242. Tong Yue: I just want to make a decision

"Sufan!" I called his name, trying to wake him up. (5) ∞ eight (5) ∞ eight (5) ∞ read (5) ∞ books, .←.o≈

At this time, he is like a leopard that has lost his mind, full of aggression and difficult to parry.

He didn't seem to hear me, he didn't even pay attention to me, his hands kept moving, and he didn't stop kissing.

My phone rang in the bag that I dropped on the bed, and the caller should have been none other than Zeng Moyan.

When he saw that I had disappeared and didn't answer the phone, it was time to be anxious, I wanted to take my bag over and answer the phone, but my hand was imprisoned by Su Fan and I couldn't move.

"Su Fan, what kind of neurosis are you!" I roared angrily.

But he still ignored me, I couldn't break away from his confinement, but I became weak, and in the end I couldn't change the fate of being eaten and wiped clean by him.

Halfway through, he relaxed a little bit towards me, I reached out to get the bag, just took out the phone, he snatched the phone and threw it away, I looked at him angrily, but he didn't pay attention to me at all, I was helpless.

The phone was still screaming on the ground, shining brightly, and in the dark night, I stared at the ceiling, and the moonlight outside shone through the window, and the ground shone faintly.

Su Fan hugged my waist and slept on one side, I knew that he was not asleep either, but he was also motionless.

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

After a long time, I asked a little hollowly: "Su Fan, do you love me?"

I know it's too hypocritical to talk about love, but I just want to ask.

He didn't speak, and all I answered was silence.

I didn't need an answer anymore, so I smiled sadly: "If you don't love it, right, then you just let me go?

As soon as I finished speaking, he suddenly rolled over and pressed up, devouring my lips again, and another round of clouds and rain.

I think he seems to be angry, but I can't guess what he's angry about, Su Fan is like this, he doesn't talk much, he won't say everything, he always asks you to guess, and guess and you can't guess.

I couldn't stand the tiredness and sleepiness, and finally I fell asleep.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn, and I suddenly sat up from the bed, and then I saw that I was the only one on the bed, and I could no longer wear the clothes I wore yesterday, and my own clothes were still in the dressing room of the hotel, so I had to face a very difficult question at this time, what should I wear?

I walked out of bed barefoot and looked through the closet in the room, only to see a few bath towels in a blank closet.

I couldn't wear nothing, and since it had happened, it was useless to be anxious, so I took the bath towel to the bathroom and took a comfortable shower, and then came out wrapped in the bath towel.

I picked up the mobile phone that he threw away last night, and wanted to report Zeng Moyan that he was safe, but the phone was out of battery, and it was turned off by one phone call after another last night.

Coming down from the upper floor, I walked around the house, and then I found Su Fan in the kitchen, he was making breakfast, I always knew he could cook, and he would in high school, so I was not surprised at all.

As if sensing my presence, Su Fan suddenly glanced at me, and he looked at me deeply, which made me uncomfortable.

Thinking of the kiss marks on my body, I wrapped my arms around my shoulders unnaturally, as if trying to hide something.

Standing stiff again, I turned and walked away.

I walked around this villa, and I have to say, this place is really my appetite, after all, it is designed according to my own ideas, how can I not like it?

I heard the sound of dishes and chopsticks, turned my head, and saw Su Fan coming out with breakfast.

The distance between me and him gave me a sense of security, so I no longer felt cramped or unnatural, and I raised my voice: "That ......"

As I spoke, my voice seemed to be stuck in something, hoarse and unable to make a sound, I cleared my throat for a moment, and then said again: "I have no clothes to wear." ”

He put down the dishes and chopsticks and sat down at the table, without raising his head, and gave me two words lightly: "Don't wear it." ”

I frowned, a little displeased: "Su Fan, what do you mean by this." ”

Could it be that he still wants to trap me here in this way?

"It's not interesting. He said without being angry, and then looked up at me: "You're not hungry? ”

I wasn't hungry because I was tossed around like that, and I didn't want to go over and eat his breakfast.

He only symbolically invited me, and when he saw that I didn't move, he stopped pressing.

Looking at the elegance and sweetness of his food, I felt that my stomach was even hungrier, and I thought, anyway, I have no image and dignity in front of him, what do I care?

So I walked over, picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and filled myself with a bowl of eight-treasure porridge and ate it.

Babao porridge is my favorite breakfast, including the contents of which are my favorite tastes.

Eating this bowl of porridge, I feel a little uncomfortable, after so many years, I thought he had forgotten, but I didn't want him to remember, I couldn't tell what kind of feelings Su Fan had for me.

I care, but after all these years, I can't tell that he cares about me, he doesn't care, he still remembers my preferences.

After all, I still couldn't hold back, and asked the same question last night again: "Su Fan, do you think we are so interesting? Do you love me?"

Su Fan raised his eyes to look at me, not deep, his eyes were very light, without any emotional fluctuations.

"What kind of answer do you expect me to give you?" he asked after a few moments.

I laughed stupidly, "Isn't it that what kind of answer I expect you to give me will give me what kind of answer I have?"

He was trying to perfunctory me! There was no sincerity at all, and he didn't take my question seriously.

I said: "Su Fan, I just think it's better to explain some things clearly, and when I am about to get married to Zeng Moyan, I will make those things clear and make a break at once, so that the love and hate of our entanglement can finally end here." ”

It was the first time I had talked to Su Fan about this so sincerely and calmly, and I felt that we really needed to talk about it openly and honestly.

During this time, I was really shaken by Zeng Moyan's words, coupled with his words last night, and I was expecting someone to take me out of the mud vortex and give me a new beginning, a dull life.

Make a break with him, when I enter the palace with Zeng Moyan, maybe, it will be a new me

With my words, Su Fan's pair of bright light refracted on the glass under the gold-wire glasses forced the slightly cloudy eyes below to squint slightly, flashing with a clear light, and he asked in a low voice, "Do you really want to marry Zeng Moyan?"

How could he not know about me? Or maybe he didn't really care at all, but it didn't matter either way, that's not the point today.

I said, "I just want to make a decision." ”

He didn't speak, looked at me for a while, put down the chopsticks in his hand, then took a cigarette out of his pocket and lit one.

Halfway through his cigarette, he stood up and walked out without looking back.

His voice came faintly: "Someone will come to pick you up in a moment." ”

His words are like a steel needle, sticking into my heart, does his attitude mean that I and him, is it considered broken?

I took a deep breath, the pain and relief at the same time, I clenched my fists, endured the pain in my heart, tears flowed down my eyes, but the corners of my lips were pouted with a relaxed smile.

It's finally over......

After a while, I heard the sound of the car's engine coming and he was gone.

I didn't wait long here, and sure enough, someone came to pick me up, and they brought me a set of clothes.

I changed into clothes, took my things, and got in the car and left.

When I arrived at the hospital, my father was furious when he saw me: "You didn't come home all night last night, and you didn't answer your phone! You say, are you fooling around with Su Fan again!"

I was with Su Fan last night, and there was nothing to excuse, so I generously admitted: "Yes." ”

My father's angry eyes became even angrier, and he rushed up and waved his hand to slap me, but my mother hung his arm, and he didn't fall after all, and I, so frightened, subconsciously turned my head over.