Chapter 250: I Can't Bear Losing You

"Big brother, don't worry. Jiang Shen said: "I heard Uncle Lin say that my sister-in-law is studying pharmacology, and she uses mice for experiments. She shouldn't be as serious as the big brother thought.

"It's not too heavy. Jiang Beichen thought: "Last night, she saw some pictures that she shouldn't have seen and listened to things that she shouldn't have heard." I'm worried that she's stuck in and won't be able to get out. ”

Jiang Shen was always suspicious of He Ziheng in his heart, he glanced outside the door, Zigui had not come back yet: "Is He Ziheng's provision credible?" ”

"Credible. Jiang Beichen affirmed: "He has no reason to deceive again." ”

Beichen thought of last night, after Gu Yutong mentioned He Ziheng's father and He Qianyun, Zigui had an emotional breakdown, and said something that others couldn't understand, but it was extremely distressing, she was looking for hibiscus cakes all over the house, crying hysterically, holding the pillow as a baby girl, she hallucinated.

In the end, Beichen was helpless, and Beichen stunned her with a palm.

That's when it stopped.

Beichen knew that Zigui must remember what happened last night, but as for how much he could remember, he didn't know.

Jiang Shen looked at Jiang Beichen's eyes flushed: "Brother, it's going to get better, isn't this someone who has already returned." ”

Jiang Beichen smiled, he also believed that it would get better: "What's wrong with Renzhichu." ”

"It's still being observed. ”

Outside, Zigui brought a tea set, there were too many, I couldn't take it at once, and the aunt at home helped.

"You wait here. Zigui's voice was soft.

"Yes, young lady. ”

Jiang Shen went out and helped the other one in.

It was quiet in the study.

The water was open, and Zigui didn't say a word.

Jiang Beichen and Jiang Shen chatted from time to time, which was their opinion on tea.

Zigui listened, it was so quiet that if it weren't for the fact that the water in the teacup was always full, he thought she wasn't there.

"I never knew my sister-in-law could make tea. Jiang Shen said: "Especially wearing a big red robe is a special taste. ”

The corners of Zigui's lips raised: "It's good if you like it." ”

"Is there something you're looking for me?" Beichen asked.

Zigui's subordinates stopped slightly, and then continued: "There is something to do. ”

"What?" Beichen smiled, it was a good start, she knew to express her needs: "Last night... I, I'm not out of control. ”

Beichen was very serious, he didn't just pick up the good ones and said, "Do you remember?"

"Hmm. Zigui lowered his head, his face was very uncomfortable.

"Actually, in my opinion, it's not very out of control, and based on your current situation, it's a normal reaction. ”

"If I want to get away for a while, I don't know if I can control myself in a situation like last night. Zigui went to think, and the teapot under his hand was boiling water, and he was distracted for a while.

Beichen's eyes were quick, and he reached out to remove the boiling water under her hand.

If it weren't for this, the hand of the son would have shed a layer of skin.

Zigui's gaze fell on Beichen's hand, the tiger's mouth was red, his eyes were moist in an instant, and his brows were frowned: "Yes, I'm sorry." ”

"It's okay with you. Beichen's face was flat: "This water may be hot for you, but it is only slightly hot for me, so it doesn't matter." ”

"Where does my sister-in-law want to go. Jiang Shen changed the topic: "If you want to relax, the eldest brother can accompany you." ”

Zigui looked at Beichen: "I don't want to rely on you alone, I need to be independent." In Hengcheng, I always think of many things in the past, and I want to change the environment and meet those I don't know and those who don't know me...... I wanted to try, but I, I, I was scared too. ”

Beichen didn't speak immediately, and thought for a while: "I'm afraid that you don't have confidence in yourself." As for your idea, you can try it, where do you want to go?"

Zigui looked at Beichen's reddened hand, and she lowered her eyes: "I'll go and see Uncle He and Sister Qianyun first, and I don't know anything else." ”

"I don't want you to stay out of my sight. Jiang Beichen affirmed, with a softness in his voice: "It's hard to get you back, I can't lose you again." ”

Zigui lowered her head, not daring to look at Beichen's eyes: "Okay, give me time." Mr. Beichen, you can't talk without words. ”

"Of course, my words must be counted. Beichen arrived: "But, I'll accompany you." ”

"I'm sorry, I don't want you around. "Zigui is sure.

Jiang Shen glanced at Beichen, nodded slightly, and left.

Beichen smiled on his lips: "Look at me." ”

Zigui took a deep breath and looked at her, even then his eyes flickered: "You can't talk and not talk." ”

"Good. Beichen promised: "How long you will walk and where you will go, tell me in general."

Also, when encountering problems, it is not impossible to escape, nor does it have to rise to the occasion. All the premises, you must keep yourself safe, if you can't be sure that you are safe, you must tell me and let me protect you.

Zigui, I can't bear to lose you. ”

"Thank you. Zigui whispered and hugged him slowly: "Thank you for your tolerance, thank you for your gentleness." In order to be better with you in the future, I must protect myself. ”

"Good!" Beichen looked at her with a doting face: "If you want to know where to go, you must tell me." ”

"Hmm. She nodded.

Two days later, Beichen gave Zigui a mobile phone.

Zigui took the initiative to ask that if Qin Zheng had time, he hoped that Qin Zheng could accompany her and go to see He Qianyun together.

Qin Zheng agreed.

Zigui's face was calm, with a smile on his lips.

"Zigui, I never dared to think that you would choose me to leave Hengcheng with you, and I didn't expect Beichen to agree to your departure. ”

Zigui looked at Qin Zheng, she smiled and thought for a while: "Because you think that I have experienced so much, I will never leave by myself when I am physically and mentally exhausted." Because you think I'm not capable of ......."

"The Son is mine...... I. Qin Zheng's face was embarrassed: "I, I didn't mean to underestimate you, I just thought you were sick." ”

"I understand, you don't need to explain. Zigui said lightly: "Everyone thinks I'm sick, very sick, physically, mentally." Not only do they think that way, but I think so myself. I'm glad Beichen agreed to let me go, because because of his faith, I feel that there is still hope. ”

Qin Zheng had sympathy and concern in his eyes.

Zigui turned his head to look out the window, as if muttering to himself: "When I woke up that morning, I was alone in my room thinking for a long time.

Once upon a time, I was always married, no matter what the cause.

Come back now, since I can't let Beichen let go, then I can't leave the worst side of myself to him, don't you say.

In fact, I don't want Beichen to let go, if he really lets go, I will also be sad, after all, I have been thinking about it for so long. Therefore, the Zigui who will stay with Beichen in the future must be a healthy Zigui. ”

"You understand very well, but why you have to leave. Qin Zheng said: "Beichen is not at ease, your calamity is in your heart, will it be okay to change places?"