Chapter 14 Talking to Yourself

"Gaoyi, how do you manage to put on makeup every day and manage yourself meticulously. Endure me being so sloppy, don't you feel very tired and annoyed. Actually, we're not the same kind of people at all, and you don't have to accommodate me. ”

"Oh, did you endure meeting and dealing with me because I helped you, I felt embarrassed, and wanted to repay my favor?"

Gao Yi only stared at her eyes, with a posture of disrespect. He also saw that Wen Qingshui probably didn't know what he said at this moment, so he didn't pick up.

Wen Qingshui didn't plan to wait for Gao Yi's answer. She didn't care what his answer was.

"I helped you, but last time you invited me to dinner, and you listened to my nagging, and you have already paid it back. Neither of us owes anyone. You don't have to put up with me against your will. ”

As she spoke, she went to get the bottle again.

"Don't drink, you're drunk!"

"Drunk? not drunk! When you are drunk, you will not always remember the past; If you are drunk, you will not be able to sleep. But now not only can't I sleep, but I'm also very upset. ”

Wen Qingshui stood up as he spoke, stumbling in his footsteps. Gao Yi hurriedly reached out to help her. Fortunately, she was able to stand firm before he arrived. And his hand was withdrawn.

"What's the annoyance? You say, I'll listen! Didn't you say I was a good listener last time? You'll probably be in a much better mood after you've finished talking to me, like last time. ”

"Okay! I'll tell you. Anyway, I know about your shame. I'm not afraid to tell you anything! I don't laugh at you, and you won't laugh at me!"

"No joke, you say!"

Gao Yi looked at Wen Qingshui with gentle eyes. Such a kind girl, but she has so many sad pasts. He was distressed.

"Today I got off work, and he was downstairs in my unit. It's all divorced, why does he still come to me. He also said he was going to see my mom with me. Who does he think he is? What did he do before? What's the use of pretending to be affectionate now?"

"Maybe he can't let it go, and wants to get back together with you?"

"Get back together? I can't go back when I get to this point! I only hate myself, I can't even let go!"

"Is he treating you badly?"

"That's good, so I don't know why I got divorced!"

"How did you meet?"

"Blind date!"

"Blind date! In this era, you actually met on a blind date?"

"The introducer is his aunt. She said that the family wanted to find a stable place to live. I don't want to be rich and rich, I just want to live a stable life. ”

"You know I was young, not pretty, but very likeable. You don't believe me?"

Wen Qingshui looked at Gao Yi playfully. Half-drunk, with her loose pajamas and sparkling eyes, she looked like a fatal temptation.

"Letter, you're also very likable now!" Gao Yi poured himself a glass with a dry mouth.

"Giggles. A lot of people chased me at that time, but I didn't agree, do you know why?"

Gao Yi raised an eyebrow and asked him what he had to say with an expression.

"I was a kid from the countryside. Those who chased me were from the city. I don't think they're reliable and insincere. I'm also afraid that the people in the city will look down on me in their bones. He's different, he grew up in the county town when he was a child. I think it's pretty close to me. ”

"When I first met him, it was also October. He smiled touchingly. I'm curious how an ordinary sentence can make him laugh so happily. His laughter also sounds pleasant and infectious. ”

"He's not an extrovert, and neither am I. We've known each other for a long time and haven't spoken on the phone a few times, let alone seen each other a few times. Later, because someone was chasing me, I was so bothered that I called him in front of the boy. He smiled heartily on the phone, and I instantly forgot about the unpleasant things. ”

Wen Qingshui was immersed in memories with a yearning face. Some people say that happy women are the most beautiful, and it is true.

"At that time, he worked as a self, and he barely changed his clothes or haircut for almost a winter. Wen Qingshui looked at Gao Yi's meticulous hair. "That's not a family that doesn't enter the door, doesn't it? Because I'm also sloppy, I don't think there's anything wrong with it. On the contrary, I think that such a man should not go out to mess with flowers and grass, and will take care of his family very much. ”

"I look like I'm going to mess with flowers?" Gao Yi thought to himself, but didn't say it.

"One day he said to me that he was going to take me to a big meal. Do you know what you eat?"

Wen Qingshui said with a smile, his eyes shining.

"He drove me with him. I also asked if I should sit and eat or find a place. I didn't understand what was going on, so I said whatever! He told me to wait in the car. He came back with a packing box in his hand. He drove me and pulled me to a stop by a wall that was out of the way. Speaking of this, Wen Qingshui smiled with happy memories. "I was shocked that I was thinking too much about it. I thought I would go to some high-end place!"

"We ate the driver's lunch in the car. The lunch box is not delicious at all. But he told me that he usually eats six pieces, and this one is ten pieces. ”

I still remember that look on his face. Because I said it wasn't delicious, he was shocked and swore with a sworn expression. Guess what I thought at the time?"

Wen Qingshui looked at Gao Yi, didn't wait for him to speak, and said it to himself.

"I actually think that he knows how to save and can run a family. Not only was he not a little unhappy, but he was a little happy. For so many years, I always thought it was a fun affair between me and him. ”

But who would have thought that a happy life would turn into endless quarrels. Why did you say it became like that? I'm not unfilial! I don't spend money indiscriminately! We don't have affairs! We all want to live an honest life. But the two people who do their duty are not able to live an ordinary life. How could two people who were originally good not be able to withstand the torture of life and come to the step of divorce! If my dad had known, how sad would he be!

"Good two people, a little red book stamped and become strangers. A good marriage can't go on. I still have to hide it everywhere, do you know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart? It's really not easy to live, even if you are obsessed with oil and salt, you can't figure it out. I'm stupid, I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out. ”

Wen Qingshui was already a little confused at the moment. Gao Yi walked to Wen Qingshui's side, snatched the wine glass from her hand, and put his arm around her shoulder.

"Don't drink it!" Gao Yi said decisively.

"If you don't drink it, you really can't drink it anymore, and you can drink it more. I didn't drink too much, but I felt uncomfortable. I'm divorced, but I can't let it go! What can I do if I can't let it go? I can't solve those problems. I'm so tired!"

Wen Qingshui struggled to leave Gao Yi and threw himself on the bed all of a sudden.

"Don't worry, I won't drink anymore, you go back and go to bed early. I'm going to get up early tomorrow too. I promised to go home with him tomorrow. Do you think I'm crazy?"

Gao Yi pulled the quilt over her. It also covers the scenery that is faintly about to be exposed.

"Just do whatever you want! Your mother doesn't know you're divorced?"

"How dare I say it! It's been less than a year, and her hair is half white. I went to the hospital countless times, the medicine never stopped, and the surgery was done. If she knew that I was divorced, I am afraid that her life would not be saved!"

"You didn't feel sorry for your mother before you agreed, I know! Don't think about it, and don't put too much pressure on yourself. ”

"Will you forgive Lin Ying?"

Obviously Gao Yi panicked, this is probably the last topic he wants to talk about!

"I didn't want to talk to anyone about divorce before. But escaping is not a problem. When I meet you, I want to say everything! It's much better to say it, really! It's much better than holding it in my heart! You need friends, you need to talk about it, so that you can understand what you really think in your heart!"

"You can't let him go, can you?" said Gao Yi.

"If you can't put it down, what can you do? What about you? Can you put it down?"

"Sleep!"

Gao Yi avoided the topic and cleaned up the things on the coffee table alone.

"If Leng Yueming knew that you were packing up at my house, I guess I would be crazy!"

Gao Yi, who walked towards the kitchen with the wine bottle, stiffened for a moment, and then continued to do what he was doing. Maybe she didn't know she heard this. Indeed, he is not a casual person. He didn't expect that he would be in a single woman's house so late, and he cleaned up the house and washed the dishes for her.

In her heart, does his ex-husband care about her, or is he possessive? Gao Yi didn't know if Wen Qingshui could tell the difference.