Chapter 47: Smoke Ring (He Simple Alliance Leader, Second Watch)

At night, Xiao Suo was like splashing ink, and the heavy rain poured down like a curtain, drenching the scenery of a tree outside the window, and also drenching the fine dust on the floor-to-ceiling windows!

Bei Lingfeng sat alone on the purple sofa by the floor-to-ceiling window, silently spitting smoke rings!

On the round coffee table beside him, there was a tall glass that had drunk all the red wine!

The sound of the rain is so loud, and such a wide glass can't seem to block the sound, and the sound is as chaotic as a big bucket of pearls falling on a jade plate, and there is no sense of rhythm at all!

It's just that this dull and crisp sound is so just right to set off the loneliness of this room!

In fact, Ye Feifei was wrong, the man's silent smoke ring is actually not handsome at all, if this is not a capital that can be shown off, it is a decadent beauty cultivated by wordless sadness!

They - standing in two opposing worlds!

She was destined to stand tall in the light, but he could only walk forward in the darkness!

The only similarity is that their souls have all been lonely, and there is no salvation for those who are lonely!

What you can't get is not the most painful, it's the one that you hold in the palm of your hand, but it doesn't belong to you, it's the most hurtful!

This wordless pain is something that no one can understand, no one can complain!

So, he is lost, he is hesitant, he is helpless, he despises himself, he forces himself to give up, he hates himself for being emotionally dragging his feet, he hates himself for the sake of his feelings again and again to the point of being almost cheap, however, it is useless!

He just indulged in the pleasure of nothingness brought by cigarettes day after day, until this moment, the majestic rain outside knocked his heart, and the pleasure of the smoke ring that spit out could no longer bring him from depression to the "heaven" of nothingness!

In fact, he once asked himself, with countless money, business and connections, he can have more choices than others, what kind of woman he wants, why do he have to force himself to hang himself on a tree!

But his heart is unwilling to compromise!

Loved, deeply loved, those obsessive entanglements, those entanglements, saying to give up, how difficult is it?

The six-year relationship may be dull and dispensable in the passage of time, but in his heart, a hot wound has been formed, like the pace of branding, stepping on the blur of flesh and blood, how cruel!

After this year, their love has entered its seventh year, and the "seven-year itch" that everyone is afraid of is coming, and he has an inexplicable panic, they ...... Can you really wait until that day? Can you really cross over?

The mobile phone next to him was quiet as if it had crashed, and he had forgotten how many dark nights he sent ambiguous messages to Shu Jiaojiao, and the final result was a single machine!

Have you ever tried to love someone, love someone deeply, time, energy, money, connections, feelings, greed and resentment...... Everything is put into it, as if anticipating the stock trend that is about to rise and fall, and for this fight, the family will not hesitate to go bankrupt!

At that time, you stood behind her and watched her shine, you thought that you were sharing the joy of belonging to two people with her, but it turned out that what she could see was never you!

It wasn't until this time that you realized that your relationship had always been in stand-alone mode!

The moment you wake up, do you suddenly feel that everything you have done is particularly ridiculous?!

However, this is life, someone once said: "Wisdom will be hurt, love will not live!" (from Jin Yong)

Every word is beautiful, but every word is heartfelt!

What's even more ridiculous is that after waking up, I still can't break free from the prison of emotion!

At this moment, a text message prompt suddenly came from his mobile phone, Beiling Feng's eyebrows moved, took the mobile phone and looked at it, disappointing that it was not Shu Jiaojiao's reply to the message, but the people below reported to him, Ye Feifei, who played the role of red, had just been dismissed by the drama on the grounds of "poor training, destruction of crew props and refusal to compensate"!

Bei Lingfeng suddenly stood up, looked at the dark rain outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and carefully felt the sadness in the sound of the rain!

At this moment, the pain in his heart was suddenly overshadowed by a deep disappointment, and he could predict this ending, which would be an incomparably cruel fatal blow to someone after regaining strength!

But he couldn't do anything!

Because, he is an accomplice!

For the first time, his heart was filled by another person other than Shu Jiaojiao!

- Silly girl, where are you at this moment?

- I think, my prank is really "ruthless", your first role is in vain, more than a month of hard training is all in vain, at this moment, whose shoulder will you fall on, fade strong, and cry loudly?!

This is the way that person loves you, and you probably won't understand how someone like him with a bleak past will express his love? Not to mention that there is another kind of love in this world, called the more you love, the more "hurt", because love and hate are always with you!

- Of course, you won't understand why I should be an accomplice to him, you have already begged me to open a green channel for you, and it can't be easier for me......! That's all I can say!

He took out a high-end cigarette from his trouser pocket, lit it, smoked it silently, and melancholy spit out smoke rings, one after another!

- Silly girl, this time, this round smoke ring is for you! It's a pity that you like to see it, but you can't see it!

He took a deep puff of his cigarette and spit out the smoke ring even more perfectly!

- Actually, I'm not sad, I'm just sorry!

He no longer looked, although he could stand in silence like a statue for a whole night, he forced himself to turn off the lights in the room, drew the curtains to cover the mess outside, lay on the bed, smoked in silence, and then said silently, "You just ...... A silly girl!"

- You're a silly girl, but it's not my silly girl!

Because, Bei Lingfeng knew that that person would definitely appear by Ye Feifei's side on time!

He is the "bad guy", and that person is Ye Feifei's "savior"!

In the end, his blessing dissipated in the wind: "However, this time, you must hold on and not give up! In the corner you don't know, there are still people who desperately want to see the radiant you! Come on......"

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The world is always too hot, and when things break out, the dismissal of the crew has a vigorous speed and ruthlessness!

However, the agreement signed by Ye Feifei and the crew is only an agreement, and does not have the effect of a formal contract, not to mention, it is also "blatantly" written: If Party B (referring to Ye Feifei) deliberately destroys our props and refuses to compensate, our company has the right to terminate the contract unilaterally and unconditionally, and will not pay Party B any remuneration!