341. Qiao Ling: Because what I love is him, not you
"Yes. Ji Kai spit out a word sonorously.
I turned my head and looked at Ji Kai with a sneer: "Isn't it dangerous to follow you? Can you guarantee that the Ji family can always be your protective barrier? If you lose everything like you, how long can you live under the bullet?"
Who can guarantee that the Ji family will never be defeated?
Many years ago, didn't the family of Feng Yanbo, who stood on this land and also called for wind and rain, also fallen?
If it weren't for the decline of that family, the current Ji family would still be slightly inferior.
Ji Kai didn't send me home, but took me to the Ji family manor.
The car drove into the Ji family manor, and I made a request, if I wanted to live here, I would go to the house where I lived as Mrs. Ji some time ago.
Ji Kai didn't refuse, and I got out of the car after the car stopped in front of the familiar and unfamiliar house.
I looked at the snow-white house from the outside, and stood for a moment before I stepped inside.
The furnishings in the house have not changed, and the flowers are still blooming so beautifully, but this situation is different from the past, and I am the only one who has returned.
I walked to the corridor leading to the glass house, and stood in the position where I watched me play the piano that day, thinking about how he looked at that time.
We were fine before, but now we were separated by two places, and that unreal feeling made me think I had a dream, so unreal.
No wonder he is a lot thicker-skinned, because that may be our last time together, and he has long been ready to leave.
With a sigh, I walked over to the piano in the flower room and sat down, playing the castle in the sky over and over again.
In the blink of an eye, I have lived here for two days, and my daily thing is to eat, sleep and then sit in front of the piano.
Since Huo Sijing can tell me once, she will naturally tell me the second time, I don't believe it, she can calmly watch me being brought back by Ji Kai and put in Ji's house without being indifferent.
The music echoed in my ears, and I thought most about what we were like when we were children, thinking about the memories we remembered and didn't remember.
What I heard most from my mother and Ji's mother was when we turned one year old, and every time they talked about it, they would laugh from ear to ear.
The first year of the lot, he was on the other end and I was on the other, facing all kinds of things in front of us, we didn't ask for anything, crawling, crawling, we may have been fascinated by something and paused, but in the end we still didn't ask for it, and finally we grabbed each other's hands and smiled stupidly.
I certainly don't have the memory of my first birthday, but I can imagine that we were short and short with short fluffy hair crawling on the table, and then we grabbed each other's chubby white and tender little hands, and I couldn't help but laugh thinking about that scene.
Later, we went to school together, and slowly I had a memory, at that time Ji Liunian was a quiet child, he was different from me, I was the head of the sister, so I often had disputes with others, either quarrels or fights, every time he would help me unconditionally, no matter whether I was right or wrong.
Once I had an unhappy quarrel with my family, and I was about to run away from home, but he also took me in, at that time we should have been about six years old, in fact, the family knew that I went to Ji's house, so they didn't come to me, so I stayed in Ji's house for two days and slept with Ji Liunian.
I remembered my first menstrual incident, that day we made an appointment to eat KFC, but while eating my stomach began to hurt, I went to the bathroom and found that my pants were stained with blood, I remembered that the female classmates in the class also had such a situation, so I didn't panic, I took out my mobile phone and called Ji Liunian and asked him to buy me a sanitary napkin.
Yes, the first pack of tampons I used was bought in the season, and I still remember the way he brought tampons to the bathroom at that time, with an expressionless face, looking very calm, but the flush spread from the cheeks to the roots of the ears.
I think he was actually very unhappy at the time, and he couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into.
I thought about the way he went to the supermarket to buy tampons, and he was sneaky and sneaky?
Thinking about it, I think it's more suitable for the season year.
He is like this, even if he is embarrassed or panicked, he will pretend to be calm to hide the truth in his heart, and he will not be chaotic in the face of danger, and he will be calm and relaxed, so that he can be worthy of Old Man Ji's education for them.
The music is always flowing, and the memories in my mind are like an old documentary, constantly being played back, and those memories that are either beautiful or angry are so precious at this time.
"How long are you going to play like this!" Ji Kai's voice suddenly sounded.
I just realized his existence, and I glanced at him, unmoved, and I didn't know how long he had been standing there and how long he had been looking.
When I came back to my senses, I realized that it was already dark outside.
Ji Liunian's name appeared in my heart, where should he hide now, when he was injured and his legs were inconvenient, and what should be the situation? And his head, I don't know if it hurts again, if it hurts, how did he get through it?
My reaction provoked Ji Kai's anger, and he held down my piano, and the noise suddenly disrupted the rhythm of my hand.
He took my hand forcefully and covered the piano, there was no music in the flower room, only his angry voice: "Qiao Ling, why is there only one Ji Liunian in your eyes? Even if he hurts you like that, there is still only him in your eyes, am I not good to you?"
I looked at him calmly, and then chuckled: "Are you good to me? You are good to me, will you let Huo Sijing go close to Ji Liunian?"
The expression on Ji Kai's face darkened, and his somewhat excited emotions seemed to be poured with cold water, calming down, "You know everything." ”
"Ji Kai, I think that's just your scheming for your own selfish desires. "Didn't he ask Huo Sijing to go to Ji Liunian's side, just to let her take advantage of the danger? Because Ji Liunian 'lost her memory', this is an opportunity.
"What about Ji Liunian? Didn't Ji Liunian play tricks?" Ji Kai's emotions became excited again, "At the beginning, did you think Ji Liunian liked you? He was kind to you and even approached you just because he needed to, I remember that once I went to look for my grandfather, I heard my grandfather say to him outside the study, Liunian, I want the Qiao family to also plan under the blueprint of the Ji family, can you do it?"
After a pause, Ji Kai said again: "I heard Ji Liunian answer grandpa very firmly, he said yes." ”
"But the fact is that the Qiao family is not under the blueprint of the Ji family, and the Qiao family is still the Qiao family. I said.
Ji Kai smiled bitterly, he licked his lips, and said cautiously to my eyes: "Whether it is his confidence or his answer, grandpa is very satisfied, at that time grandpa asked him with a smile, why is he so confident......?"
Ji Kai locked my face tightly and looked at the expression on my face: "He said with great confidence, don't forget, I am now the future son-in-law of the Qiao family." ”
I didn't speak, Ji Kai told me this, just to tell me that Ji Liunian was close to me in the past, and he was kind to me not because he liked me at all, but because he needed it.
I didn't run away from Ji Kai's compelling inquiring eyes, but calmly looked at him and replied to him calmly: "So what? That is already a thing of the past, and the Qiao family is very good now." ”
Ji Kai's dissatisfied emotions had nowhere to vent, he helplessly turned around in place, and there was a kind of powerless anger: "Then it is also an evil thought born of one's own selfish desires, why can't I do it when Ji Liunian can?"
He took a deep breath, put his arm around my shoulder, and asked, "Why?"
I met his reddened eyes and said calmly, "Because I love him, not you." ”
Yes, that's the case, if I love him instead of Ji Liunian, then I can also forgive him for his evil thoughts born because of his own selfish desires, everything starts with a love word, it's as simple as that.
Ji Kai smiled sadly, lowered his arm in frustration, and said to himself: "Yes, what else is there to say? Just because you love him, I can't forgive." ”