Chu Xinran's mother and daughter lived in Luo Yidong's house, so Duoxi would not be able to go to the children's psychotherapy center.

Standing on the railing of the stairs and looking down, looking at her daughter who was sitting quietly on the sofa looking at the album and still didn't speak, Chu Xinran was in a mess in her heart, Duoxi had been in such a state for a long time, and she didn't know when this daughter would be able to speak.

With a faint sigh, Chu Xinran turned around and walked towards the corridor, when the mobile phone suddenly rang. took out her mobile phone and looked at the number it displayed that Luo Yidong told her, Chu Xinran was stunned for a moment, "Isn't he in the garden." Why ...... it still "

With the surprise in his heart, Chu Xinran answered the phone, "Chu Xinran, can you wait for me in the study now." I have something to say to you. Luo Yidong told Chu Xinran like this.

Although he didn't know what Luo Yidong wanted to say, Chu Xinran still agreed, "Okay, I'll go now." Hanging up the call, Chu Xinran frowned and looked back downstairs, and then walked to Luo Yidong's study.

The study room with fresh and elegant decoration is not overly decorated, and the most eye-catching thing is the photo of Luo Yifan inlaid in a crystal frame on the wall cabinet.

The tangled footsteps slowly moved forward, since Luo Yifan passed away, Chu Xinran hadn't seen a photo of Luo Yifan for four years, but he never forgot that person's sunny smile, words of encouragement and silent companionship.

"Luo Yifan......" Chu Xinran was extremely emotional, his slightly trembling hand was slowly raised, and his fingertips touched the cold crystal frame. Luo Yifan's smile was so bright, but the coldness of the touch of his fingers brought Chu Xinran back to the real world.

"I said before, if Yifan knew that you were like this, he would definitely not sleep peacefully. Luo Yidong spoke, and walked in from the unclosed study door.

Chu Xinran saw Luo Yidong, and quickly withdrew his hand, pursing his lips with an embarrassed expression, he didn't know what to say.

"Sit down, let's talk. Luo Yidong motioned for Chu Xinran to sit on the sofa, and he walked to the sofa opposite and sat down. Seeing Luo Yidong taking a seat, Chu Xinran also sat down.

In order to avoid suspicion, the door of the study was still open, Chu Xinran didn't believe in Luo Yidong's character, but she lived in someone else's house, so it was better to be more polite.

"Actually...... I know what you said in my heart, I just ...... I don't know what to do......" Chu Xinran stirred the end of the silk scarf with her hands unnaturally, she also knew that what Luo Yidong wanted to say was to persuade her, so she deliberately let her see Luo Yifan's photo.

"Go with the flow, where do you have so many scruples. Luo Yidong habitually just wanted to light a cigarette, but after glancing at Chu Xinran, he put the cigarette back in the box, "You two obviously have affection for each other, and if you have to be forced to leave, it will only hurt both of you, so why bother." Why don't you just be calm and accept each other. ”

"I ...... I never felt that an unblessed marriage was a happy one. When he said this, Chu Xinran was very weak.

Sure enough, Luo Yidong let out two dry laughs that were close to ridicule, "The two of you are already so old, as long as they are together, why do you still have so many thoughts about other blessings or not." ”

"I ......" Chu Xinran also felt that what she said just now was a bit hypocritical.

"When the two of you held a wedding, we also had a lot of people present to send blessings, do you value the old man's blessings to you so much? Luo Yidong's question made Chu Xinran silent for a moment.

After a while, she raised her eyes and looked at Luo Yidong, "I don't have to ask for any romantic blessings or anything like that to feel good, I just don't want him to be at a stalemate for the sake of my relationship with my father." ”

"You're overestimating yourself. Luo Yidong smiled again, this seemed to be the time Chu Xinran smiled the most when he saw Luo Yidong, "That old man in our family, even if he doesn't know about the two of you, the relationship between him and his son has always been deadlocked." That's why I say this about you, because you are not the one who plays a decisive role, even though the words are not very good, but the reason is the reason. ”

Although Luo Yidong's words were not particularly good, after Chu Xinran heard it, he felt a lot brighter in his heart, "So...... What was the initial reason for the collapse of the relationship between their father and son. ”

As early as four years ago, Leng Xixi once said that Leng Yehan was originally because of Leng Xiyan's relationship, and he and Leng Yuntian became unpleasant and rarely communicated.

However, Luo Yidong may not know that Chu Xinran has heard these things, she can't help but ask again today, and she also wants to do her best to adjust the relationship between Leng Yehan and her father as much as possible.

"Do you want to be the mediator among them? Luo Yidong broke Chu Xinran's mind with one word, and she nodded embarrassedly, "This kind of thing is very difficult to do, you are not afraid of approaching the old man again, he will do personal harm to you." ”

"I don't think so, after all, his granddaughter needs Mommy, and his son needs me. After Chu Xinran finished speaking, he curled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, "If I disappear completely, then Dora and Duoxi will be thrown down." Children will never see their mothers, and although it is possible to keep them with them temporarily, it is not a long-term solution. ”

This time, Luo Yidong didn't interrupt Chu Xinran's words, and let her continue, "Besides, under such a tense relationship, Leng Yehan must know why I disappeared." Even if it doesn't involve life safety, being injured will make Leng Yuntian not easy to explain. I'm a bit conceited when I say that, but like you said, Li'er is that Li'er. ”

Luo Yidong laughed again, "Put aside your impetuousness and bad temper, you can still think calmly." ”

"When you say that about me, it is not a compliment and encouragement. Chu Xinran's conversation with Luo Yidong became a little easier, looking at his slightly smiling face, Chu Xinran actually regarded Luo Yidong as Luo Yifan for a while.

"As long as your mind is to be with him, we, including Yifan, will rest assured for both of you. Anyway, my eldest brother's mind is very clear to me, and I am only worried about you. ”

Luo Yidong's words brought Chu Xinran back to reality, allowing her to see clearly that the person in front of her was Luo Yidong and not the deceased Luo Yifan, "I...... I don't want to tell lies in front of you, and I don't want to hide my emotions, after all...... You and Luo Yifan...... You are all my lifesavers, and it would be too unkind for me to do that again. ”

Although Chu Xinran didn't say it explicitly, she didn't refuse and said that she didn't want to hide her emotions, and she had already given Luo Yidong an answer, "Okay, this matter is here for the time being, now let's talk about another thing." ”

"One more thing. Chu Xinran was slightly stunned, in addition to talking about her and Leng Yehan, Luo Yidong wanted to say something.

"When my eldest brother left here, you also saw Duoxi's reaction, don't you think that letting Duoxi have more contact with her father may relieve the child's symptoms. ”

Being reminded by Luo Yidong like this, Chu Xinran's heartbeat began to beat wildly, and the hands that had just been placed on his lap were tangled around the end of the silk scarf again, "This...... This I ...... I don't know ......."

"It's not that you don't know, but you know it well but want to pretend to be confused. Luo Yidong gently pushed the cigarette case to Chu Xinran, "Male and female mint flavor, new variety, do you want to try one." ”

Chu Xinran stared at the cigarette box on the coffee table, and her hand was still hesitant to stretch out, in fact, since Luo Yidong wanted to take a cigarette just now, she had already had a strong desire to smoke cigarettes.

"How do you ...... How do you know I'm smoking now. Chu Xinran asked Luo Yidong.

Luo Yidong said coldly: "I heard my eldest brother talk about it once, it was very unintentional, and then I paid attention to you again, when no one was around, you also smoked." ”

Speaking of smoking, Chu Xinran's lips trembled slightly, "You...... Can you give me a glass of red wine with ice? ”

This seems to be the beginning of the story, and it is also the drill bit to take the opportunity to open the knot, of course Luo Yidong did not refuse. He poured Chu Xinran a glass of red wine with ice, and when he took it and handed it to her, Chu Xinran had already lit the cigarette. The white mist was clouded around Chu Xinran's head, and there was a trace of tears flickering under her eyes.

"Just half a year after Dora and Duoxi were born, I finally picked up a cigarette and a wine glass because of the pressure and depression in my life. Chu Xinran smiled sadly, she still remembered that she didn't know how to drink at the beginning, and she couldn't forget the scene when she was close to the cold night for the first time, and the initial picture of getting along was deeply engraved in her heart.

"It's not easy to conceive and raise a child alone, you are really distressing and angry at the same time. After Luo Yidong finished speaking, he glanced at the study behind the heavy floor-to-ceiling curtains pushed to both sides.

Chu Xinran turned her back to the window, she didn't notice that there was actually someone behind the curtains, just like when she was hiding in the cold study and peeping in the cold night, now hiding behind the curtain is the cold night who wants to hear what Chu Xinran is talking about.

The words and emotions that Luo Yidong said just now were exactly what Leng Yehan thought in his heart, but they were just said by his mouth. Leng Ye's cold hand clenched tightly into a fist, if he hadn't wanted to hide it from Chu Xinran, he really couldn't help but swing his fists a few times, why did he let his beloved woman suffer so much. Suffer such sin.

"Although cigarettes and wine give people a sense of beauty, they are full of endless melancholy, loneliness and sadness. Chu Xinran took a deep puff of cigarette, but in fact, it didn't feel good to choke tobacco into his lungs.

"Every time at this time, I can't help but think of him, and only in this feeling can I recall those more clearly, and feel as if he was by my side. ”

Tears finally couldn't help falling, Chu Xinran sobbed softly, "Actually, the person who forced me into such a situation was myself at all, so ...... I don't blame anyone, even if I can't help but feel resentful, I will force myself to be calm,"

Extinguishing the cigarette, Chu Xinran drank the wine into her mouth in one gulp, she frowned and swallowed the cold wine, folded her hands on her knees, bowed her head and shrugged her shoulders and cried.