Chapter Twenty-Five: A Kiss Many Years Late
"Huh~" After a busy meal, he sat down on the edge of the bed seriously, he turned his head to look at Ye Han, who was smashing his mouth, and suddenly smiled lightly.
"I don't know if I'm going to take out my phone to take two ugly photos of you now, and when you find out, will you look for me desperately......"
muttered softly, but did not do so, but leaned the back of his head against the bedside table, stared at the ceiling with blank eyes, and did not speak again for a long time, as if he was pondering something.
"Ye Han, Ye Han......" After a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth, his tone was extremely dull, like a murmur on the occasion of dying, and he was paralyzed.
"What is this...... Serious still stared at the ceiling, and did not look back at Ye Han, as if talking to himself: "We have known each other for more than 20 years, but I only found out today...... I really don't know anything about you. ”
"You have had a straight face since you were a child, and you are cold to everyone, and I have been very unaccustomed to this kind of person since I was a child, so no matter how well you play with my old sister, I have never given you a good face. ”
"What about you...... It's not as I expected, it's a very annoying girl, even if the mouth is poisonous, it can make me angry when it comes back, until I passed puberty, and I slowly learned to face your run indifferently.
"Of course...... Now that I think about it, maybe everything is my own doing, if I hadn't been sneering at you because of my appearance, you wouldn't have been idle and embarrassed people.
"Besides, let's just scold each other from childhood to adulthood, sometimes...... I haven't scolded you for a while, I still feel very uncomfortable, do you think I'm cheap?"
As he spoke, he lowered his head and smiled seriously, then slowly put away his smile and said softly: "When you are eighteen years old...... I suddenly noticed something that scared me so much. ”
"On the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, I sat in the corner of the banquet bored, and you ...... Still with that face, he walked after my old sister. ”
"I don't know if you remember...... Serious slowly took out his cigarette and said as he lit it: "You were wearing a white backless outfit that day, like a dress and a long skirt......
"What impressed me the most was the pair of high heels on your feet, your favorite blue and white. Don't get me wrong...... You've loved wearing this color since you were a child, and it's hard for me to know about this hobby.
"Those heels...... Maybe it's custom-made, it fits your feet very well, so it looks like an extension of your limbs, it's very natural, and the pointed opening position exposes your nails-painted toes, high heels...... Adorned with a flower made of ice, I took a closer look...... You made it with an ability that you weren't very skilled at the time. ”
"I was surprised...... So look up,
I saw you smile a little. ”
"Do you know?" said seriously and suddenly laughed, but his eyes were also confused: "Your smile is so beautiful, I didn't realize until that time that you were so beautiful, so sexy, so moving, and the face I always hated would have times when I was dizzy......"
"I suddenly became very flustered, and even the run on my lips seemed to have suddenly struck, and I couldn't exit for a long time, so I could only look at you blankly, and said 'You're here' in a trembling voice, and then ...... You're laughing again. ”
"The smile you had at that time...... It was so fascinating, and at that moment, my heart was beating so fast that it felt like it was going to jump out of my chest!"
That's why ...... I'm so scared. ”
At this, he paused in seriousness, took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand, and his eyes narrowed slightly.
"What are you afraid of?" Suddenly, Ye Han's murmuring voice sounded on the bed beside him.
Seriously subconsciously looked back, and a pair of ruddy and watery blurred eyes stared at him.
Subsequently...... The eyes were crooked into crescent moons, and she smiled.
His serious eyes suddenly swelled up with violent tremors, and after a long time, he took a deep breath to suppress the riotous emotions, and suddenly said with a wry smile: "That's how it feels......"
"This kind of ......" raised his head, looked at her again, and said solemnly: "The feeling of heartbeat......"
Then, he suddenly raised his voice a little irritably, "It's because of your smile that you whipped me for the first half of my life......!" Lao Tzu suddenly remembered all the harm he had done to you before, every time you had an angry expression, eyes full of tears, and an angry tone, all of this was my fault!"
"Your smile made me realize how bastard, how shameless, how childish and ridiculous......! Not sensible. ”
"Obviously, such a nice woman has been with me, but I didn't find out until that time...... But it was too late...... It's irreparable to be late, and now that I've done so many bastard things, where do I have the face to accept this smile?"
"How can I, how dare I, how can I be qualified to say the word 'like' to you......"
"So...... I'm afraid, I'm afraid to get along with you again, I'm afraid to see this smile of yours again, I'm afraid to ...... Will be in love with you again. ”
"Heh~" Ye Han looked at him talking to himself, suddenly laughed again, and then turned over and looked at the ceiling, and gradually laughed louder and louder: "Hehehehe~ Hahahahahaha......"
She laughed for a long time, and she didn't speak, just watched silently
Her smile savored the "heartbeat" that she hadn't seen for a long time.
"You've always been like this...... Ye Han suddenly stopped laughing, didn't look at him, but said softly: "It's always been so sluggish." ”
"I found out before you did!" she suddenly added in a proud tone, "I found out when you were a teenager...... I love the feeling of being with you, even if it's a fight every time, I like the feeling of arguing with you. ”
"Looking at your weird expression, the corners of your mouth when you speak, and the disgusted expression you deliberately make, I actually think it's so cute...... So charming......"
"Later...... I gradually discovered that this emotion is like...... To put it mildly, it's 'love'......"
"I often fantasize about what you'll be like when you're gentle, and what you'll be doing when you're not doing those childish things?"
"Before I go to bed, I think about what you were doing, playing games, or talking to other girls, or ...... Are you looking at something that is not suitable for children?"
"These thoughts are like a quagmire...... The more I resisted, the deeper I could only fall, and many times I ...... I would even lose sleep because of these things, but when I saw you at school the next day, those sleepiness and tiredness would disappear in an instant, and I would continue to quarrel with you with a hundred times more energy. ”
"......What do you say," Ye Han said this, suddenly turned over, leaned his head on his pillow arm, and said to the seriousness with a smile: "You didn't find out these until you were eighteen years old, aren't you very dull?"
Serious: "......"
Seeing that he didn't speak, Ye Han smiled slightly, his eyes became confused again, carefully examined his silent appearance, and murmured, "It turns out ...... That's how you look when you're gentle......"
At this point, the hot cigarette butt suddenly brought the seriousness back to his senses, he quickly extinguished it in the ashtray, and got up as if he was running away: "You can sleep well, I'll go find Wu Li and them." ”
But just as he was about to leave, his hand was grabbed.
Looking down, Ye Han, who was blushing, was looking up, and his affectionate eyes seemed to devour him completely.
"How do you ...... I'll go!" Zheng just wanted to ask something, but Ye Han suddenly pulled his strength, and his delicate body moved and Cheng Cheng fell on the soft bed.
He turned over in a panic and prepared to get up, but Ye Han pressed his hands tightly, and the latter immediately turned over and sat on top of him.
Subsequently...... Ye Han lowered his head without hesitation.
It was a kiss...... A long, affectionate kiss.
This kiss ...... It is not only an outburst of carnal desire, but also an outpouring of long-term affection.
This kiss ...... I don't know how many years late.