He began to feel that my mother's salary for a month working outside was not as much as he earned in a day, it was a shame for him, how could his wife Lin Marting's wife go out for that little money to go out and show up, so my mother resigned. How happy my life was before, how dark my life was that year. ”

"He forgot the oath he made with my mother, and he forgot the oath he made in front of my grandfather, he said that he would give my mother a happy life, and he would definitely earn a lot of money in the future, so that my mother would not have to do anything, just be Mrs. Kuo at home. ”

"The human heart is the most changeable thing, if he was hateful from the beginning, maybe I wouldn't hate him as much as I do today, but he is not, he has been a good husband since I was born, a good father, although he has no money, but he always gives me and my mother to eat, and when he works, he eats a cold steamed bun to fill his stomach. And let me ride on his not very broad shoulder, holding my mother's hand and going home together......"

Lin Yan took a deep breath, Gu Sheng's heart turned into a rotten rag, he knew that Lin Yan had no sense of security, and he knew that Lin Yan was not easy to communicate with people, but when he listened to Lin Yan explain the reason, he suddenly felt that his heart was sour and swollen, and he hugged Lin Yan tightly.

How could this person be so brave, even with the tragic experience of his parents, Lin Yan still held his hand like a moth to a fire.

"After ......"

Lin Yan paused, he seemed to be enduring great pain, his eyes were dyed red, and his brows were tightly locked.

After that, he didn't even have the original guilt, he was dizzy by the warbler Yanyan outside, no matter how my mother begged him, he didn't look back, until his current wife was pregnant with his child, ran to my mother and said begging my mother to give their mother and son a way to live, but she asked my mother to give them a way to live, who will give us a way to live. ”

"Lin Ying divorced my mother for the sake of the mother and son, and only kept the house for the two of us, because my mother's name was written when the house was bought. He didn't even give my mother a cent of my child support, but they walked cleanly, but my mother was depressed because of this incident, and in order to treat the disease, the family's savings that were not much left were all used up. ”

"She always has to look for Lin Martingale everywhere, sometimes I don't even know me when I get sick, I am often injured by her, that is, that year, I was only twelve years old, my mother committed suicide on a rainy night, I knew that she was depressed but did not put away sharp things, ironically she still ringed the music box that Lin Martingale gave her at the beginning, and she thought about him until she died. ”

Lin Yan's whole body was trembling, he thought that after so many years, he would be able to face this matter calmly, and he could obviously go to his mother's grave, but when he really told these old things, he found that he was still in pain.

The old wound doesn't heal and doesn't exist, it still hurts like a bone when you turn it up.

Lin Yan's eyes were clouded, "Do you know how desperate he is? Not only did he not pay a penny for my mother's funeral, it was obviously he who killed her, but he enjoyed the joy of family with others with peace of mind, and he didn't even look at my mother, it's ridiculous, he and my mother were so loving that people in the community said that they were a model couple." In the end, when the heart is ruthless, it will kill people without seeing blood. ”

"I borrowed the money for my mother's funeral from the neighbors around me, but there was really no way, so I ran to my uncle, knelt on the ground and begged for a long time, and they borrowed me 3,000 yuan crookedly. And for fear that I would run away, he gave me an IOU. When I was young, they didn't come to my house to fight the autumn breeze, and my mother never said anything. ”

"I owe a lot of money after my mother's funeral, I don't even want to read books, I don't even want to live, but when I saw Lin Ying coming out of the mall with the woman in her arms and laughing, I thought I still have to live, and live well, and then let them regret it, let them kneel in front of my mother's grave and kowtow to apologize. ”

Lin Yan's eyes were ruthless, and the muscles and bones of his whole body were tense, "But I didn't want to do it after yesterday, and I soiled my mother's reincarnation in vain." ”

Gu Sheng couldn't imagine how the twelve-year-old Lin Yan had carried the drastic changes in his family in the face of the upheaval in his family, and after finishing his mother's funeral alone, he knelt down and begged for money.

Such a shameless person actually dared to go to Lin Yan's mother's grave yesterday, he was really not afraid that Lin Yan's mother would ask him for his life.

Gu Sheng lowered his head and kissed Lin Yan's forehead, "It's all over, I'll be here in the future." ”

If there is anything else, Gu Sheng doesn't need to say much, he will prove with practical actions that he will be good to Lin Yan for a lifetime.

Lin Yan nestled in his arms and nodded, "Hmm." ”

He won't ask Gu Sheng for anything, he knows that people's hearts are fickle, maybe one day it will not be Gu Sheng but him, that maybe, but he wants to do his best to be with Gu Sheng for a little longer, a little longer, and it is best for his life to pass like this.

The pain that had been buried in Lin Yan's heart for many years suddenly came out one day, Lin Yan thought that he would toss and turn and couldn't sleep, but he slept peacefully in Gu Sheng's arms, maybe this was his peace of mind.

On the contrary, Gu Sheng, who has always slept very well, rarely lost sleep.

Early the next morning, Gu Sheng called Huzi, "Huzi, I want to trouble you to help me check someone." ”

"Small problem, but Xiao Gu, my fee here is not low, is your family enough for you to marry a daughter-in-law?"

Regarding Huzi's concern, Gu Sheng said that he still has the money to marry his daughter-in-law.

"Hahaha, that's fine, who are you going to check?"

"Lin Ying, a native of City A, ...... in business"

Gu Sheng and Huzi briefly explained the information he knew, then hung up the phone and went to make breakfast.

Lin Yan was in a daze and was called up by Gu Sheng to eat breakfast, "I don't eat...... I'm going to sleep......"

Lin Yan turned over and continued to sleep, but Gu Sheng reluctantly asked him to get up, "It's not okay to skip breakfast, your stomach is not good." ”

Lin Yan suddenly pulled the quilt and put it on his head, wrapping himself into a silkworm baby.

Gu Sheng helplessly pulled his quilt, but was crushed by Lin Yan.

Gu Sheng sighed, and directly wrapped Lin Yan and the quilt to the dining table.

When Lin Yan was eating, everyone was stunned, and he almost didn't poke the spoon into his nose.

Gu Sheng didn't know that this person had gone to bed early last night, so why he couldn't wake up today.

took the bowl and spoon from Lin Yan's hand, and resigned himself to feeding Lin Yan, the giant baby.

took the paper to Lin Yan's hand to wipe his mouth, Lin Yan actually took his finger in one mouthful, and he didn't know if he was dazed, so he sucked his finger as a lollipop.

The warm mouth and the slippery tip of the tongue are all challenging Gu Sheng's reason early in the morning.

It turns out that he didn't sleep well last night, and people who are angry in the morning have no reason to speak of, Gu Sheng hugged the "silkworm baby" into the bedroom, so that Lin Yan tasted the consequences of teasing.

Until noon, Lin Yan sat in Gu Sheng's car, his inner thighs were still hot, since Gu Sheng tried this seem, he was no longer satisfied with Lin Yan's hand, Lin Yan felt that if this trend continued, he would be eaten by Gu Sheng sooner or later.

"Still angry? Eat some candy. ”

Gu Sheng took an orange-flavored lollipop to Lin Yan and shook it, Lin Yan turned his head very stiffly, anyone who didn't wake up early in the morning, was woken up, and felt uncomfortable.

Fortunately, he woke up quickly and pushed away Gu Sheng, who was gnawing on his neck, otherwise he wouldn't have seen anyone today.

What's more, they still have to go to Gu Sheng's parents' house, and he will be embarrassed.

Gu Sheng thoughtfully helped Lin Yan peel off the candy paper, and then handed it to Lin Yan, "Don't you eat it?"

Saying that, Gu Sheng withdrew his hand, really planning to eat it himself, Lin Yan obviously knew that Gu Sheng didn't like sweets, but he couldn't help but take a bite of the candy, and then glared at Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng leaned over and kissed his eyebrows, "I was wrong, forgive me, right?"

Lin Yan showed a look that he really couldn't help you, and he could be regarded as forgiving him.

X province, Lin Yan has not been to it yet, when they arrived, it was already night, the lights were bright, probably the night scene of the city was mostly similar, Lin Yan looked at the people outside, people coming and going, and his heart couldn't help but be hot.

This is where Gu Sheng was born and grew up.

Gu Sheng's home is a single-family building, the house looks like it is some years old, it should have been bought earlier, there is a small garden at the door, a lot of flowers and plants are planted, it is very well maintained, although it is a single-family building, it is not very big, and there are not many rooms, there was originally a guest room when Gu Sheng was young, Wu Yicheng often lived here, and later Wu Yicheng joined the army, and this room became a utility room and no one lived in it.

Very similar to Gu Sheng's residence in S City, it is very warmly furnished and full of fireworks.

As soon as Gu's mother saw that it was Lin Yan coming, a smile immediately bloomed on her face, and she stepped forward very enthusiastically to hold Lin Yan's hand, "Xiaoyan, you are here, you don't know how much Auntie misses you." ”

Lin Yan followed in and changed his slippers, and talked to Gu's mother with a smile, he likes to talk to Gu's mother, Gu's mother is very gentle, always reminds him of when he was a child, when his mother was not sick.

"Auntie, I miss you too, especially the sweet and sour pork ribs you made, Gu Sheng's cooking skills are far worse than yours. ”

"If you like it, Auntie will make it for you in a while. ”

Lin Yan followed Gu's mother in, and saw Gu's father sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, Lin Yan obediently shouted, "Hello, uncle." ”

"Well, you can have a small banquet at will, you're welcome, be your own home. ”

Lin Yan smiled and said nothing, Gu Sheng walked behind, carrying something in his hand, feeling that he was an outsider, and no one could remember that there was another one behind him.

However, when he saw Lin Yan's smiling face when he was talking to his mother, Gu Sheng couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly after him.