Chapter 118: Give Up
Gu Sheng looked at Lin Yan for a long time when he was eating, and he didn't see any traces of unhappiness on his face, could it be that Ji Ji was wrong?
"Am I beautiful? You have seen me for so long. ”
Lin Yan looked at Gu Sheng across the table with a smile, and Gu Sheng said without changing his face: "Well, it's good-looking." ”
Lin Yan smiled with satisfaction when he heard Gu Sheng's words.
After dinner, Gu Sheng sat on the sofa reading a book, after Lin Yan washed the dishes, he came out with a plate of fruit, and took a cherry tomato and fed it to Gu Sheng's mouth, Gu Sheng opened his mouth and ate it without looking, and the tip of his tongue accidentally licked the tip of Lin Yan's finger, Lin Yan felt a burst of electricity rushing through his fingertips, and his heart was suddenly crispy and numb.
Gu Sheng paused, probably realizing that he had just licked Lin Yan's finger, and when he bit into it, the aroma of cherry tomatoes overflowed his mouth, but he felt that the taste was not as good as Lin Yan's fingertips.
Lin Yan withdrew his hand, but felt that his fingertips were hot, and an ambiguous atmosphere between the two of them instantly spread around, and he didn't know who moved first, in short, when the two of them came back to their senses, their lips were already stuck together, familiar to find the most suitable position, kissing, sucking, sucking, and entanglement.
Lin Yan likes this intimacy, likes Gu Sheng holding his face lightly, gentle kisses and the warm temperature of his fingertips, he is attached to all this, how can he bear to be thousands of miles away from Gu Sheng.
Won't go, at this moment he realized unprecedentedly how important Gu Sheng was in his heart, he was willing to give up a good future for this person, give up this hard-won opportunity, there was nothing worth it, he only knew that he loved him, so he was willing to stay by his side.
Lin Yan made a decision in his heart, because of this kiss, the matter that Gu Sheng was originally going to ask Lin Yan was also forgotten.
Lin Yan went to Mo Lao the next day to explain his decision, Mo Lao persuaded him to think about it again, but Lin Yan decided to do so, Mo Lao hated iron and steel, of course, he didn't know that Lin Yan gave up this opportunity for the sake of his children's personal affairs, if he knew, it was estimated that his lungs would be fried, and then Lin Yan would be hung up and beaten.
Gu Sheng knew that she had heard about it from Wei Xiaoyi, Wei Xiaoyi was a very gossipy person, and she basically knew the gossip news in the company, just like Zhao Jun.
"I just heard Mo Lao's assistant say that Mo Lao was very angry, saying that there were people in their group who had a great opportunity and didn't know how to be motivated at all, and now Mo Lao's assistant didn't dare to go forward and talk to Mo Lao easily. ”
There are many people who like to listen to gossip news, but Gu Sheng is not one of them, but when he heard that it was Mo Lao's side, he couldn't help but want to care about it.
"What kind of opportunity? I guess I don't like it. ”
"yes, if it's a great opportunity, who wouldn't go there. ”
Everyone discussed word by word, Wei Xiaoyi took out the candy from the drawer and distributed it to everyone, "I guess it has something to do with the project in Europe that our company just talked about recently, if it wasn't a big opportunity, why would Mo Lao be so angry, so the big guy in the mouth of Assistant Mo is obviously a god, not at all moved by fame and fortune, and the people who can participate in this project this time are all senior employees in the company." ”
Although Gu Sheng didn't want things to be what he thought, combined with what Lin Yan told him before, Mr. Abbott was the gentleman Lin Yan helped in the subway station before, Gu Sheng felt that there was a good chance that Lin Yan was talking about this.
Yesterday, Ji Ji saw Lin Yan coming out of Mo Lao's office with a sad face, probably because Mo Lao told him about it, Lin Yan felt entangled and showed a sad look, but last night Lin Yan returned home with a smile on his face, and he couldn't see anything wrong.
Gu Sheng clenched his fists, Lin Yan didn't tell him about such a big thing, obviously he promised that he would tell him as soon as possible if there was anything in the future, but Lin Yan broke his promise.
A huge sense of powerlessness hit Gu Sheng, could he not give Lin Yan enough trust and reliance? So Lin Yan felt that it was useless to tell him about this?
No matter how well a promise is said, it is just sweet words if it is not fulfilled.
Gu Sheng forcibly suppressed the urge to run to Lin Yan now, he suppressed the irritability and bitterness in his heart and continued to work.
Ji Ji glanced at Gu Sheng sideways, there was no special reaction, and he was still working hard.
It seems that it is not Lin Yan, it is such a good opportunity, how could it fall on Lin Yan. After Lin Yan came out of Mo Lao's office last time, Ji Ji decided that Lin Yan's work ability was very poor, and excellent talents were worthy of excellent people, such as him and Gu Sheng.
"Gu Sheng, I don't understand a problem here, can you tell me about it?"
Ji Ji looked at Gu Sheng with a smile, he looked ingenious, and he belonged to the type that looked like a good baby, so his smile was also very good.
If it was usual, Gu Sheng would probably be good-tempered and talk to him, but he is in a bad mood now, his brain is still a mess, and he has no time to pay attention to Ji Ji.
"I'm sorry, I'm not available right now, you can find someone else. ”
His voice was as cold as ever, but in Ji Ji's ears, it was extremely indifferent and unkind, he could treat him like this.
Ji Ji was very sad in his heart, his eyes were a little red, he tried to let Gu Sheng see his pitiful appearance, but Gu Sheng didn't raise his eyelids, let alone turn his head to look at him.
Ji Ji instantly felt that he was like a joke in front of Gu Sheng, why did he ignore himself? Could that Lin Yan be so good? Ji Ji didn't believe it, sick seedlings, and his work ability was not good, what could be good, it was estimated that the kung fu in bed was better, so he hooked Gu Sheng.
Thinking of what Gu Sheng and Lin Yan had done, Ji Ji suddenly felt unbearable anger, Gu Sheng was his, why did Lin Yan get involved!
Lin Yan was a little strange, except for reminding him to eat at noon, he never received any news from Gu Sheng, it was estimated that he was relatively busy, and Lin Yan didn't think much about it for a while.
He got off work early today and sent a message to Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng said that he would probably work overtime today so that Lin Yan didn't have to wait for him, Lin Yan was in a good mood, thinking about going to the supermarket to buy some food and then buy some pudding, he wanted to eat a little.
Lin Yan walked by himself, not noticing at all that there was a dazzling Lamborghini parked there at the entrance of the company.
"Ahh
Lin Yan subconsciously turned his head and saw Zhou Xuefeng, who he hadn't seen for a long time.
Zhou Xuefeng doesn't look like he's changed much, except that he seems to have lost a little weight, he is still dressed in fancy clothes, with a famous brand, holding a pair of sunglasses in his hand, and he has a playboy charm when he laughs.
Lin Yan glanced at him, but Zhou Xuefeng walked over with a smile as if nothing had happened, and he was not unfamiliar at all when he spoke.
"Ah Yan, I haven't seen you for a long time, I just recently found out that you actually changed jobs. ”
Zhou Xuefeng was talking to himself, Lin Yan didn't pay attention to him at all, turned around and was about to leave, Zhou Xuefeng rarely stepped forward to block his way.
Lowered his eyes and looked at Lin Yan, "Ah Yan, shall we talk?"
Lin Yan looked at Zhou Xuefeng expressionlessly, and his tone was also indifferent, "What we can talk about has already been clear, so I don't think there is anything else I need to talk to you about alone." ”
"Ah Yan, do you have to make such an ugly fuss at the door of your company?"
Lin Yan looked around, it was time to get off work, and there were indeed people in twos and threes, after all, the two of them were really eye-catching at the door, not to mention that Zhou Xuefeng also drove a dazzling car.
Lin Yan raised his eyelids and said to Zhou Xuefeng: "It's okay, I've become smarter." ”
"Let's go, drop me off at that supermarket near my house, I'm going grocery shopping. ”
Lin Yan generously sat in Zhou Xuefeng's Lamborghini, not worried about what Zhou Xuefeng would do to him.
Zhou Xuefeng's face immediately showed a smile, and he followed Lin Yan into the car, what the two of them didn't know was that this scene happened to fall into Ji Ji's eyes, he looked at the photos in his mobile phone, and a touch of gloom flashed in his eyes.
obviously has a boyfriend as good as Gu Sheng and still runs to hook up with other men, I really don't know how to check, this kind of person doesn't deserve Gu Sheng's love at all.
Lin Yan sat on the co-pilot without moving, and did not take the initiative to speak, Zhou Xuefeng glanced at him, and swallowed a mouthful of saliva a little nervously, he thought that he could let go of Lin Yan after so many things these days, but the fact was that he found that he missed Lin Yan incomparably, perhaps in response to that sentence, what he couldn't get was always the best.
The more he couldn't get it, the more his heart longed for Lin Yan, Lin Yan's people and love, and that strong desire and possessiveness almost burned him.
When Lin Yan sat next to him, Zhou Xuefeng thought that he would be satisfied, after all, he just wanted to look at Lin Yan, but at this moment he fully realized the greed of human beings, he was not satisfied with just looking at Lin Yan, he wanted to hug him, kiss him, and even possess him.
Zhou Xuefeng thought about it, and even there were faint signs of raising the flag, Zhou Xuefeng pressed the car window, as if he wanted the cold wind to make his brain clear and sober.
"Ahh......h
Lin Yan didn't notice Zhou Xuefeng's abnormality, and he responded indifferently, "Huh?"
Zhou Xuefeng hurriedly swallowed a mouthful of saliva, trying to calm his excited emotions.
"Ahem...... Do you remember Lu Hao?"
Lin Yan frowned, this name was a little familiar, he thought for a moment and finally remembered that this person had once made trouble with him, and he was almost expelled from school because of this person.
"Well, how?"
"He's out of prison. ”
Lin Yan was entangled by Lu Hao at that time, this person followed their gangster leader when he was a teenager, Lu Hao robbed Lin Yan's money, Lin Yan was so poor at that time, robbing his money was robbing his life, how could it be given to him, and then the two of them were knotted.
Lin Yan was almost expelled from school because of him, and later he escaped because the other party went to prison.
"So?"
He stabbed Lin Jiale. ”