Chapter 74: Don't Punish Yourself for Other People's Mistakes
"Yes. We met at a party, when he had just graduated...... Later, we fell in love, and he wanted to start a company with a friend, but he didn't have the funds in his hands.
I happen to have about 50,000 yuan of pocket money in my hand, which my parents usually give me.
At that time, they were all given to him and supported him to start his business...... But there are still tens of thousands of dollars left. The person he partnered with had already taken out his own part, and he was less than 30,000 yuan. ”
The girl stopped talking about this.
Zigui guessed: "You went to apply for a campus loan?"
The girl nodded.
"I thought you would ask your parents for it, after all, they have the ability to help you financially. Or borrow it from a classmate close to you. ”
I spoke to my dad and he agreed, but a week later he was adamant and prevented me from associating with him. I think 30,000 is a small part of my pocket money. I don't care, even if the loan is repaid soon. ”
Zigui didn't speak again, and she could guess what was next.
"I thought I could pay back, but in the next few months, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't change it.
In addition to living expenses, the family no longer gives me extra pocket money.
Those months...... I, I never thought that they would actually threaten me with my fruit photos. ”
What can be said?
Is it brainless? No one has the heart to defend against others, or is it stupid?
No!
None of that.
And their families protect them too well.
"And then?" Zigui asked softly.
Then, my dad found out about it and immediately paid it back, but the photos went viral on the Internet like fermentation. I...... Everywhere I go, people laugh at me, and their eyes are horrible... It's horrible......"
In other words, the matter has been resolved. Zigui looked at the girl: "Look, there is no endless road, and your relatives are helping you, right?"
"It's not as simple as you say. The girl yelled.
"Isn't it a fortunate thing that your family has helped you when you have something in trouble, and you are not able to solve it yourself?" Zigui put his hands on the girl's shoulders, and his eyes were sincere: "Believe me, this is a simple matter." ”
The girl looked at Zigui differently, she was shocked by her words, and she was infected by the seriousness in her eyes.
It seemed that there was magic in her words, and she was willing to take the intern's word for it.
"If your family, your relatives, your friends can't help you repay the loan, that's really a problem. However, it is far from seeking death. ”
"Don't die? Do you want to live to be bullied and collected debts, or even beaten to death?"
"It's easy to die, but when you die, don't you just throw dirty water on you, and you don't even have a chance to wash it off. Although it is difficult to live, you can still think about what you think and think about what you think. ”
The girl didn't ask questions, she didn't refute, she was thinking about the words of the child's return.
"As for other people's eyes. If it's a relative, if it's someone who cares, we can still explain, but if it's an irrelevant person, why care. We must control our own joys, sorrows, and sorrows in our own hands, and we cannot let others control our emotions, what do you say?"
The girl was surprised: "Have you always thought like this? Then you never cared what people said about you?"
"I care, how can I not care. Zigui laughed: "I am a human being, alas, a person with seven emotions and six desires, not those desireless and desireless immortals staged on TV." ”
"Then, don't worry what you say. ”
"yes, I can't do it yet. However, I have this awareness, and I have been studying hard and improving. Therefore, I will still be depressed and angry, but I will never punish myself, let alone let my unhappiness affect me for too long. Otherwise, it will really be a matter of punishing yourself for the mistakes of others. ”
For a long time, the girl did not speak.
Undoubtedly, Zigui's words, she listened to them.
The room was quiet.
Zigui doesn't know when there is an extra pen in his hand, at the fingertips, slowly rotate, rotate, rotate again......
The girl's eyes were drawn to the pen in the middle of the child.
…… Her eyes were tired, and she slowly fell into a deep sleep.
"Push open that door, there is blue sky, white clouds, grass, flowers, and many more people who need help...... They are working hard, strong, and happy to live... You'll help them... You'll wake up in 10 seconds, and you'll be relaxed, comfortable, and hungry when you wake up......."
After Zigui walked out of Pingye's office, he was already very tired.
She didn't see Mo Lele's mother, and she didn't plan to meet the middle-aged woman.
The moment she pushed open the door of Beichen's office.
"You are a newborn calf, not afraid of tigers. ”
Hearing the sound and seeing, it was Mo Jiacheng.
He sat on the couch with admiration and enthusiasm in his eyes.
Zigui smiled embarrassedly: "Teacher Mo is good." ”
"I didn't expect Zhou Tai to be really lucky, and the blind cat met a dead mouse. ”
"......" what?
Blind cat?
Zigui said that he couldn't keep up with Teacher Mo's thinking.
Jiang Beichen completely ignored Mo Jiacheng's existence, held a small light blue porcelain vase in his hand, and walked in front of Zigui.
"Does it hurt?"
"Huh?"
Jiang Beichen tilted the porcelain vase, and the porcelain vase was filled with a pale pink liquid, and he poured it into his palm.
Raise your hand and put it on her cheek, where she had just been beaten.
For a moment, it was cold.
Zigui lowered his eyes in embarrassment, and his cheeks were slightly red.
Jiang Beichen's ignorance of Mo Jiacheng does not mean that Zigui will also ignore Mo Jiacheng.
Subconsciously wanted to hide, but Jiang Beichen firmly controlled it in his arms: "Don't move." ”
"Well, that one really doesn't hurt me. Zi stammered and explained, "She didn't use any force." ”
Mo Jiacheng, who was sitting on the sofa on the side, pulled a long voice: "I am air, I am not a light bulb, I am air, I am not a light bulb......"
Jiang Beichen smiled, turned his head to look at Mo Jiacheng, and said lightly: "Mr. Mo, what is your salary this month?"
"......" Mo Jiacheng was immediately vigilant, especially noticing Jiang Beichen's smiling appearance, and immediately beat a drum in his heart: "Not much, not much, it's not enough for me to go to [Lanyue Tower] to rub it." ”
"I thought you were too much to use, and I thought you should contribute something to help those who really need help. ”
"No, no. Mo Jiacheng laughed with him, and as he spoke, he shook out of Jiang Beichen's office.
She knew very well that he would not listen to the request to let him go and apply the medicine himself.
Anyway, Mo Jiacheng has already left.
She simply didn't say much nonsense: "What you said just now is exactly what I want to say to you." ”
"Okay, then I'll let Mo Jiacheng contribute. ”
"......" Zigui thought, no, she had no choice but to tilt towards Jiang Beichen.
Just in time to see the corners of his lips raised.
"You know what I'm talking about. ”
"Yes. Jiang Beichen's hand rubbed gently: "How is it, do you feel comfortable?" ”
"It's cold, it doesn't hurt anymore. ”