1078. The pain of losing a lover
For the iron ore project in Australia, from the heart, Li He still has reservations, he doesn't want to waste too much time and energy here, for a long-term project that will not yield results.
However, at this moment, Singh's remarks made him faintly moved, the cake of iron ore is too tempting!
Although Mu Yan's funeral was held in Western style, it passed the first seven according to Chinese customs.
There were no firecrackers, but the paper money was still a bit out of place to burn in this Western-style cemetery.
"Lao Mu, I have wronged you. Li He poured a glass of wine into the pile of papers, the flames flickered, he looked at the cemetery on the left and right, sighed and said, "The neighbors around you are all foreign devils, and I don't know if they can play mahjong, if they can't play, you have to teach them, carry forward the quintessence of the country at the same time, but also relieve yourself of loneliness, otherwise, you will really be very lonely." ”
"Yes, Lao Mu, I'm afraid you'll be alone. Liu Yibo cried to himself as he spoke, "You said that your brothers will not be by your side in the future, what can you do alone, really, find some fun for yourself, if you have time, your brothers will come back to see you often in the future." You don't have to be afraid of any one...."
Finally, I couldn't help it and cried louder.
"Dude. Meng Jianguo said in a voice that only he could hear, "I just showed you, there are several beautiful foreign girls around you, and they are also fragrant and jade, which is quite a match for you, you were so tired when you were alive, so restrained, this is gone, why do you talk so much, you should be chic..."
Probably influenced by Liu Yibo, his tears never stopped.
"Mu Yin, come over and talk to your father. Li He pulled Mu Yan's son to him and said comfortingly, "In the future, we won't be able to see our father often, so let's say goodbye to my father." ”
"Dad, I dreamed of you last night...."Mu Yin's age is not very old, but he understands everything he should understand, he doesn't understand what death is, but he understands, he will never see his father again, his eyes have always been red and swollen.
On the tombstone, Mu Yan's photo smiled brightly, Li He stared at his eyes, and said very seriously, "Old Mu, please believe me, I will help you raise your child, your son will be my son in the future, I will teach him to be a man, I will let him get the best education and live the best life, and even your old Mu family will help you keep an eye on it." ”
"Lao Li, come here. Meng Jianguo helped Yang Ling, who fainted on the ground, and hurriedly greeted Li He.
Li He didn't pinch her, but just touched her snort, "It's probably too sad, I'll carry the car and send it back to rest for a while." ”
He sincerely hopes that Yang Ling can cry a lot, so that he will not suppress everything in his heart, people can't stand it, and if they hold it for a long time, something will go wrong.
When Yang Ling woke up, she looked blankly at Meng Jianguo, Li He and others who were sitting on the sofa.
Liu Yibo asked Li He quietly, "You say, shouldn't she think about it?"
"Well, it's not impossible. Li He was worried about this, "If it weren't for Mu Yan as a fetter, she really wouldn't be able to hold on." ”
Only if you have truly loved a person can you understand the pain of losing your lover, he has lost, he understands, not to mention facing the death of her lover.
The taste of losing a lover is not crying, not a breakdown, not a whispering sadness, but a hallucination like pain in the limbs. It hurts, it throbs, it doesn't have any real source, but it's hard to heal.
"Xiao Li, can you come over for a moment?" Yang Ling sat up from the bed and leaned her back against the head of the bed.
"Sister Yang, if you have anything to say, we don't agree. Li He walked over and poured her a cup of tea.
Yang Ling took the tea, took a sip of her dry lips, and said with a reluctant smile, "Thank you." ”
"Don't be so polite. Li He waited for her to drink well and put the teacup down again, "What's the matter?"
"You'll help me take care of Mu Yin, right?" Yang Ling asked hopefully.
"Of course," Li He felt that something was wrong, and then continued, "But the most we can give is material, the love given by our mother is irreplaceable by any of us, he has no father now, he can't be without a mother anymore, you have to cheer up quickly, even if it is for the sake of the child." ”
She closed her eyes in pain and muttered, "I know, I know everything, but, Xiao Li, you say, what should I do without him." ”
He is her sky, her earth, the brightest star in the sky, everything to her.
Tears moistened her eyes, but she never cried out loud, trying her best to control herself.
"Take your time, the child is still young. Li He rubbed his eyes, and he didn't know how to persuade him.
"We got married early, and we didn't say a word before he was admitted to college. He was admitted to college, and people said that I was not worthy of him, and he was going to be a city man.
I didn't care at the time, really, you really want someone to be good, it's enough to watch from afar. Yang Ling suddenly laughed, "As a result, one day I was washing clothes in the river, he ran over, I asked him what he was doing, he blushed, couldn't say a word, and then ran away." ”
She laughed even louder.
"Lao Mu has always been a shy person. Li He answered.
"Then I will understand his intentions, he is not a person without conscience. Yang Ling smiled and sighed, "Later, he went to college, and the living allowance every month was sent home.
What kind of thing is he, he doesn't say anything, but he has a lot of ideas in his heart, he is not as smart as him, but what kind of hardship does he have, what grievances does he have, he never easily tells anyone, he carries it himself," Yang Ling's tears finally came down, "When his wife was sick, I lived in his house despite my family's opposition, and I shared a little for him, I couldn't bear to see him suffer."
Later, he graduated from graduate school and was assigned to become a teacher.
Actually, we got married, Xiao Li, remember, when I came out of the train station, you and he picked me up. ”
"Yes. Li He wiped his tears.
Yang Ling continued, "Actually, I'm not stupid, I know he doesn't like me, he just sympathizes with me and doesn't want to live up to me. ”
Li He comforted, "He cares about you very much, and I, an outsider, can see it." ”
Yang Ling shook her head, "Don't you often speak a common language when you read? He and I don't have that language, and I have wronged him." You say, he lives aggrieved or not..."
Suddenly he burst into tears.
ps: I'm sorry, because of the text change problem, delayed for a few days, if there is no longer a problem, and then resume normal updates, I'm very sorry.