Before I met Su Xuejing, even if my brothers mentioned her resentfully, I didn't bother to think about her, because I really didn't have the heart to think about other things, what I was most concerned about was my life, for fear that it would be really useless, but the moment I saw Su Xuejing, my heart still couldn't help twitching, and I couldn't help but think of her cousin's gloating expression when she kicked my crotch.

And, my brothers are even more angry than me, they know very well in their hearts that although the person who kicked and injured me was Su Xuejing's cousin, the initiator was Su Xuejing, and her cousin was just an execution machine, so the brothers had already pulled their hatred on Su Xuejing's body, and as soon as they saw her appear, Ding Wudi stepped forward to get her without saying a word.

I immediately reached out and stopped them, signaling them not to move.

Although I am also angry, but I have to suppress it, I know that it is very easy to deal with Su Xuejing as a woman, but the wild wolf behind her, and even the entire Heavenly Wolf Gang, we can't afford to offend, Boss Li finally suppressed the matter, and let the target of the wild wolf be transferred to him, if I impulsively teach Su Xuejing a lesson here, it will definitely set herself on fire, and even destroy the entire Zhongyi League.

So, no matter what, I have to endure it first, the brothers saw that I stopped it, and they didn't mess around anymore, they stood directly behind me, staring angrily at Su Xuejing who was walking towards me, she seemed to be looking for me, as soon as she saw me, her steps accelerated more and more, and soon came to me.

Standing in front of me, she didn't turn around, and said directly to me: "I want to talk to you alone!"

Maybe it was because Boss Li suppressed her cousin, this time, Su Xuejing's attitude was not so arrogant and domineering, her tone was calm, and after she finished speaking, she walked straight to a tree at the gate of my school.

I hesitated a few times, and followed, at this moment, my expression was very calm, but my eyes were full of anger, and I don't know if Su Xuejing felt my anger, her posture was lowered, and her face was more sincere, she went straight to the point, and prayed to me with tears in her eyes: "Wu Lai, I apologize to you, can you let Song Wenming go, I beg you!"

Her voice was choked, and after she finished speaking, the tears in her eyes became more crystal clear, and her appearance was pitiful, which made people feel pity, she was hard and soft, follow me soft.

Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but stretch out my hand, and when the crystal tears in her eyes slid down, my fingers touched the white and tender skin of her cheeks and caught her tears, and then, I withdrew my hand, looked at my right finger that was wet with Su Xuejing's tears, and said bitterly:

"Su Xuejing, do you know? If you begged me with this attitude when you came to me for the first time, I might have let Song Wenming go for the sake of my old classmates, but you didn't, and even let your cousin beat me, insulted me, and gave me fatal injuries, so now, I can tell you clearly, it's impossible, Song Wenming, I will never let go, never!"

After speaking, I resolutely turned around and left straight away, and after walking a few steps, Su Xuejing's crying voice immediately came from behind me: "Wu Lai, do you have to make a big deal to be willing?"

I turned my head indifferently, stared at Su Xuejing with my red eyes, and said viciously: "The matter has become a big problem, if you are dissatisfied, even if you let your cousin get involved in this matter, I am not afraid, Su Xuejing, I tell you, my patience is also limited, I hope you don't come to me next time, I'm afraid I can't help but do it to you!" After speaking, I didn't look at her again, and left resolutely, although my lower body was still aching faintly, and it was possible to be useless, but at this moment, I still held my chest up, and my spirit was cloudy.

When I approached the brothers, the brothers immediately complained, "Brother Rui, will you just let that bitch go?"

I didn't want to explain too much, so I just said bitterly: "Let's go!"

An hour later, we arrived at the Municipal Men's Hospital, where I found the most experienced veteran specialists to diagnose me.

I held on to that glimmer of hope, hoping that the bad luck would not really fall on me, but, in the end, the bad luck came, no matter how to stop it, the old expert gave me the diagnosis that the injury was critical, the problem was serious, and it could not be diagnosed and treated, mainly depending on my own recovery ability, looking at the creation, he suggested that I stay with my girlfriend more, communicate more, do more foreplay and so on, maybe it can stimulate my potential and let me recover.

The old expert's words were not absolute, but I could hear that he was comforting me, I was useless, really useless, and in an instant, I felt that the world in front of me was dark. All the good things I had hoped for collapsed in an instant, and all of them were finished.

The panic in my heart, like a flood, hit me fiercely, making me feel painful, I still thought that I would work hard to build my own gang and create my own future, I can be free, I can be unrestrained, I can meet Xu Nan in a beautiful way, and I can live a happy life with her.

But now, I have become a wasted person, a complete wasted person, everything has turned into a bubble, gone, gone, I seem to be stupid all of a sudden, I don't even know how I got out of the hospital, how I returned to the dormitory, the whole person is stunned, expressionless, panicked inside.

Maybe this cruel fact hit me too hard, shattered my soul at once, made me too afraid, afraid to face the world, afraid to face everyone, so, after returning to the dormitory, I didn't dare to go out again, I felt that I had no face to see people, really no face.

The brothers of the Loyal Alliance have heard about me, and none of them laughed at me, but they were indignant about my affairs, and they all wanted to avenge me, although they understood that our Loyal Alliance had absolutely no chance of winning against the Celestial Wolf Gang, but the brothers were not afraid, and said that they must avenge this revenge.

However, I have lost my ambition, I don't even have the idea and courage to take revenge, and I don't even want to take care of the affairs of the Loyalty Alliance, so I left it to Ding Wudi to take care of, and told him not to make trouble, don't trouble my brothers.

Letting go of everything, I plunged headlong into my own painful world, unable to extricate myself.

People who don't know it personally, it is impossible to understand how painful it is to be abolished, it is not just as simple as making you unable to be a man, it simply makes you become not even a human being, this fatal blow even makes me have suicidal thoughts, but, when I think of so many people who have hopes for their own existence, I dispelled this idea again, but I live like this, it is really better to live than to die.

If it weren't for the fact that my heart has become stronger now, I would probably have collapsed and gone crazy now, but I'm not crazy now, it's almost like crazy, no matter how strong my heart is, I can't withstand such a cruel blow, what I want most in my life is to become a man who stands up to the sky and the earth, to become a real strong man, but now this fact has destroyed everything I have, I can't stand it, I really can't stand it.

I was in extreme pain, except for drinking, I couldn't find any way to get rid of my sorrows, I asked my brothers to take a lot of wine from the bar and put it in the bedroom, so that I could spend this trance time, for three days in a row, I never went out of the dormitory half a step, every day I was drunk like mud, how the brothers tried to persuade me, it was useless.

During this period, the beautiful man also contacted me, he seemed to know about me and wanted to persuade me, but I didn't want to go out at all, I didn't want to see anyone, and I even refused him.

With my self-depravity, the Loyalty Alliance has become unstable, although Ding Wudi is the master of the Qinglong Hall, he is not the leader of the alliance after all, he can't suppress the brothers in the alliance at all, not everyone is convinced of him, gradually, the loyalty and righteousness alliance has a faint tendency to disintegrate.

The so-called country can't be without a king for a day, my small organization, without me, really can't support it!

Although the Loyalty League was created by me and my brother with all my blood, it has almost become my life, the foundation of my struggle.

In the past, seeing that it was in danger, I would definitely be desperate to save it, but now, what is the use of me saving it, as far as I, who is not a man, how can I break into the rivers and lakes, what future can I have, the future has lost any excitement, I don't know what else I can expect, I am just a walking corpse, useless waste.

Seeing that the rift within the Loyalty Alliance is getting bigger and bigger, I, a waste, not only don't want to save it, but even want to dissolve it altogether, so that I can not only resolve the crisis on the side of the woman in red, but also allow the brothers to return to stability, and I will save myself from worrying about it anymore, and I will save myself from worrying about it again.

Thinking so, I immediately made up my mind secretly, and tonight, I announced to my brothers that I would dissolve the Loyalty Alliance.

However, before I could announce it, the accident came, and on this night, I received a phone call from a loach, who told me that Yang Jinyang was sent to the hospital and that Su Xuejing's cousin did it.

This news, suddenly like a blow to the head, woke me up in chaos, my heart, suddenly trembled, in an instant, I seemed to understand, I am too selfish, really too selfish, I just want to escape, think about depression, think about depravity, think about myself, but I didn't think about others, I caused a lot of trouble, leaving a mess for others, how could I not affect others.

Up to now, Song Wenming is still in my hands, the Song family and the wild wolf are eyeing me, but I simply thought that the dissolution of the Loyalty League would be over, and as a result, the wild wolf stretched out his claws to my good brother, beautiful man, wild wolf is not stupid, he must know that beautiful man is my best brother, and he persecuted beautiful man to force me to release him.

I'm gone, I'm dead, it's all my business, but now I've implicated a beautiful man, and I've actually caused him to be hospitalized, how can my conscience be at ease? How can I be worthy of a beautiful man?

Perhaps, escaping can't solve the problem at all, the road, I'm already halfway there, even if I decide to give up everything now, I'm afraid I won't be able to seek stability in the future, let alone let the people I care about be stable, because Song Wenming is a slut, I don't let him go, if there is trouble, I let him go, even more trouble, Song Wenming will definitely not let me go easily, even if I dissolve the Loyalty Alliance, it will still be difficult.

The reality is naked in front of me, what should I do? Let my brothers go alone and continue to shrink up and be a turtle with a shrunken head? Or stand up again and fight for the people I care about, and work hard?

Thinking about it, my eyes are red, my heart, very entangled, I keep drinking, but the more I drink, the more chaotic, just when I am in pain and entanglement, the door of my bedroom suddenly clanged, was knocked open, a wounded man hurriedly ran in, this person, is a brother of the Loyalty League, at this moment, he has a blue nose and swollen face, very embarrassed, but he can't care about himself, as soon as he comes in, he is very anxious and shouted at me:

"Brother Rui, it's not good, something big happened, our six farms, just now, were all smashed, most of the brothers who watched the field were injured and hospitalized, it was the people of the Sky Wolf Gang who did it, and they also released the words, if Song Wenming is not released tomorrow, they will completely destroy the Loyalty Alliance!"

Hearing this, my brain suddenly buzzed, exploded, the blood in my heart suddenly tumbled, my hand holding the cup, uncontrollably increased the force, bang, the wine glass in the hand was torn apart, and the wine was spilled all over the ground...