The current Ji Liunian gives me such a feeling, which is very uneasy and erodes my self-confidence.

Is it because I used to look too closely? So when he suddenly jumped out of my palm, I would panic like this, and I felt like I couldn't control it.

"I know you're mad at me. His low voice whispered in my ear.

His lips touched my ears like a kiss, making me stiff and sore like an electric shock, and my heart was like a path.

My mind was a little messy, and I pursed my lips and didn't speak.

He sighed, "Can you give me some time?"

I didn't say anything, and then I heard his faint voice ringing softly in my ears like water: "When I knew that my situation was not good, I told my grandfather that I wanted to leave the Ji family, if I really want to leave, in the rest of the days, I just want to do what I want to do, what I am willing to do." ”

"He has always known that I am not a child of the Ji family, but for him, what if I am not a child of the Ji family? As long as my surname is Ji, as long as I can make the Ji family continue to prosper, that's it, he promised me that he would leave the position of the helmsman of the Ji family to me, but the premise is that I can't have my own children, which means that the Ji family will still be handed over to the Ji family in the future." ”

"All along, you are the only one I want to marry, and you are the only one I want to marry, so why am I willing to let you marry me without having children of your own?"

"I rejected him, but he said that if I leave now, he won't let me go out of the Ji family, but he put forward the conditions, I agreed to my grandfather's conditions, the conditions for leaving the Ji family, he asked me to help the Ji family clean up the moths that have eroded the Ji family for many years, when I was in the Ji family, they were afraid of me and didn't dare to make trouble against the wind, so only if I left, only by letting the Ji family mess up can those people be wiped out. ”

"I didn't actually have surgery at all, because the doctor told me that success and failure were half and half and it was like a gamble that I couldn't choose, so at that moment, I was finally pushed out of the operating room. ”

"I grew up in Ji's family, and my grandfather has always treated me well, so I should repay the favor, so I thought, wait until everything is taken care of before I have that operation, whether it is life or death. ”

"What's more, I don't want to leave now, because you and I are reluctant to leave. ”

"It is precisely because I know that what is about to happen is dangerous, and I have too many enemies, I dare not be kind to you anymore, for fear that you will become the handle of those people who threaten me, and become my soft help, although some things are calculations, but some things are true. ”

"Ji Nan's matter is true, the fact that I was kicked out of the Ji family is true, and it is also true that I was injured, although I thought about designing myself to leave the Ji family, but I didn't think about leaving in that way, and I didn't think about letting Ji Nan return to the Ji family again. ”

"In order to prevent others from threatening my mother, I went to your grandfather and asked him to protect my mother, I think, Xiao Xu has already told you about the matter between me and your grandfather, but there is one thing he doesn't know, that is, your second uncle. ”

"Your grandfather was not ruthless enough after all, or left him alive, just let me collect his documents and throw him abroad penniless, not allowing him to come back, but he was finally found by the people behind him, your grandfather was afraid that he would come back, and he would continue to chase the harmful thing, so he added a condition to completely remove your second uncle's trouble, he said that if he can't do it, he will not marry you to me, but before that, you will never be allowed to have anything to do with me. ”

"I know that he is actually afraid that I will implicate you, afraid that you will be in danger because of me. ”

"You came to the Ji family as Mrs. Ji, everything has not yet settled, any danger may happen, I am afraid that I will not be able to take care of you, I wanted to force you to go, so ** held my wedding with Huo Sijing, when you asked me that day, I was actually panicked, I was also afraid that you would be sad, afraid that I would not be able to save you afterwards. ”

"Later, grandpa died, everything was disrupted, in fact, I am very glad that grandpa died at that time, his death, prevented everything, but advanced the danger, Ji Nan came back, my life experience was revealed, the Ji family was in chaos, and at the same time, I was also kicked out. ”

"It's not the way I wanted, but since it happened, I had to do it. ”

"My father, the person he likes is Ji Nan's mother, she was unmarried and pregnant, and left after giving birth to a child, all of this has nothing to do with my mother, but because of her relationship, Ji Nan's mother will die of dystocia, so my father will inevitably hold a grudge. ”

"At that time, my mother was engaged to him, and when the family learned that he already had a woman outside and was pregnant, my mother's relatives came to provoke her in order to remove her troubles, so Ji Nan's mother died in childbirth, in my father's heart, he hated it, so he swallowed his mother's family. ”

"Ji Nan's cripple, he was indifferent when my mother and I were kicked out, Ji Nan was the child he gave birth to with his beloved, and he has always been a baby, but now he has become a cripple, he naturally hates me. ”

"When I was kicked out, he only said one thing to me, and if I could go back alive, he could choose to forgive me. ”

"That night, I was embattled, and I thought it was time for me to go back to Ji's house, so I called Ji Kailai

Pick me up, grandpa's will has not been announced, I told Ji Kai that grandpa's will is with me, after I went back, I announced the will that night, it turned out that grandpa finally insisted on handing over the position of the helmsman of the Ji family to me, and the condition was that I could not get married. ”

"I think my grandfather is not at ease after all, he is afraid that once I get married, I will eventually have children, and he is afraid that I will be selfish. ”

"I insisted on leaving the Ji family, and I didn't want to live that kind of life anymore, and I didn't want you to follow me and be afraid, so I didn't take over, I wanted to take you away overnight, but I didn't want to go back When you were gone, I saw two things you left me, a sorry sentence, a divorce agreement, you don't know, what kind of mood I felt when I saw those two things, my heart was panicked, and I lost my former calmness. ”

"I thought you knew those things, I thought you were angry because I cheated on you, and then I found out that you made a deal with Ji Kai. ”

He smiled bitterly: "You are really deceiving, Ji Kai felt unwilling to lose, so he tried his best to take you away, because he didn't want me to go well and everything went well, so he took away the most precious and important you for me." ”

It turns out that I was deceived by Ji Kai? No wonder, he never appeared again, is it because I'm sorry?

If it weren't for him, maybe it wouldn't have happened.

"I originally decided to go to you after handling the affairs of the Ji family and your second uncle, and I will never come back after finding you, because my grandfather said in his will that if I still choose to leave the Ji family, if that is the case, he wants me not to set foot in the city again, so I decided not to come back after finding you. ”

"Before the Ji family's affairs were dealt with, I learned that you had fallen into the hands of your second uncle. ”

"When I saw you hanging from such a high place, my whole heart was pinched, and I was extremely angry, I didn't dare to be nice to you, I was always on guard against such a thing happening, but I didn't want it to happen in the end. ”

"Qiao Ling, I didn't ignore you, in fact, I have always been by your side, you were rescued, I was also seriously injured, lying in bed for half a year, in fact, I have always lived next door to you, I listen to Xiao Xu tell me about you every day, I know that your situation is very bad, but I dare not appear in front of you like that, I don't want to see you show me unbearable or even pity eyes, I don't want to at all, I hope, in your heart, I will always be the man who is looked up and worshiped by you, like a god-like existence, not a waste。 ”

"I deliberately asked Qiao Yu not to tell you my news, not to tell you whether I am alive or dead, it doesn't matter if I am selfish, I am selfish, if I tell you that I am dead, I am afraid that you will choose to forget me, and then throw yourself into the arms of another person, I don't want to, so I left a faint hope in Li. ”

"I said to Qiao Yu, if one day I die, let him tell you my news again, maybe he apologizes to me for what happened, and he agreed. ”

"After a series of surgeries and recuperation, I was in the hospital for more than a year. ”

I listened quietly, tears falling from my eyes.

He grabbed my hand with extra force, he grabbed my hand and put it on his cheek, but his voice was extremely calm: "The face you see now has only become like this after countless surgeries, Qiao Ling......"

I trembled, and I thought that he must have been unrecognizable at that time, and was badly injured, otherwise he would not have felt inferior and would not dare to appear in front of me.

I choked up and asked, "But you've been gone for years." ”

"I have to support you, how can I bear to let you follow me with coarse tea and light rice, and worry about firewood, rice, oil and salt every day. ”

I sobbed, "So have you saved enough money now?"

He smiled and said warmly: "I've saved enough, I've saved enough." ”

"How long will I be able to splurge it?" I asked.

"It's not enough for you to squander for the rest of your life, but I can earn more. ”

I laughed, put the mustard away, and turned uncontrollably to hug him.

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