Chapter 109: Old Things
Lin Yan and Gu Sheng burned the paper money for Lin Yan's mother, patted the ashes on their bodies and then stood up.
Gu Sheng held his hand, "It must be that my mother agreed with the two of us." ”
Lin Yan looked at the sun in the sky and then at the photo on the tombstone, "Hmm." ”
"Mom, I'll see you another day, we're leaving. ”
Lin Yan stroked the photo of his mother on the tombstone, Gu Sheng bowed to the tombstone, "Mom, don't worry, I will take good care of Lin Yan, if you have any needs, or any instructions, come and give me a dream, Lin Yan He always can't sleep well at night, you just let him sleep more, find the same as me, I will definitely do it for you." ”
Lin Yan looked at Gu Sheng's pious and serious appearance, the sourness that had just gone down his nose rose again, and his eyes were red, and a pair of peach blossom eyes were stained with rouge.
Gu Sheng took Lin Yan's hand and kissed him on the back of his hand.
"Lin Yan!What are you doing?!"
The originally warm atmosphere was abruptly interrupted by a burst of scolding. Gu Sheng raised his eyes and saw a middle-aged man standing not far away, with a somewhat fat figure, but from his facial features, it was still faintly seen that he had some similarities with Lin Yan.
He was followed by a woman in a white gauze dress, who looked no more than in her early thirties, and who was probably well maintained.
"Husband, don't be angry. The woman stretched out her hand to smooth the man, and then looked at Lin Yan, "Yanyan, did you come back to see your mother this time? Let's have a meal together in a while, your father has missed you for so many years." ”
Lin Yan's eyes instantly became very cold, "You'd better not talk, although I don't usually hit women, but if you say a few more words, it won't be necessarily." ”
When the woman heard this, she hid behind the man's back in fear, but the man glared at Lin Yan angrily, "Lin Yan, is this your attitude towards the elders?"
Lin Yan sneered, "She is also worthy of being my elder, but she is just a slut who is old and decrepit." ”
The man was almost so angry by Lin Yan when he heard this, and the woman immediately took out the medicine from her bag and gave it to the man, and the man slowly eased up.
He trembled and pointed at Lin Yan, who was standing indifferent, "You unfilial son......
Lin Yan didn't care about this, "You didn't know it on the first day, why do you keep repeating it, my ears are almost out of the cocoon, but what are you two doing here?"
The woman said to Lin Yan, "Your father wants to come and see your mother......"
Before the woman could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Lin Yan, "Get out! You actually brought this slut to my mother's grave! I'm not afraid that she will come to you at night to ask for her life!"
The man and woman were shocked when they heard the word "Suo's life", "Lin Yan, it's been so many years, do you want to never forgive me for the rest of your life?" I'm your father!"
Lin Yan furrowed his brows, his eyes were as cold as ice slag, "This is what makes me the most disgusting, I actually have the blood of a person like you on my body, just think about it I feel extremely disgusting." ”
The man obviously didn't expect Lin Yan to say such a thing, and he gasped heavily, as if he was about to pass out at any moment.
"Take this slut away from me, disturb my mother's purity, and let me see you two again, although I can't touch you, but I can still play with your precious son." ”
Sure enough, as soon as Lin Yan said this, the two of them were scared, and took a few steps back, Lin Yan didn't want to see the faces of these two people anymore, so he took Gu Sheng and planned to leave.
"Lin Yan! I'm sorry for your mother and son, but no matter how much you hate me, you shouldn't joke about your life, playing with a man will only ruin you. ”
The man's somewhat old voice sounded, and Lin Yan felt that this man probably had self-righteous arrogance in his bones.
"Because of you, you also think too highly of yourself, the two of us are serious about falling in love, but I have already taken him to meet my mother today, and he and I will be a family in the future, you will talk nonsense to my family, there are still a few people I know on this road, I don't mind introducing your son to them to get to know each other, I believe that the tender high school students must be very popular." ”
"Livestock...... Brute!"
Lin Yan didn't pay any attention to the man's chatter anymore, and pulled Gu Sheng out of this place.
After getting into the car, Gu Sheng was not busy driving, but sat in the driver's seat and was silent with Lin Yan, who sat quietly for a while before speaking: "Find a place to have lunch." ”
"Hmm. ”
Gu Sheng took out his mobile phone and searched for any good restaurants nearby, Lin Yan glanced at Gu Sheng's mobile phone and pointed at one with his finger, "That's it, I've always wanted to eat before, but I didn't have any money, I didn't expect it to be there." ”
Gu Sheng clicked on the navigation and stepped on the accelerator, Lin Yan sat silently in the co-pilot, the car was quiet, Lin Yan thought of many things, good and bad, painful, and happy, but in the end he found that there were too many painful and bad things, and the happy time was always short.
He didn't understand why a man could be as shameless as his father, where the hell did that man come from to go to his mother's grave and bring that third person, did that man want his mother to be at peace below!
Soon arrived at the restaurant that Lin Yan said, in fact, it didn't look particularly luxurious, although there were people coming in and out, but the business was not particularly good.
Lin Yan followed Gu Sheng into this restaurant, he remembered that when he was in high school, he saw his father's family of three eating in this restaurant, it was Christmas, Lin Yan was selling flowers and apples outside the glass window, and his father's family was laughing and laughing inside.
Lin Yan saw his half-brother eating a fluffy cake with a lot of cream on his mouth, and his father lovingly wiped the child's mouth.
For Lin Yan at that time, this restaurant was really not something that people like him could afford to eat, let alone eat it, and at that time, he even felt that he would step on the floor of other people's houses when he stepped in.
But here he was, in the same position, and he sat in it, eating the cake that seemed delicious, and he felt that it was nothing more than that.
He thought that when he grew up, he wouldn't care about those things, but he still cared, and he still hated, he couldn't do it, and his heart was very small.
Lin Yan suddenly looked at the decoration in this restaurant, it was very ordinary, it was not as brilliant as he remembered, and it couldn't reach the point where he would stain the floor of others when he stepped on it, but such an ordinary place became his boyish shadow.
It turned out that what had trapped him for so many years was not the people who had passed away, nor the things that were still alive, but his heart.
"Heh......"
Lin Yan suddenly laughed, Gu Sheng raised his head and looked at Lin Yan, this smile Gu Sheng didn't know how to describe, in short, he didn't like it very much, it would make his heart hurt a lot.
"What's wrong?"
Gu Sheng asked with concern.
Lin Yan shook his head, "It's not delicious." ”
"The cream is too bad, the cake base is too dry, how can I think about this kind of thing for more than ten years......"
Gu Sheng stretched out his hand to take away the plate of cakes, "If it's not delicious, don't eat it, I'll buy you something delicious in a while." ”
Lin Yan pressed Gu Sheng's hand, "I want to eat." ”
Gu Sheng didn't speak, but Lin Yan said to himself, "On Christmas of my sophomore year of high school, I sold flowers and apples outside this restaurant, because after Christmas, those couples who like to catch up with fashion like to come to this restaurant to eat, don't look at it now, at that time, the business of this restaurant was very good, rich people like to come here to spend, and those who have no money should bring their girlfriends to come once." ”
"How smart I am, I went out of my way to buy apples and flowers, and packed them at home, don't look at an apple that is not worth much on weekdays, and on days like Christmas, it is especially easy to earn money for fools who want to please their girlfriends. ”
Lin Yan said and laughed, Gu Sheng's mind couldn't help but start imagining Lin Yan when he was a sophomore in high school, he should have grown his body at that time, he should be quite thin, a pair of peach blossom eyes were particularly bright, and he was wrapped in a thick down jacket in the winter and sold flowers and apples on the busy street.
That kind of Lin Yan, Gu Sheng felt very cute, but he also felt very distressed, he wanted to know Lin Yan as soon as possible, it was best that Lin Yan was born next door to his house, so that the two of them could grow up together, and when puberty was hazy, they would secretly kiss in the classroom where there was no one after school, hide from the rain under the eaves of someone else's house together on a rainy day without an umbrella, secretly taste the forbidden fruit together on the day they became adults, and agree to go to a certain university together.
Then secretly rented a small house outside, he cooked, Lin Yan washed the dishes, rolled in the ordinary double bed at night, and when they had a stable job and had a certain economic strength, they would come out to the family together, and they would probably break their legs, there may be quarrels in the middle, there may be cold wars, and maybe the legendary seven-year itch, but in the end they will still be gray-haired together, drooping and old, and agree to say that they will come to annoy you in the next life.
Gu Sheng looked at Lin Yan, full of thoughts, only turned into eyes full of tenderness, looked at Lin Yan for a moment, and listened to him talk about the past, Gu Sheng once said that as long as Lin Yan spoke, he was willing to be his loyal listener.
Lin Yan looked out of the glass, it turned out that this was the feeling from here, so did his father see that when their family of three was happy, he was hungry and cold outside this glass window, smiling at people coming and going, just hoping to sell one more flower or an apple.
In fact, it no longer means anything to Lin Yan now, he retracted his gaze, and turned his head to see Gu Sheng, who was sitting opposite, looking at him attentively and gently.
It doesn't matter anymore, he now has his own family, he has an important person, this person is in front of his eyes, he can see and touch.