227. Tong Yue: Just because you are young, they sacrificed me

I don't know who he called and arranged a nurse for my sister, because of what he said before, so this time I accepted his kindness with peace of mind, and I was no longer grateful to him. (5) โˆž eight (5) โˆž eight (5) โˆž read (5) โˆž books, .โ†.oโ‰ˆ

After he hung up the phone, I didn't look at him, and said to him lightly: "It's late, you go back, I'll come here by myself." โ€

He didn't speak, lit a cigarette and smoked quietly, so I didn't bother to talk anymore, and kept my sister quiet.

I remembered what the doctor said before, and I was sad for a while, my sister's body, after this trauma, it is difficult to have children again......

I held my sister's hand, my head was on the back of her hand, my eyes were red, tears were streaming down my face, and my heart was bitter, if she knew about it, I don't know if she could withstand such a blow.

I don't know when I fell asleep, I felt a hand under my forehead, I slowly woke up, opened my eyes, and saw my sister awake, I was happy: "Sister, you are awake." โ€

Her blank gaze fell on me, and it took a long time before she nodded blankly.

She put her other hand on her stomach and asked hoarsely, "Yueyue, my child...... Is it still there?"

I took her hand tightly and pursed my lips, not knowing how to answer her question.

In the silence, she understood, smiled sadly, sad and desperate: "It's gone, isn't it?"

"Sister, don't get excited, the child will have it in the future. I was busy comforting her.

She sneered sadly: "Will there be more?" I'm afraid it won't......

After a pause, she shook her head with tears in the corners of her eyes: "There will be no more, I have been married to him for five years, and now I am pregnant with his first child, the doctor has already told me, I have experienced a trauma, and the system is not easy to conceive, so I don't think I will have any more children in the future......"

"No, no, no, now that medicine is so advanced, as long as you treat it well, you will definitely get pregnant. I said in a hurry, I was anxious to comfort her, so I didn't notice the meaning of her words, and I didn't react in the slightest, she had already had a miscarriage.

She stared at the ceiling with her eyes open, not speaking again, not knowing what she was thinking.

My sister is usually gentle and elegant, knowledgeable, and so desperate and empty she makes me panic, always worried that she will do something stupid, and my whole heart is lifted.

Unable to stand such a desperate silence, I asked, "Sister, what the hell is going on, how did you have a miscarriage?"

Since she cares so much about this child, she will definitely be careful in everything, and she will definitely not carelessly let her child have an accident.

I saw her eyelashes flutter, then she closed her eyes, and another line of tears dripped from the corners of her eyes and disappeared into the pillow.

I heard her hoarse voice trembling: "Because of pregnancy, I've been very sleepy lately, so I don't know when he came back, I was woken up by the sound in the bathroom, and after waking up, I heard what seemed to be a woman's voice......"

As she spoke, her long eyelashes fluttered again, and I could feel the sadness and bitterness in her heart.

"After so many years of marriage, I have always known that he has women outside, and there are quite a few, and I know that the people in this circle, who doesn't raise a few men like them outside? โ€

She opened her eyes and looked at me bitterly, smiling desolately: "Am I cowardly and useless?"

I shook my head, speechless.

Regardless of love or not, no woman will want her husband to be outside the home, they all hope that the man they marry will be a man who cares about the family, lives a good life with themselves, and occasionally cares about themselves, even if they don't love.

She continued: "I told him before, I don't care how many women you have outside, but there is one point, please don't bring the women outside back, he agreed, he has been married for so many years, and he really hasn't brought anyone back, but last night ......"

She took a desolate breath, "When I opened the bathroom door with curiosity, I saw him and the woman naked in the bathroom......"

She bit her lip and said no more out of shyness and shame.

Closing her eyes, she eased the depression in her chest, and then said: "I can tolerate him having other women, but I really can't stand him bringing people back, so I was really angry at that time, and I slapped the woman when I went in, and after coming back to my senses, the woman pushed me hard, I stumbled, the ground was very slippery, I didn't stand firm, and I fell." โ€

She wiped her tears and said in a trembling voice: "I saw blood coming out of my body, I told him to let him take me to the hospital, I said that the child is gone, but he just sneered and looked at me, hugged the woman and left the bathroom, and after a while, I heard an ambiguous sound from the bedroom." โ€

My sister's hand with me curled up and clasped my palm tightly, it hurt very much, but I didn't break free, I still held it tightly with her.

After a while, her strength relaxed a little, "I watched the blood under my body more and more, I struggled desperately, I was very scared, I was afraid that the child would leave me, I wanted to get up, I wanted to call an ambulance, I wanted to save the child, I didn't want him to leave me, I held the washstand and tried to stand up, but I couldn't stand up, at this time, the bathroom door opened, he actually threw me a mobile phone, asked me to call myself, said that even if I want to die, don't die in his house, bad luck ......"

She laughed desolate and desolate, let out a bone-crushing scream, and laughed with pity and pity.

Suddenly, she looked at me, her eyes trembled with hatred, my hands trembled a little, my mind and heart instantly turned blank and pale, and I couldn't understand why my sister, who had always loved me, looked at me like this.

There is no longer the gentle words of the past, and there is no tenderness to me in the past, my sister said to me hatefully: "Tong Yue, do you know that all this I have suffered is for you!"

I was a little confused, I couldn't react to the half-sound, and I didn't understand what she meant.

She laughed stupidly: "You don't know, in fact, the person he originally wanted to marry was you! Mom and Dad thought you were still young and reluctant, so they married me to him, who was several years older than you, until he got married, he didn't know that the bride was not you, and Mom and Dad actually cheated on the marriage!"

She stood up and said with hatred, "Just because you are small, they sacrificed me!"

I couldn't stand her hatred and the resentment that went deep into the bone marrow, my hand shook and drooped down, but she grabbed my hand, and her long nails clasped the back of my hand, drawing long finger marks. โ‘งโ˜†โ‘งโ˜†.๏ผ„.

"Do you know, for your sake, my parents forcibly separated me from the person I liked, do you know, I was still pregnant with a child at the time! Do you know how he has treated me for so many years! It's all because of you! You said that if you were the one who married him, would everything be different? I can live with the person I like, and that child will be safe, and I don't have to look at his face and endure his embarrassment. She roared excitedly.

I shook my head, I couldn't stand the sudden truth, I had the urge to run away, I tried to withdraw my hand, trying to pull my hand back from under her fingernails, but I couldn't break free.

I shook my head: "It's not like this, it's not like this. โ€

I don't believe that my parents would cheat on her marriage, I don't believe that my parents broke her up with the person she loves, and I don't believe that my sister was forced to marry her brother-in-law because of me.

"Don't believe me, don't believe me, go and ask my father, ask him who he named to marry in the first place, and ask him why I was the last person to marry!" she screamed.

My hand finally pulled out from under her fingertips, I staggered back a few steps, hit the wall, the uneven unknown object under my feet made me subconsciously lower my head, I saw a lot of cigarette butts lying on the ground, then I remembered Su Fanlai, when did he leave?

I don't know why, I suddenly wanted to see him, I just wanted to see him, but my feet were like a thousand gold weights of iron, and I couldn't step away.