Chapter 18 The Unknown World
Shen Yuanxi's face was as white as paper, and his chest continued to rise and fall due to internal breath disorder.
The previous battle with the gray-robed man was a rare move by Shen Yuanxi in recent years. And just now, in order to save people, he was halfway imposing, and the sword was hard to regret, and he was by no means a cold temperament that only saved relatives and friends and let others go.
Xiao Yu is a close friend and a friend, so he naturally wants to save him, and Pan Xiaoyun replaces him, and he will never return halfway.
If Shao Heng hadn't arrived in time to join forces with Shen Yuanxi to make up for his half-way sword momentum, then Shen Yuanxi at this time would be useless if he didn't die.
It's just that Pan Xiaoyun took the initiative to pounce on Fu Anning's attack, and it was only in an instant. Fu Anning was calculating, his mind was vicious, his previous attack was extremely tricky, the purpose was to force Shen Yuanxi to be distracted in a hurry to save people, and he fell into the hands of the gray-robed man at the same time.
However, Fu Anning finally misestimated the growth speed of Shen Yuanxi and Shao Heng over the years, and also misestimated Pan Xiaoyun's calmness and decisiveness after his rebirth.
The snow fairy had already pounced in front of Pan Xiaoyun, subconsciously trying to reach out to cover the blood on Pan Xiaoyun's wound, but the next moment he knew that this move was in vain, and he couldn't help but ripple. But she still held Pan Xiaoyun's hand and crossed into Zhenyuan, hoping to have a glimmer of life.
Xiao Yu was blind, and only after half a beat did he realize that something was wrong, trembling and groping to hold Pan Xiaoyun's shoulder and ask, "...... Why?Sister Miao Yun, are you ...... You...... Why is that?"
Pan Xiaoyun took care of her for many days, Xiao Yu was grateful, but Xiao Yu never thought that Pan Xiaoyun would save her regardless of his life.
But after asking, Xiao Yu suddenly realized something: Pan Xiaoyun may have the heart to save her, but what she wants to save is Shen Yuanxi.
Thinking of this, Xiao Yu couldn't help but feel sad in his heart, and couldn't say anything more. She subconsciously grabbed Shao Heng, who walked to her side, hoping that he would have a way to save people.
But Shao Heng only sighed deeply.
"Miao Yun, you...... What else do you have to say?" Xue Xian asked with a sobbing voice when she saw Pan Xiaoyun's lips moving when she saw that she was dying. They are also considered to be the same family, and they have a lot of contacts on weekdays, Xuexian has always been soft-hearted and kind-hearted, and it is even more sad to see Pan Xiaoyun like this.
"I ......" Pan Xiaoyun was mortally injured, and at this time, it was all up to Xue Xian and Shao Heng to enter the true yuan for her to keep her breath continuous, but it was extremely difficult to speak, almost like a mosquito moaning: "I...... Not...... What the...... Shao Gongzi ...... I...... Please...... One thing ......"
"You say. If it weren't for Pan Xiaoyun sacrificing his life to save him, Shen Yuanxi and Xiao Yu might not have been spared, and Shao Heng also felt a trace of guilt in his heart, and he was even more grateful to Pan Xiaoyun.
“…… I only have ...... Aunt a...... Close relatives...... She...... Poor people...... Combine...... And not very bad...... Please...... Shao Gongzi has ...... Opportunity...... Tonan ...... Senior Brother Nan helped...... Take care of one or two ......"
"Don't worry. Shao Heng nodded, this matter is insignificant, with Pan Xiaoyun's kindness to him, he has no words even if he personally settles Pan Xiaoyun's aunt.
"Also...... And also...... Shaw...... Miss Siu...... In fact...... Actually, it's a ...... The face is cold and the heart is hot...... of people. She...... She...... She didn't ...... though Didn't talk to me, but I ...... I know what is in her heart...... It's very bitter...... Please ...... Treat her well......"
Shao Heng and Xiao Yu were shocked, and they really couldn't figure out what Pan Xiaoyun said when he was dying!
Xiao Yu lay beside Pan Xiaoyun and couldn't cry.
Today, among the people present, Shen Yuanxi, Shao Heng, and Xiao Yu have all seen Pan Xiaoyun, who was once humble and desperate, in Cunwei Mountain. They may not look down on her because of this, but they also can't regard Pan Xiaoyun as a close friend.
And at this moment, among them, especially Xiao Yu, only regretted that he had not made a good friend of this poor and admirable woman.
As women, Xiao Yu and Xuexian felt the regret hidden behind Pan Xiaoyun's words: she was obsessed with an unreachable man for half her life, and she did not regret her pity, but hoped that others could spend a good moon.
"I ...... Previous years...... Simple-minded...... There are relatives such as ...... No relatives...... Confused for a while, I almost cast ...... Casting a big mistake...... Fortunately...... Fortunately...... "Fortunately, Pan Xiaoyun couldn't say anything."
Shen Yuanxi's body was already overturned, and listening to Pan Xiaoyun's intermittent words, the hand holding the pillar was slightly green.
Lucky for him, unfortunate for her.
Pan Xiaoyun was dying, looking at him with clear and calm eyes. But perhaps because of her fate, she couldn't suppress her inseparable attachment in her eyes.
Shen Yuanxi has seen many such attachments, such infatuations, and such eyes, and he has always been calm.
When Shen Yuanxi was young, he disdained the relationship between men and women because of his family, and he also felt that people's hearts were unpredictable, and it was difficult to have long-lasting feelings in the world, but his heart was firm in Taoism. Therefore, after growing up, my horizons have become more and more broad, and although I have an open view of the past, I also feel that my inner personal affairs are really thin.
The blazing that others yearn for, he is destined to be unable to respond.
What Shen Yuanxi loves, what he loves is all things in the world, and he is destined not to stay because of himself.
He may have had a trace of emotion for the beautiful woman who knelt silently for him in the Cunzhen Palace, but he also withdrew in time after understanding the other party's intentions.
And Shen Yuanxi later realized that that person was not suitable for him, and he was just grateful for his difficulties.
Pan Xiaoyun's feelings for himself, Shen Yuanxi naturally knew that even if Pan Xiaoyun had been hiding it very well since this reunion, there was still a time when he couldn't help it.
Shen Yuanxi can also see that although Pan Xiaoyun has a knot, he is trying to forget the old days.
So he was puzzled and a little dazed.
Pan Xiaoyun took a few quick breaths, looked at the Liuyue Monk who was temporarily suppressing the cloud gong worm and approached, and said, "...... My withered body...... With the help of lay people...... Giving shelter...... Where...... There are snow fairies...... Don't care...... Fellowship with me...... And the layman taught me...... Teach me to know...... Affair...... Mingli ......"
Pan Xiaoyun's pupils were a little dilated as he spoke, and the Liuyue Monk also looked sad when he saw this.
"Old days...... I was ...... Like a nightmare...... Difficulty breathing...... It's hard to ...... day and night" Speaking of this, Pan Xiaoyun suddenly showed a smile on her face, and only heard her continue: "But today...... The knot is undone...... No more ...... Regret...... I don't regret ......"
When everyone heard this, their first reaction was to think that Pan Xiaoyun's words meant that she was going to die today, and it was a relief act that was uneasy day and night, affectionate and hopeless, and their hearts were heavy for a while.
"Idiot, do you really have no regrets?" A slightly tired, but gentle voice came from behind Shao Heng and the others.
Shao Heng looked back and saw that it was Shui Ming'an, the master of Ciyun Zhaizhai.
Opening the seal and planting the seal of the Wu clan requires a lot of mana to be consumed. At that time, it was about to be completed, Shao Heng noticed the movement on the ground, so he listened to Shui Ming'an's arrangement to leave first.
And Shui Ming'an needed to breathe for a while before the gray-robed man had a chance to leave.
Shui Ming was tired, but his eyes were clear and his expression was still calm, only occasionally flashing a hint of gloom.
When Pan Xiaoyun heard Shui Ming'an's words, the smile on his face became more and more serene. At this time, her eyes seemed to be as bright as stars in the sky, and her cheeks were a little bloody.
When everyone saw this, they all knew that this was a return to the light.
"Yes...... Yes...... The disciple had an epiphany today...... There is no knot in the heart...... Buddhist Compassion...... I'm saving people today...... Live up to the ...... of Buddhism I don't live up to my own ......," Pan Xiaoyun said peacefully.
Shen Yuanxi was stunned when he heard this, and Shao Heng was in awe.
Shui Ming'an looked at Pan Xiaoyun's expression carefully, and made sure that her words were sincere, and the sadness on her face dissipated, revealing a slight smile: "Okay, good ......"
She was both happy and sad in her heart, happy that Pan Xiaoyun finally saw everything, and sad that if she could save her life today, maybe Pan Xiaoyun would be able to achieve a generation of grandmasters in the future. Even if he has been meditating and cultivating for many years with Shui Ming'an, he can't help but feel that creation makes people.
Pan Xiaoyun finally passed away with a smile.
Xuexian cried uncontrollably, and Xiao Yu's mood also fluctuated. Shao Heng was afraid that Xiao Yu would be overly sad, so he performed a spell to make him fall asleep. As for Pan Xiaoyun's funeral, it was arranged by Ciyunzhai himself, and he and Shen Yuanxi couldn't do anything, and they could only watch the ceremony silently in the solemn Buddha's hymns.
Tzu Yun Zhai does not want to send his dead disciples to be reincarnated, and everything is according to the fate of the world.
In the cold wind, Shen Yuanxi put his hands behind his back, stood quietly under the pines and cypresses, and looked at the vast mountains and the winter snow.
Shao Heng knew that his senior brother must be a little uneasy in his heart at this time, otherwise he would not have blown a cold wind here regardless of his injury.
Don't say Shen Yuanxi, even Shao Heng is difficult to calm down in his heart.
Although Pan Xiaoyun said that his heart was gone, he had no regrets. But today's Shao Heng can't see through life and death, and death is still a tragic thing in the world for him.
What's more, the deep affection hidden in the heart of the woman with a weak appearance is like mountains and seas.
Shenzhou is thousands of miles, red dust is rolling, and there are countless idiots.
How many people can break through the indifference and get away with it?
How many people cling to their lives and end up in vain?
The mountain wind whistled by, and suddenly Shao Heng thought of Ning Qingyun, and even more empathized with Shen Yuanxi's guilty and complicated state of mind at this time.
A momentary soft-heartedness may be wrong, but it may also give warmth.
There is no solution to this balance, and it is all about one mind.
Shen Yuanxi is indifferent to love affairs, which is naturally because he is wholeheartedly devoted to the Tao, but it does not mean that he is ruthless and unmoved by others.
He will be sad about Pan Xiaoyun's death, and he will blame himself for not saving her life, but he does not have the slightest affection for her.
If Pan Xiaoyun has not been broken, if the soul knows after death, it will be the most hurtful.
Thinking of Pan Xiaoyun's deathbed words, Shao Heng seemed to finally feel a little better in his heart. But unconsciously, he was also a little dazed on his face.
Shao Heng and Shen Yuanxi stood side by side, silent for a long time.
No matter how limitless the achievements of the two of them are in the future, it doesn't matter if they are too forgetful, or at what height they stand.
Today's two people, after all, there are still a lot of unclear and unbreakable things.
PS: Well, I don't like the feelings of knowing that it's a dead end or a black end, if it's not for the needs of the plot, I want to write about Xiao Pan's epiphany and even the kind of grandmaster who can step on Senior Brother Shen in the future...... It's a new year, and I hope that everyone will get what they want in the world, love with dignity, and love with enough respect.