Chapter 100: Breaking Up
For several days, Yu Miao lost contact with Lin Yi'an, and the whole person became depressed.
In the end, I only received a text message from Lin Yi'an, "I think about it a lot, in fact, a lot of things have happened between us from friends to lovers, and it is not easy to come together." I like you, I like you very much, I want to have a result with you, I will unconsciously raise the corners of my mouth when I think of you, I will suddenly feel silent when I hear someone say your name, I will think about you when I am alone at night, I think of insomnia, I always ask myself why I still insist, there may be no answer. But I just know that I can't let go of you, and sometimes I'm like a nervous breakdown, and my personality is a bit weird for various reasons. Will be angry or inexplicably not interested.,Seeing that you don't know what to reply to, I'm pretty helpless.,I'm not isolated but sometimes I think about what I should reply for a long time.γ If you really like me, please don't leave me, although I don't have to
To make you happy, I'm not necessarily perfect. But you are in me, I am very relieved, I want to reach out and hug you, I want to do a lot for you, I want to share some loneliness for you, I want to know all your sources of pain, I want to know all your troubles, I want to know what you like, what you hate, I want to know who you love the most, I hate whom, I want to understand you, I rely on you, I will always be with you, I will be there when you need me, I don't have a spare tire, I don't play ambiguous, all my gentleness and tolerance, tears and smiles, good and bad temper, childishness are given to you. β
When she received this message and read it, Yu Miao's hands trembled slightly, and she kept looking at it repeatedly.
Although I understand very well what happened between the two, I have been making excuses to comfort myself for so many days, but it's still nothing...
The long paragraph in front is not for the foreshadowing of the back, "I've thought about it for a long time, let's break up, my parents won't agree to us being together." β
Suddenly, it was like a myocardial infarction, and the phone fell to the ground.
"Assistant Yu, what's wrong with you. The staff who came to the lounge saw Yu Miao looking like she had lost her soul, and her phone was still on the ground and the screen was broken.
After recovering from his senses, he picked up the mobile phone on the ground in a panic and left the lounge. "I'm fine. β
I wonder what's going on, it's not like this when I usually see him.
Don't you come here for me what to do, oh oh~, "I'll pour water." "There's no one else in this memory.
After sending the message, Lin Yi'an threw his mobile phone aside, covered it in the quilt, and shed tears very angrily.
Afraid that Yu Miao would come to him after receiving the message, he had to lock himself at home.
What can this really do, me and him....
Yu Miao cautiously opened Gu Shenghe's office door, "Mr. Gu..." β
"Something came in and said. Gu Shenghe, who was still signing, paused.
There were tears in his eyes, "Mr. Gu, can I ask you for a leave?"
After working together for so many years, it is the first time I have heard his request, how could I suddenly ask for leave if I have always been very dedicated. It's not his family, and he's the only one, it's definitely not because of family matters, that is.... "Can you tell me anything about it?"
Yu Miao clutched the broken mobile phone tightly in her hand, "Mr. Gu, you give me a leave first, I want to go back." β
Gu Shenghe glanced at the mobile phone in Yu Miao's hand, looked at the slightly trembling body standing in front of him, and thought that something bad must have happened. "As my personal assistant, you should understand the company's process, and as for the matter of asking for leave, you should also know how the process should go. β
Yu Miao's tears, which had been unallowed, finally overflowed out of her eyes, and a tear from the corner of her eyes ran down her face. "Mr. Gu... I~. There was a cry in his voice.
Seeing this, Gu Shenghe couldn't bear it, "If you don't want to say it, forget it, just leave work early today." β
"Okay, thanks... , thank you, Mr. Gu. β
Looking at his emaciated back or... "Still a child, I can't help but be tempted to be ignorant. β
(You close your heart, good night ends, it seems to become a favor, there is no comfort, I pretend to be tired, quietly fall asleep, maybe wait until it gets dark, back to back, naively think, you will retreat, fantasy is too humble, thoughts are destroyed, heartbreak, I will appease everyone around me, but I can't put my soul, about our landscape has become cracked, I don't want to ask again, turn off the last light for you, I will pretend that nothing happened, you don't frown and don't admit it, it's better for me to go.) It's good, you close your heart, good night ends, it seems to have become a favor, there is no comfort, whoever gives up first, turn around and please simply, the cold war collapses before whom, you are the one who is doing the trouble, naively think, you will retreat, the fantasy is too humble, the thoughts are destroyed, the heart is broken, I will appease everyone around me, but I can't put my soul, about our scenery has become cracked, I don't want to ask again, turn off the last light for you, I will pretend that nothing happened, you don't frown and don't admit it, it's better for me to go It's good, I love you humbly and religiously, I don't even close the door carefully, the tears scratched by the corners of my mouth have no warmth, which means that I will no longer sink, turn off the last light for you, I will pretend that nothing happened, you don't frown and don't admit it, it's better for me to go. "I'll Just Go")
The first day of not being in touch at the beginning understood that there might be a problem between the two of us, but didn't find a solution.
On the second and third days, the messages sent were not received or replied to, and I think it should be the end between us.
Day 4, Day 5... , How happy I am to receive your text message today, but the moment you open the text message on your mobile phone and see it, do you understand how uncomfortable I am?
(Why were you kind to me at the time, and why have you become cold now, I know that love is going to be difficult to stop, anyway, it's not mine I shouldn't want it, you and I used to have a common hobby, whose ears There are always quatrains lingering, the two of us are really funny in Chinese dialogue, and laugh at that Cao Cao covets Xiao Qiao, the sky is gray The rain is falling, and the vision is going to blur, at this time I feel that you are important, and love is gone.) The heart is gone, you say you are leaving, I sing the last ancient ballad for you, the red rain splashes up the memories how to dive, your beautiful eyes are like back then, flowing in my heart, the last side of the ferry sprinkled a period, and if you are only as first seen, why do you have to be sentimental parting, you and I used to have a common hobby, whose ears There are always quatrains lingering, the two of us are really funny to talk in Chinese, and laugh at that Cao Cao coveted Xiao Qiao, the sky is gray The rain is falling, the vision is going to be blurred, at this time I feel your importance, love is gone The heart is gone, you say you are leaving, I sing the last ancient ballad for you, the red rain splashed up the memories how to dive, your beautiful eyes are like the year, flowing in my heart, the last side of the ferry sprinkled a full stop, and if you are only as first seen, why do you have to be sentimental to part, the red rain is splashed with memories how to dive, your beautiful eyes are like the year, flow in my heart, the last side of the ferry sprinkled a full stop, and if you are only as first seen, why should you be sentimental parting, the red rain is splashed with memories how to dive, your beautiful eyes are like the year, flow in my heart, the last side of the ferry sprinkled a full stop, and if you are only as first seen, why should you be sentimental partingγ "If then")
You're leaving, and so should I.
"An An, what time is it, why are you still sleeping".
Mother Lin pulled open Lin Yi'an's quilt and looked at him lying on the bed, "What time is it?" β
Seeing that Lin Yi'an was still motionless lying on the bed, Lin's mother directly started and turned Lin Yi'an over.
Looking at his eyes red and tear-stained, holding his mobile phone tightly in his hand, he thought he was still sleeping, but he didn't expect... , "An An, son, what's wrong with you. β
"Mom~. Lin Yi'an sat up and hugged Lin's mother and cried, "Mom~, I..." β
touched Lin Yi'an's head, "Is there anything my son can't tell his mother?"
"Mom, why... Why~, I can't be with him. hugged Lin's mother's waist tightly, and threw the phone aside.
This... No. The whole person was flustered and at a loss, "Son, it's okay, it's okay, Mom will introduce you to a better girl, there is no shortage of her, don't cry." Gently patted Lin Yi'an's back.
Let go of her hand and look at Mother Lin, "Mom~, I... , really love him. β
Looking at the tears flowing from Lin Yi'an's crying eyes, he tried to wipe these tears away with his hands, but he still couldn't stop flowing out. I was distressed, I didn't expect my son to be like this because of a girl. "Son, son, cheer up a little, there are many good girls in this world, and there is no shortage of her. β
"Mom, you can let me stay by myself for a while. β
"Good. "Originally, my comfort was insignificant, and some things still had to be figured out by myself.
Gently closed the door and went downstairs.
After Lin's mother left, Lin Yi'an wrapped herself in the quilt again and curled up on the bed like a cooked shrimp.
Looking at the phone with a black screen, I haven't received a reply from him until now. What's wrong with me, the breakup is what I said, why should I be so pretentious and sad here.
Yu Miao, who returned home, packed up the things that Lin Yi'an kept at home one by one, and all the memories about him were packed and sent away.
finally sat next to a pile of cardboard boxes, looked at the empty home, took out a mobile phone that could barely turn on, and replied to Lin Yi'an with a message. "I agreed and broke up. Then he hugged himself and cried. After enduring the tears for so long, I can finally cry unscrupulously.
Seeing the phone screen suddenly turn on, "I agreed, break up." "It's really over, my...
A few days later, Lin Yi'an received a large package, opened it and looked at it, and found that it was all his daily necessities and clothes, as well as some things he bought with him, all of which he gave me. I really don't want to make any memories, but after all, it's me...
This time it should all be as you wish, and you broke up.