Ersu's broken thoughts
The first volume of this book, "Calling My Name by Your Last Name", is over today, thank you for your continued support.
When I was serialized before, I kept thinking, how will I feel when it's over?
I guess it must have been the excitement and relaxation, because I could finally take a break and catch my breath......
When I finished typing the last word of the first volume, I sat on the computer and was stunned for a long time, as for why, I don't know, maybe I don't believe that I really persevered, or maybe I have too much reluctance.
When I first opened the article, my own job was simply idle, so I thought it would be better to write, this is my only hobby and dream since I was a child, and if I don't write, I will feel that I am too decadent, so I started.
But I haven't written 100,000 words yet, and my job has been transferred, and I have begun to be so busy that I am so busy that I can fall asleep while walking.
I thought about giving up, because I was so tired, and in those two months, I didn't sleep more than 5 hours a day, and I kept thinking that if I didn't write essays and didn't use codewords, I would be able to sleep!
Especially when I got up at 4 a.m., I just wanted to sleep forever so that I could sleep enough......
Thank you for the support of the babies, thank you to my editor Mu Mu for giving me chicken blood to encourage me, and thank you for a friend in my life.
He said to me, this is your hobby since childhood, and it is also your dream, if you can't hold on to this, what else can you hold onto?
Every time I wanted to give up, I thought of his words and continued to move forward, until later, I was also used to dozing off every day, and I was also used to coding words every day.
Because of the support of more and more babies, I was motivated to write, and I persevered.
In addition, there is too much reluctance, I love every character in my pen, and I also love the love between Chi Yi.
Although the writing is not very good, and the plot handling is not good, I have been working hard.
I used to cry while coding words, at least I touched myself (yes, I'm still so shameless).
Actually, I don't like to write these words so hypocritically, mainly because I want to summarize the first volume, and then the second volume of Amway, about the story of Ou Chuchu and Lin Yichen (I don't know if I will be thrown rotten eggs when I say this).
As I said earlier, Ou Chuchu is the prototype in my life, her character is more hearty and straightforward, and she is also a legendary female man, which is like this in Ersu's life. (Of course, Ersu still has a bunch of shortcomings)
But for love, Ersu is not as brave as her (this time, my face is quite thin...... )
I once loved such a person so deeply, tasted helplessness and sadness, and boldly confessed, but ...... Love really can't be forced.
Maybe because of such a shortcoming, I wrote Ou Chuchu into it, hoping to have a good ending in the story.
If the babies like Ou Chuchu's bravery and like this story, then, please continue to support the second volume written by Ersu, the story about Ou Chuchu, the word count will not be too long, but I will try to write it well.
In addition, in the second volume, there will also be extras about Chi Yan and Mo Chuyi, warm small theaters and the like.
However, if you don't want to read the Ou Chuchu chapter, you can also not read it, the first volume about Mo Chuyi has basically ended, so it doesn't affect it.
I sincerely hope that the words written by Ersu, the characters and stories created can touch the softest place in your heart, thank you for your support......!