Chapter 201: Go to Xu Nan's house
When I came to the entrance of the village, my body suddenly seemed to be unburdened, and the whole person was relaxed, feeling that I had finally escaped from the ascension to heaven, and there was an indescribable sense of relief in my heart, but I was also faintly reluctant. [Full text reading.]
Although Grandpa Han is domineering, strong, and unreasonable, I have no hatred for him in my heart, he is a respectable elder for me, without him, I am a complete waste, he cured the root of my life, cured my stubborn disease, and taught me Tai Chi martial arts, which made me very different, and my mood has been raised to a higher level, so I am still a little reluctant to leave, especially if I want to leave Han Shuang, I will inevitably feel melancholy.
It's just that, no matter how melancholy, I don't want to be imprisoned here for the rest of my life, for me, the outside world is more suitable for me to soar, I have a lot of unfinished business, especially, I want to explain it to Xu Nan clearly.
Thinking like this, my heart was a little firmer, I took great steps, and quickly walked towards the outside of the village, but, before I left the village, I suddenly saw the flashlight flashing lights, and heard the sound of hurried footsteps, which startled me a lot, I thought that the ghost of Grandpa Han chased after me again, so I pulled my legs and wanted to run away quickly.
But, suddenly, a hurried female voice came from behind him: "Wu Lai!"
I heard it as soon as I heard Han Shuang's voice, I quickly turned around, looked at the person who came, and found that Han Shuang was hurriedly walking towards me, just like that, on the bridge at the entrance of the village, I was at this end, and Han Shuang was at that end, just like the Cowherd and Weaver Girl meeting.
Seeing that I stopped, Han Shuang's pace also slowed down, she slowly approached me with some panting, the night was very dark, I couldn't see her expression clearly, but I seemed to see her broken heart, I was ashamed, very uncomfortable, I said to her in the night, "Shuangshuang, why are you here?"
As Han Shuang walked, she whispered to me, "Come and see you off!"
When I left, I didn't dare to say hello to Han Shuang, I wanted to leave quietly, and I wanted to get out of this warm cage as soon as possible, but I didn't expect that Han Shuang would use her pregnant body to chase me in person and send me off, which directly made me embarrassed.
I stared at her tightly, not knowing what to say, and after a long pause, I said, "How do you know I'm leaving?"
Han Shuang came to me, stared at me stupidly, and said leisurely: "It was my grandfather who woke me up and said that you are leaving, let me see you off!"
After speaking, Han Shuang also handed me a package, which contained my clothes, my mobile phone, and some dry food such as biscuits.
I thought that I escaped from the Han family without knowing it, but it turned out that Grandpa Han actually knew, perhaps, my every move could not escape his eyes, I was there with him, I would always be a monkey, and I couldn't jump out of his palm, but, why would he let me go?
Thinking of this, I immediately asked Han Shuang puzzled, "Then why didn't your grandfather stop me?"
Han Shuang showed a wry smile and replied softly: "Do you really think that my grandfather is so unreasonable? He left you behind, it is indeed for you to treat your illness, that kung fu is very suitable for you, it can completely cure your condition, of course, the most important thing is that my grandfather doesn't want him to have no successor to Tai Chi Kung Fu, my father is in business, he is not interested in martial arts, and I am a girl, not suitable." My grandfather valued you and said that you are very suitable for learning Tai Chi, so he used the time you spent with me this time to teach you all the essentials of Tai Chi, and now that you have completely mastered it, he has taught everything that should be taught, and what realm you can achieve next depends on your own creation, so he will no longer force you to stay!"
Han Shuang's words directly poked the softest string in my heart, and moved me beyond measure, it was just such a sentence that made me completely change my view of the domineering Grandpa Han, I always thought that I had walked into the trap of Grandpa Han and became a doll at his mercy, but the fact is that he did not mean to bind me forever, let alone treat me badly, he cured my illness and taught me Tai Chi Kung Fu, he did all this in that way that made me misunderstand. The more I want to escape, the harder I will work in the practice of martial arts, and I will learn all the essentials so quickly.
To this day, I have mastered all the essentials, he let me go, he didn't ask me more, just allowed me to go, I am ashamed of Grandpa Han, even more ashamed of Han Shuang, their grandson, they have done too much for me, and I, only played a husband and wife with Han Shuang, this kind of compensation, maybe too little and too little, but I have nothing to do.
After a long silence, I just spat out a few words bitterly: "Thank you, Frosty!"
Han Shuangqiang smiled and said: "It should be me thank you, thank you for being with me during this time, I am very happy!"
Han Shuang's satisfaction made me even more ashamed, I lowered my eyes slightly, looking at Han Shuang's slightly bulging belly, my heart was even more deeply sour, my throat seemed to be a little blocked, and after holding it for a long time, I finally confided a sentence: "Shuangshuang, after I leave, you have to take good care of yourself, I will come back to see you when I have time!"
Han Shuang had been restraining herself all the time, no matter how uncomfortable she was, no matter how reluctant she was, she also squeezed out a smile, but, hearing my farewell words, her tears still flowed uncontrollably, tears wet her face, and even more revealed her sadness, she said strongly to me in a choked voice: "Well, you go, I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me!"
The sadness of parting can only be experienced by the person who partes, especially, we will never be able to return to this kind of life of husband and wife support, this is a huge turning point for Han Shuang, in the future, she will take on the life of a person, and even have to raise a child alone, she is a woman, how difficult it will be, how much pressure in my heart will be, I can't imagine.
However, I have made up my mind, no matter how reluctant I am, it is useless to say anything, and even the more I say, the more I am afraid that I will not be able to give up, I can only pray in my heart that their mother and son are safe and live a good life.
So, I directly said to Han Shuang with red eyes: "Goodbye, take care!"
After that, I wanted to leave resolutely. But as soon as I turned around, I found that I was hugged fiercely, it was Han Shuang, she was still reluctant to me after all, she kept holding me and sobbing, and when I turned around, Han Shuang suddenly kissed me on the lips again.
We just stood on the bridge, hugged and kissed, kissed for a long, long time, all the reluctance, all the tangled emotions, were integrated into this kiss.
After a long time, Han Shuang let go of me and cried to me: "It's inconvenient for me to send you, you should be careful all the way, keep moving forward, and when you get to the road, you can catch a car to the town, and then you can transfer back to the city." ”
Han Shuang's words were very bitter, which showed how reluctant she was in her heart, I couldn't help but stretch out my hand, wiped away her sad tears, and said, "I know!"
Not only unconsciously, the sky began to brighten, the chickens in the village crowed, Han Shuang was afraid that people would see it, so he didn't dare to delay any longer, so he hurriedly turned around and went back.
Looking at her lonely and sad back, my heart was deeply pierced again, and I prayed for Han Shuang's mother and son again, and then I resolutely turned around and set foot on the way back to the city.
Han Shuang's village is very remote, I need to walk a long time from the village entrance to the main road, on the way, I want to make a call, but the mobile phone is out of battery, I can't turn on, I can only trot all the way, run to the side of the road.
By the time we got to the main road, it was already dawn, and I waited for a while on the side of the road before I caught a broken bus and went to town.
When I arrived in the town, every household in the town was opened, the shops on the side of the street were also opened, and the crowd began to appear on the street, buying vegetables and going to work, it was very lively, I had no intention of enjoying the early morning scenery of the town, so I ran directly to the station, bought a ticket, got on the bus, and rushed to the city.
It wasn't until then that I felt really out of the mountainous area, and the destination of the bus was the city, and the further it went, the closer I felt to the city, and the more I looked forward to it.
The previous reluctance and entangled emotions slowly faded away, and what filled my heart was full of expectations.
The fields outside the bus are green, the breath of spring is coming, today is the middle of March, I spent a whole winter in Han Shuang's hometown, even the Spring Festival is spent there, this time, I am really isolated from the world, I don't know anything about the situation outside.
I don't know what's going on with my dad, I don't know what's going on with my Zhongyi League, and I don't know how Xu Nan is now, is she washing her face with tears all day long, will she be waiting for me silently? Like the first time we broke up, wait for me to give her an explanation?
When I think of Xu Nan, my heart hurts involuntarily, I really want to hurry up and give her an explanation, hurry up and ask for her forgiveness, so that she will no longer be sad.
It's just that the more anxious I am, the slower the speed of the bus seems to be, and I feel like I can't reach my destination all the time, as if sitting on a slow-crawling turtle, and I feel a little anxious.
Finally, at 12 o'clock at noon, the bus climbed by the turtle and arrived at the bus station in the city, as soon as the car stopped, I couldn't wait to get off the bus, stepping into the land of the city, I couldn't help but take a deep breath, breathe in this familiar air, and deeply feel the taste here.
Immediately, I followed the direction of my heart, quickly took a taxi and went straight to Xu Nan's house