi should say.

"Uncle, why do you only drink juice and don't eat? Aren't you hungry. Dora not only cared about her sister and Chu Xinran, but even crossed over to care about Leng Yehan.

Hearing Dora take the initiative to talk to Leng Yehan, Chu Xinran's heart shook fiercely, "Could it be ...... Is this called women's sensing? Chu Xinran guessed this in her heart, but she immediately denied the conjecture that made Xin panic.

Dora has been very active since she could talk, and she just said hello to the people around her as usual this time, it must be so, Chu Xinran hopes that this is the case,