"How did you send it out?" Although Chen Xiaohe thought about it, he still couldn't believe that it was what he thought.

"Send it outside, like many people did at that time, run a little farther, put it at the door of a certain house, whoever picks it up is who's who's it!"

Yu Mei was surprised that she said everything as soon as she opened her mouth, these words have been held in her heart for more than 20 years, and she has long been overwhelmed, and when she says it today, she feels like a heavy stone falling to the ground, and she is finally stable.

"In that case, it's okay if grandma and aunt saved Hailing, if they don't come forward, you plan to throw it away!" Tan Tian couldn't help but interject next to him.

Yu Mei looked at Tan Tian's vicious eyes, and was scared for a while. Alas, I don't know if the children will leave her because of anger after today, but she really doesn't have the courage to continue to hide and lie.

"Yes, at that time, many people would do that when they saw that they had a girl, they wanted a boy. ”

"Is our life, really, so redundant?" Hailing asked, word by word.

Hearing this cruel questioning, everyone present was silent, especially Chen Xiaolu, who lowered his head even lower.

"Hailing, it's my parents who are sorry!" In the end, Yu Mei continued to speak, "Fortunately, your aunt was willing to ask for you later, and your father and I both thought that how could she be my own sister, she would not treat the child badly, and it could be regarded as giving you a good home." Although she said that she usually has a big temper, she is still kind-hearted, you look inside and out, your uncles and aunts, how can anyone say that your aunt is not good. ”

Hailing's whole body trembled, "Chen Jianhua is good in front of people, but you all know how she treats me." ”

She has known since she was a child that Chen Jianhua is a good person in front of the whole family, she is generous to her brothers and sisters-in-law, and she always gives her nephews big red envelopes and buys new clothes during the New Year. But for herself, isn't it a trivial matter that Hailing has been beaten and scolded so much since she was a child?

Hailing thought of his excess, and then thought about the extra children in his belly, as well as the two that he had thrown away, he was so ruthless, he never considered the wishes and life of the children in his belly, and only regarded them as troubles that needed to be dealt with urgently.

It turns out that when a child is young, she is such a small existence.

Without the approval of their parents, they have no value in existence, and they become just a lump of meat that can be sacrificed at any time.

Chen Xiaohe and Tan Tian hugged the little sister beside them tightly, "Hailing, I'm sorry, we will be here in the future." ”

Everyone is too aware of Xiaomei's experience, Chen Xiaohe now hates why he never said a word to Xiaomei, and always follows the words of the strong aunt and goes to count Hailing's bad behavior together.

After a long time, Chen Xiaohe looked at everyone and said, "Don't blame our parents, the two of them are also poor people, life has to go on, everyone looks forward, now Hailing is in trouble, let's help her together." ”

Chen Xiaohe is clear, his mother used to occasionally talk about the past, Chen Xiaohe knew how much pressure his parents were at that time, and his parents made such a choice, and in that era, they also had great courage to break the boat.

And now, they have to pay for their original choices, and they are also pitiful.

Hearing her eldest daughter's comfort, Yu Mei's mood was not a little better, she knew that what she should come was always coming, and she had always been sad in her heart.

"I don't regret giving birth to each of you, and your father and I hate ourselves for not being able to raise each of you well and make you suffer and suffer, we are very sorry. ”

After hearing this, Chen Xiaohe couldn't help but go over and hug his mother, "Mom, we all know it." "How deep Yu Mei's love for her children is, Chen Xiaohe's feelings are the clearest.

After Tan Tian said the grievances in his heart earlier, his mood slowly calmed down, yes, it's been so many years, what else can he do.

"Hailing, no matter what, you still grew up by my aunt's side, my aunt is a little quick-tempered, we now know that you are my own sister, and I will definitely take care of you more in the future, who you want to follow in the future, it is up to you to decide, we are all on your side." After speaking, she shook Hailing's hand tightly.

Hailing looked at everyone, and finally nodded.

As if it was agreed, everyone started to eat again, the sisters all began to eat, Chen Xiaolu also ate, Yu Mei also ate, and the rest of the time, the dinner table was quiet.

After the meal, Chen Xiaohe and Tan Tian each took out 2,000 yuan and handed it to Hailing, explaining that Hailing lived at home with peace of mind, and went to buy whatever he needed.

Chen Xiaolu is a poor bastard, so naturally he can't get a penny.

After Hailing heard about her life experience, although she was shocked at first, she also seemed to be alive again, and her eyes became resolute.

She has secretly decided in her heart that she will never make hasty decisions like her own mother, and has the courage to give birth to the child, but she does not have the determination to raise her, and finally let the child suffer for a lifetime.

Yu Mei's injury will probably need to be recuperated at home for two months, just so that she can get along with Hailing well.

Chen Xiaohe told Chen Xiaolu that he must have a good relationship with his mother-in-law, after all, he still has to rely on her to help take care of the child.

Chen Jianqiang was surprisingly quiet that afternoon, and stayed in the side room and did not come out. Faced with the scars of his past, he became even less verbal.

In the afternoon, Chen Xiaohe, Chen Xiaolu, and Tan Mei left together, all of whom were dragging their families with their families, and they didn't have much time to hang out.

Chen Xiaohe's temporary change of ticket did not go so smoothly, she needed to change trains halfway, and her suitcase was also stuffed with her father when she came, which was said to contain noodles, eggs, and millet that had just been harvested this year.

Chen Xiaohe rushed around on the platform with the suitcase that was almost crushed, and with her miserable mood, this return journey was particularly sad.

It wasn't until half past eleven in the evening that Chen Xiaohe stepped into the house.

It was pitch black in the house, and my husband and children were sleeping.

However, Chen Xiaohe's return still woke Su Fa up again.

Su Fa got up in a cloak and went out to see Chen Xiaohe sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Looking at Chen Xiaohe, who was anxious before returning to his hometown and looked gloomy after coming back, Su Fa felt distressed for a while, and he went over and hugged his wife.

Although Chen Xiaohe hadn't said anything yet, Su Fa could understand it.

How many times has it been since he got married, as long as he goes back to his hometown every time, Chen Xiaohe's mood will always become unbeautiful. The probable reason is that I am homesick, in the first few years, every time I come back, I am in tears, I feel sorry for my parents in my hometown, I blame myself for being a distant married girl who can't always comfort my parents, and envy the warm time of the big family's affection, not like my own home, which is forever deserted in the big city.