Chapter 194: There is an abyss ahead, but there is no turning back
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"Isn't it okay for ordinary people to live in seclusion?" Mo Chuyi said with a light smile, "What, you don't believe me?"
Fu Zi'er hurriedly shook her head, at this time, the person she believes in the most in this world is Mo Chuyi, even Xiao Yuanlang has changed, who else can she trust except Mo Chuyi?
I almost blew up Xiao Yuanlang's mobile phone last night, but he never answered, just replied with a message: Let each other be quiet for a while.
How could it be possible if during this time, Xiao Yuanlang told Mo Chuyi all the truth about the matter?
Then her life would be gray in an instant!
Therefore, before Xiao Yuanlang reveals the matter, she must first guarantee Mo Chuyi's trust, only in this way can it be possible that in the end, Mo Chuyi, who is amnesiac and dazed, will choose to believe her!
At the same time, she deeply regretted that she had overestimated Xiao Yuanlang's feelings for her! She thought that the person who would never betray her in this life was Xiao Yuanlang!
He loves her so much, he has no regrets!
However, now it seems that it is not like that! In that case, she will no longer care about the past feelings!
Under such panic and apprehension, last night was almost a sleepless night, and I finally fell asleep in the early hours of the morning, but I had that real dream again!
I even dreamed that Ning Yunxi pinched her neck, almost suffocating her, but fortunately she woke up in fright at that time, otherwise, that feeling was really terrible!
"Alright, let's go inside. โ
The doctor introduced by Mo Chuyi was a woman in her fifties, who had a noble temperament and a pair of sharp eyes under gold-rimmed glasses.
"Doctor Ji, this is my good sister Fu Zi'er, I just mentioned it to you. Mo Chuyi said, looked at Fu Zi'er, and introduced the two of them to each other, "This is Doctor Ji." โ
After a brief greeting, Fu Zi'er looked back and forth at the two of them hesitantly, and looked at Mo Chuyi with an embarrassed face, "Why don't you wait for me outside?"
"Alright then, don't be nervous. Mo Chuyi had a worried expression on his face, patted her shoulder and said encouragingly, but the warm color on his face did not reach the bottom of his eyes, and his eyes swept over the cold color.
Seeing her walk outside the courtyard, Fu Zi'er exhaled deeply, and her face was completely devoid of the politeness and gentleness she had just now.
She glared at Doctor Ji with vicious eyes, "Doctor, although you are not in the hospital, since you are a doctor, you must have medical ethics, right?"
Doctor Ji frowned and looked at her, his face flashing a little puzzled, "What did Miss Fu say?" As a doctor, I naturally have the ethics of a doctor, and I will not leak any of your privacy, so you can rest assured." โ
Fu Zi'er's face changed slightly, "Do you know what I'm going to say?"
The so-called psychotherapy, maybe in this process, is to talk and cooperate with the treatment, and what she is worried about is that if her psychological words are known by others, especially Mo Chuyi!
Then, she would never do such psychotherapy, if she hadn't been tortured to the point that she couldn't do it, she wouldn't have come.
And the reason why she took the risk and chose the doctor introduced by Mo Chuyi was because she wanted to prove her openness in front of Mo Chuyi!
If Xiao Yuanlang really told Mo Chuyi everything, maybe she would choose to believe Fu Zi'er because of this!
Of course, one of the most important reasons is that the purpose of her trip is certainly not to do psychotherapy, and the company has arranged a psychiatrist, and she has never gone to do therapy.
Because she didn't feel that she needed treatment psychologically, let alone go to this barren mountain and wilderness to treat the doctor without a license or a license?
Of course, the more informal this place is, the more reassuring it is, because in her opinion, the so-called doctors here are just Jianghu Langzhong, where do you get any medical ethics?
Therefore, because of Mo Chuyi's relationship, it is very likely that this Doctor Ji will tell Fu Zier's situation completely, and the truth of what she said in front of the psychiatrist is absolutely undoubted.
Therefore, in the end, Mo Chu will choose to believe her instead of Xiao Yuanlang!
This is the real purpose of Fu Zi'er's coming here!
The first step is to pretend that you are afraid of revealing your secrets, in order to remind the doctor that this must be exposed.
Dr. Ji laughed lightly, "Of course, you have written it all on your face, don't forget, I am a psychiatrist." โ
"You know, I'm an artist and a public ......figure," Fu Zier's face showed an embarrassed look after being recognized, and explained embarrassedly, "plus the recent news, I've been stared at by the paparazzi, so ......"
"It's okay, I can understand it, don't worry, I won't leak it out. Doctor Ji's eyes seemed to be as sharp as seeing through people's hearts, and his gaze was fixed on Fu Zi'er's pale face.
"Alright, let's get started. Fu Zi'er sat up straight and looked at her, but after coming into contact with her sharp eyes, a trace of panic passed through her heart.
Dr. Ji always kept a smile on his face, "It's already started. โ
Hearing this, Fu Zi'er raised her eyebrows slightly, and her face showed disdain.
Psychiatrists generally charge by the hour, and Dr. Ji in front of him can't wait to start charging from the moment they just enter the door?
Vulgar!
Therefore, this Jianghu Langzhong is good, and it is in her arms.
Catching a glimpse of the disdain in her eyes, Dr. Ji was not annoyed, and the gentle expression on her face never changed, "Miss Fu's face is very bad, you should pay more attention to your body, generally dreams are the opposite, if you have a nightmare, don't pay too much attention to it, even if it feels very real to you." โ
"How do you know I'm having a nightmare?" Fu Zi'er stared at it with wide eyes, and suddenly seemed to remember something, "Didn't the first junior high school tell you?" โ
"Miss Mo didn't tell me anything, you told me. โ
"What did I tell you?" Fu Zi'er asked puzzled.
"Yes, everything is written on your face. As he spoke, Dr. Ji took out a small round object that looked like a red rope hanging and put it on the table, "Relax, we're just chatting, don't treat yourself as a patient, remember, you're not a patient." โ
Hearing this, Fu Zi'er couldn't help but nodded, "I'm not sick! Yes, I'm not sick!" But Brother Peng said that I was sick and had to see a psychiatrist...... I'm just too stressed!"
"Everyone has stress, but the pressure needs to be relieved, as long as you vent it, then it's fine, so you can usually find a friend to talk to, or go to exercise, so you will be much better. โ
Listening to Dr. Ji's gentle tone, and then looking at the kind expression on her face, and the smiling appearance, it felt so familiar.
Immediately after, Dr. Ji picked up the red rope, and the round-shaped thing swayed back and forth in front of her eyes, "Child, you're just too tired, you need to relax, relax again......"
Her voice seemed to have a bewitching power, Fu Zi'er's body couldn't help but relax, and in the shaking of the circle shape, she saw Doctor Ji's kind and gentle face.
Fu Zi'er looked at her in a daze, looking at the shaking thing from time to time, and subconsciously blurted out, "Grandma...... Grandmother...... Is that you? Can you speak?"
"Get some sleep, kid, there's nothing to do with grandma, rest assured, you're too tired, just wake up." โ
"Well, okay, I'll just get some sleep......" Fu Zi'er said with a rare well-behaved appearance, looking at the dangling body in front of her with blank eyes, and her body relaxed and slowly fell on the sleeping chair behind.
"What kind of nightmare have you had?" Dr. Ji continued to shake the round thing in his hand, his sharp eyes looking at Fu Zi'er's face as white as paper.
At the mention of the nightmare, a layer of sweat oozed from Fu Zier's forehead, the expression on her face was painful, and she said in a daze, "I dreamed of Yunxi, Yunxi is still alive, she is still alive......"
"She's your friend, isn't it nice to be alive?" Dr. Ji asked, and the two of them chatted like they normally.
Fu Zi'er closed her eyes tightly, the beads of sweat oozing from her forehead became more and more, and she shook her head desperately, "No, she can't live, she can't ...... But if she were still alive, how nice would it be, I'm sure I wouldn't have nightmares, would I?"
"Well, but she's dead, and since you've taken that step, don't look back, don't look back, keep going......"
"But grandma, didn't you say that there is an abyss in front of me?" As she spoke, Fu Zi'er's eyes overflowed with crystal liquid, sliding down her pale cheeks, looking extremely sad.
"But there's no turning back, kid. โ
"Yes, I can't go back, so, grandma, you'll forgive me, right? I know it's wrong! Zi'er knows it's wrong! Grandma ......"
Fu Zi'er's cry was heart-rending and miserable, she shook her head desperately, and the liquid on her face could no longer tell whether it was beads of sweat or tears.
"Don't cry, relax, get a good night's sleep, sleep and wake up with nothing left, it's just a nightmare......"
"Really, Yunxi didn't die, you forgave me, didn't you, and you forgave me in the first year, right?"
"Yes, nothing has happened, you can relax and sleep, kid. โ
"Okay, I'll listen to you, grandma, I'll listen to you...... You don't know, I've missed you so much all these years, I really miss you, but I can't go to see you, and I'm so miserable!"
"Then why not?"
Fu Zi'er's tears flowed endlessly, "I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, you will get angry when you see me, and you will get sick...... But I miss you so much, grandma, really, I've been to see you many times, but I don't dare to go in......"
"You haven't tried it, so how do you know if you'll be forgiven?"
"How is that possible? I've done so many things I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Chu Yi, I'm sorry for Yunxi, I'm sorry for you...... I'm sorry you guys......"