Gu Yanran closed the door, she leaned against the door, panting heavily, she didn't want to hear it, she didn't want to know anything.

She found that she was the most cowardly one, who did not dare to face anything, and did not dare to bear the consequences that she could not bear.

She wiped her tears and hurried downstairs.

"Where are you going?" the door opened, and Wen Yanzhi's gloomy forehead appeared in her sight.

"I ...... I'm going to class, I'm going to ...... It's going to be late. Gu Yanran avoided his gaze and looked for his bag on the sofa in a panic.

She didn't want to face him now, let alone see him, she didn't want to think of what he said that he was Xie Heng, she felt that she needed to slow down.

"Gu Yanran, are you crazy!" Wen Yanzhi was so angry that he ran down the stairs and pulled her over, "Don't you know what your situation is now? You told me that you went to school!"

She is so weak now, and she doesn't know when the addiction will attack, so she rushes to school, what if something happens at school?

"I ...... I missed too many classes, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to graduate without credits this semester......" Gu Yanran shrank back, trying to avoid his touch.

"Gu Yanran, are you using such a bad excuse for me to perfunctory now?" Wen Yanzhi hugged her horizontally, "From now on, you will stay at home for me, and you are not allowed to go anywhere, let alone school, I will say hello to the school, and you will give me peace of mind to stay at home, and take care of my body......"

How could Gu Yanran not know what he meant by "recuperating his body", he wanted her to stay at home to quit drugs.

Gu Yanran naturally did not resist drug rehabilitation, but resisted him a little, she was not mentally prepared yet, she didn't know how to face him yet, she didn't want to stay with him.

"I ...... I can know if I am not feeling well, I don't need you to stay and take care of me, I can take care of myself. ”

Wen Yanzhi was angry, he grabbed her hand and motioned to her, "Are you sure you can take care of yourself?" Gu Yanran, look at your hand, if I hadn't been there yesterday, you might have died of blood by now, are you sure you can take care of yourself?"

Gu Yanran looked at the very tight bandage on her hand, her eyebrows lowered, and at this time, she saw that his hand was also wrapped in a bandage, she was startled, and hurriedly pulled his hand, "What's wrong with your hand? How can it be like this? Is it me...... Hurt you yesterday?"

She has no memory of yesterday's events at all, and when she is addicted on the Internet, people are unconscious and can't control themselves at all.

"No, you think too much, I scratched it myself. Wen Yanzhi withdrew his hand and silently put it behind him, "Now I'm talking about your business, I'll give you another chance to choose, if you want to go to school, you can, then I'll tell your grandfather about this immediately——"

"Don't!" Gu Yanran hurriedly stopped him, his grandfather was too old to withstand such stimulation, "I...... I'm not going

That's it......"

Besides, she didn't really want to go to school, she just wanted to find a place without him to avoid, if the premise was to tell the Xu family, it was not what she wanted to see at all.

And at this moment, Gu Yanran didn't know that she would be very glad that she didn't go to school that day in the future.

Because where she can't see, things have reached the point of no control.

"What do you want for breakfast? I'll make it for you. Wen Yanzhi looked at her with a haggard face, and couldn't say anything serious at all, he rubbed her head, "Eat Chinese or Western?"

Gu Yanran shook her head, she didn't really want to eat now, she didn't have an appetite at all, but seeing that Wen Yanzhi's face was a little bad, she hurriedly said, "That...... I don't know what to eat, you can make some and I'll eat them all. ”

Wen Yanzhi glanced at her suspiciously, nodded, and picked her up, "Go upstairs and wash up first, and I'll make you the morning." ”

Even if the two had done such an intimate thing before, every time Wen Yanzhi hugged her, she could palpitate for a while, "That...... I hurt my hand, not my leg, I can walk by myself, you don't have to accompany me, I can wash myself. ”

But seeing Wen Yanzhi frowning, Gu Yanran was so frightened that he didn't dare to say anything.

When she arrived in the bathroom, Gu Yanran understood why he came along, she looked at Wen Yanzhi who squeezed toothpaste for her and washed a towel for him, and her heart gradually warmed.

"Be careful, don't get wet. He lifted her sleeves and wiped her hands that were exposed beyond the bandages.

"That...... Lukewarm...... Wen Yanzhi—"

"Tell me to speak. Wen Yanzhi grabbed her hand tightly.

Gu Yanran felt a trace of pain, and gasped with a "hiss-"

"It's good if it hurts, so that you can remember it for a long time. Wen Yanzhi put the towel aside and took her hand and walked out.

Gu Yanran felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, she didn't know how to face him now, how could he really be Xie Heng, so she ......

"Gu Yanran, let me ask you, is Xie Heng important to you?" Wen Yanzhi looked at her with a tangled expression, and naturally guessed what she was thinking.

Gu Yanran nodded without hesitation, "It's very important, he ...... He's me...... Best friend. "But they can only be friends with each other.

"So what are you struggling with?"

"Huh?" Gu Yanran was a little confused.

"You said that he is a very important person for you, so even if I am him, there is nothing to be sad about, right?"

"But......" Gu Yanran couldn't say what it was like, but this was different, it wasn't the same at all, she could accept anyone else being Xie Heng, but he couldn't.

"If I'm really Xie Heng, what should you do?" Wen Yanzhi grabbed her shoulders and made her look at him, not giving her the slightest chance to escape.

"I ...... I...... I do not know. Gu Yanran bit her lower lip, not knowing what to do

Arrange.

"Yanran, I don't mean to force you, I just want to tell you that it doesn't matter who I am, it doesn't matter who you are, what matters is whether you can distinguish between the past and the present, no matter what happened before, it has passed. The moment is all that matters, isn't it?"

"I know ......" She naturally understands these truths, but she can't let go of them at all, and she can't get over that hurdle.

"You have to know whether you like him, or if you can't let go of him, it's just a kind of nostalgia for him, Gu Yanran, you know what, it's unfair to me that you're like this. I ask you, if I don't call it Yanzhi, if I don't have that much like him, will you like me?"

Gu Yanran couldn't speak for a while, she looked at Wen Yanzhi, and subconsciously wanted to escape this question.

"You won't!" Wen Yanzhi's eyes darkened, and he said categorically.

Gu Yanran raised his head, his eyes full of doubts, why would he think so surely?

"Don't say you like me, you won't come near me at all. ”

His words were like a knife piercing her heart, she shook her head, and hurriedly explained: "No, it's not like this......" But she didn't have the confidence to speak at all.

Yes, he was right, the first time she saw him that day, she rushed over because she thought he was very similar to words, and then approached him because she felt that he was familiar to her.

Wen Yanzhi smiled bitterly, "Yanran, you don't believe what you say." You see, just now, I just said that I may be Xie Heng, and you began to avoid me and want to stay away from me, we have experienced so much between us, is the relationship between us not as good as whether I am Xie Heng?"

Gu Yanran's palms were cold, and she couldn't say a word to refute at all.

"Gu Yanran, perhaps, you never liked me from the bottom of your heart, your feelings for me only originated from him, you love him, you think I am him, so you put your feelings for him on me. The light in Wen Yanzhi's eyes had completely dimmed, and his tone was a little helpless and a little self-deprecating.

"No, no...... Gu Yanran grabbed his clothes, "I don't have fake feelings for you." ”

She is not the ignorant she was before, she can naturally tell what kind of feelings she has for him.

"I ask you, what would you do if one day, your true words appeared?"

Gu Yanran's heart was shocked, her eyes flashed with confusion, pain, and finally extinguished like a candle that had been extinguished by water.

"Would you still choose me?"

Gu Yanran's hand couldn't stop trembling, "You...... Don't say it, it's impossible, you must say it, I won't admit it. ”

"Don't try to numb yourself, Yanran, maybe you're really wrong, you've been wrong for the past few months. Wen Yanzhi rubbed her head, "But don't worry, no matter what happens, I will always be with you." ”

Quick as a wink

, Gu Yanran burst into tears, "Don't say it anymore, don't say it anymore." ”

When she thought he was saying it before, she found that everything he did was very similar to what he said, and perhaps at that time, she had already begun to numb herself.

But now, when he said that he was Xie Heng, she found that his words and deeds were strikingly similar to Xie Heng.

Xie Heng always liked to rub her head at that time, and he always comforted her when she was sad, saying this sentence, "Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will always be with you." ”

"Okay, stop crying your nose, I'll make you breakfast, you stay in the room for a while, or come downstairs with me?" Wen Yanzhi wiped her tears and hooked her nose, "Always crying, don't your eyes hurt?"

"You made me cry. ”

"Okay, well, blame me. Wen Yanzhi smiled rarely, "I'll go downstairs first." ”

Gu Yanran nodded, closed the door immediately after he left, locked the door, tears flowed down in an instant, she suppressed herself and didn't let herself cry.

What should she do?

Another picture came to her mind.

Xie Heng took a bag of sugar crisp and put it in front of her, "Okay, don't cry, always cry, don't your eyes hurt?"

She glared at him, "It's clear that you made me cry." ”

"Okay, well, blame me. Xie Heng smiled and stuffed the sugar crisp into her mouth, "Eat something sweet, and you won't cry." ”

(End of chapter)