Hailing only felt that her brain was pounding, and all kinds of grievances suffered from childhood to adulthood came to her heart like a movie for a while.

Since he was a child, Chen Jianhua has always looked at himself with disgust, and whenever he makes a mistake, he will either beat or scold.

The family likes to eat chicken, Chen Jianhua always sandwiches Hailing with chicken heads, chicken necks, chicken feet, these bits and pieces, good places are always left for his brother, Hailing is forced to like eating chicken feet, and he also develops a habit when he goes outside, always eating chicken feet first.

Since childhood, the family likes to make dumplings to eat, the work of cooking dumplings is always handed over to Hailing to do, Chen Jianhua does not allow Hailing to boil the dumplings, Hailing had to squat on the stove, pick out the boiled dumplings from the plate in advance and eat them secretly, and then bring them into the house for everyone to eat.

From childhood to adulthood, Hailing has lived a trembling life, and mistakes are a great disaster for her.

I don't know why, the more scared I am, the more accidents happen.

There was a summer vacation in junior high school, the phone was installed at home, and one day she answered a call, the voice of the person on the phone was so gentle, she listened carefully to every word she said, and cared more about herself than anyone in the family, and finally, he also taught her how to call back step by step. Hailing was attracted by the feeling of care, she always couldn't help but call, but the amount of phone bills in those two months was amazing, it turned out that Hailing was deceived, and a phone call could deceive her to nothing. Chen Jianhua found out, and scolded her again, saying that she was stupid, saying that she would do all kinds of stupid things, and moving her deeds back to her parents' house to talk about it.

Hailing can only survive those injuries by pretending to be stupid and forgetting, but some of the damage can't be erased.

After graduating from junior high school, she finally could choose not to continue studying, she left home for the first time to work outside, and since then, no matter how much she has been wronged outside, Hailing also feels warmer than at home.

Also because of the experience of childhood, outside, as long as others give Hailing a little bit of goodness, Hailing is grateful and pays a lot of prices that should not be paid.

Hailing didn't dare to hope for happiness, as if she could only be solid by living in hell.

Hailing's current body has been ruined like this, and it is not the result of various antecedents.

Originally, Hailing didn't know why Chen Jianhua disliked herself so much, she only thought that Chen Jianhua was patriarchal and didn't take girls seriously, but now it seems that it is because she is not her daughter that she will treat herself like this.

Yes, who would be good to a daughter who is not their own? Maybe someone will, but that person is definitely not Chen Jianhua.

It turned out that it was really not that he was persecuted, it turned out that there was a reason why Chen Jianhua beat and scolded him in his childhood, and it turned out that there was a reason why his aunt was kind to him for no reason.

"Auntie, how many people know about this?" Hailing asked with a dead face.

"At home, uncles, aunts, grandparents probably all know. ”

"Then why hasn't anyone told me in the first place?, why are you telling me again now?" Hai Lingde couldn't hold back his tears and cried to Yu Mei.

It turns out that so many people know that they just wear colored glasses and watch their funny lives with cold eyes.

Everyone just watched themselves so indifferently, and no one ever thought of pulling themselves out of the quagmire.

Even if it weren't for the eldest aunt, this so-called mother, if it weren't for her own life, she would never tell herself the truth.

Thinking of this, Hailing no longer wanted to stand in this ward.

She wiped two handfuls of tears, looked at Yu Mei and said, "Auntie, in fact, you don't have to care about me, you don't have to worry about it before, you don't have to worry about it now, and you don't have to worry about it in the future!"

After that, Hailing turned around and left the ward resolutely.

Chen Xiaohe didn't recover from the shock of "Hailing is also his sister" for a long time, and the whole person was stunned like a wooden man.

Yu Mei let out a heart-rending shout at the top of her throat, "Hailing, wait a minute!"

Hailing heard the affectionate shout, but her footsteps did not stop, but sped down the stairs.

Yu Mei shook Chen Xiaohe vigorously and asked her to chase Hailing, don't let Hailing do anything stupid.

Chen Xiaohe searched the entire hospital, but found nothing. It was already dark outside, and it was cold in the morning and evening, so Chen Xiaohe ran onto the road in one breath and sneezed a few times. At night, the city is also full of traffic, tourists, and Hailing, which merges into the sea of people, has long been gone.

Chen Xiaohe stood in the cold wind and made several phone calls, but no one answered.

In the ward, Yu Mei was also as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, but fortunately, there was a bed curtain to isolate her from the outside world.

Although several other patients saw some clues and listened to some shocking words, they were also very interested in not asking Yu Mei again.

Yes, it's okay to discuss whether the husband is intimate or not, and whether the child is filial or not, but this kind of family secret is really not suitable for discussion with strange patients in the ward.

The old aunt was also surprisingly quiet, and now she thought about her own family, which seemed to be nothing compared to Yu Meilai, how could she be trapped in a cage for so many years and make herself sick. Compared with Yu Mei, she is really happy to bubble! She has children and daughters, which is worthy of everyone's envy in their generation.

Although the male patient is a little lonely, fortunately, the boss's son comes to help from time to time, he has been an old bachelor all his life, and he has no children to worry about, but he doesn't have to worry about his children's affairs, who says it's not a good thing, the boss can also help him pay for his medical expenses, so that he can live in the hospital without worries, and he looks stronger than an unfilial son, and he should be content.

Yu Meijia's bad story immediately soothed the mood of the people in the entire ward, which is really more effective than medicine.

Chen Xiaohe returned to the ward dejectedly, and after Yu Mei's eager eyes saw Chen Xiaohe's face, she knew that there was no hope.

"Didn't find it?"

"Didn't find it. ”

Then there was the silence of the two of them staring at each other with big eyes and dead eyes.

"Give your aunt a call and ask her if she knows Hailing's address. Yu Mei said to Chen Xiaohe.

"Mom, don't tell my aunt, my aunt can't go out of the house every day, I guess she doesn't know, and making a phone call will only make her anxious. Chen Xiaohe said.

"Then let Chen Xiaolu go and find her? Chen Xiaolu also introduced her to the object once before, maybe she can know. Yu Mei still didn't give up.

"Alas, I think Hailing definitely doesn't want to contact anyone tonight, so let's let her calm down. Chen Xiaohe replied.