Xu Xincheng himself knows very well that even he is 108,000 miles away from her mother's request, and even if he swipes out all the money he has saved now, it is estimated that he will not be able to buy the big-name bag she is holding in her hand at the moment.

He said abruptly: "Her mother also said that people should be self-aware. I'm 108,000 miles away from what she asked!"

"You ......"

"Thoughtful, I've figured it out a long time ago, the two of us are really not suitable. Xu Xian and the White Lady originally belonged to two people from different worlds, and if they insisted on bringing the two together, it would only add great pain and trouble to each other. That kind of story can only have a happy ending in TV dramas, and in reality, it is not nothing, but the difficulty is too great! Reality is reality after all!"

"Alas!" Zhou Dedao sighed, but he still didn't give up, and said: "Didn't you say it just now, in reality, it's not nothing, it's just very difficult." That said, you still have a chance. ”

"It's not something that can be done on one side, it's a huge effort on both sides. If she didn't have the slightest will, what would be the use of trying my own?

"She'......"

Xu Xincheng smiled helplessly and asked, "In the past six months, she shouldn't have asked you about my current situation, right?"

In the past two and a half years, he would ask Zhou Dedao about Bai Xiuli's current situation from time to time, and then he would ask "Has she ever asked me about my recent situation", however, every time, the answer he got was no.

The first few times, although the answer he got every time was no, he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart, hoping that one day, he could get a different answer and get a positive answer.

Zhou Dedao looked very embarrassed, he frowned tightly, and "forehead" for a while.

Xu Xincheng looked at him and instantly understood.

Before, his glimmer of hope was like a tenacious bonfire, although it was ruthlessly watered by the cold water of reality again and again, but it was tenacious, it had never been completely extinguished, until just now, there were still some small flames left.

However, this time it was different, and the little flames that were left were so faint that the water poured this time extinguished them all at once.

A wave of disappointment and loss hit his heart, and the disappointment and loss turned into a piercing chill that blew out of his heart, and then rushed left and right in his body, making him shiver, a shiver that he was already familiar with.

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That day, Xu Xincheng walked out of the restaurant and walked into the winter rainstorm, his whole body was completely drenched by the cold rain in an instant, and he suddenly felt a biting cold.

The cold, in an instant, passed from his head, face, and neck to every part of his body, to every vein of his body, and that cold, through the veins, through the blood, to his heart, and he shivered violently.

The feeling of that day was so unforgettable, so painful, that from that day on, his body formed a subconscious physical memory.

In the past two and a half years, whenever he recalled the scene of the two breaking up, the body memory that was sleeping in his body would be awakened, and the moment that memory woke up, his body would shiver as if it were in the rain that day.

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Zhou Dedao looked at Xu Xincheng, knowing that he already knew the answer, in this case, then there was no need for him to say it, his face showed all kinds of sympathy, and said, "Brother, have you really thought clearly?"

For a while, Xu Xincheng's heart was in turmoil, and his thoughts were thousands.

He remembered the day the two broke up, remembered that she never raised her head to look at him, and remembered the scene when she slowly closed her eyes, and he knew very well that at that moment, she had already decided to give up, completely give up.

Compared with her mother's blunt, harsh words, Bai Xiuli's inaction and indifference hurt him more.

He knew very well that Bai Xiuli herself agreed with her mother's thoughts and decisions from the bottom of her heart. It was actually a very easy decision for her, a very easy decision.

In fact, as he knew from the beginning, he and she originally belonged to two worlds, and by chance, the two came together, and after dating for a while, especially after she moved to Shenzhen, Bai Xiuli discovered that fact.

When the two broke up, it was better for her to be indifferent. Although such a decisive breakup is really painful, it is really better to simply cut it in two than to break it off immediately, so that the two can immediately return to their own world and continue their lives in their own world, and the experience they once had together is just a beautiful encounter, and that encounter is only suitable for staying in each other's memories.

He had to admit that the economic foundation is like soil, love is like flowers, if there is no solid and deep economic foundation, love is like flowers planted on barren sandy land, even if one or two beautiful flowers bloom by luck, the flowers will not grow vigorously, and will soon wither.

He was very grateful to Bai Xiuli, that experience made him experience beauty, happiness, happiness, and finally, let him really experience the helplessness of reality, see the ruthlessness of reality, understand the cruelty of reality, let him realize that he really understood a sentence: "In this world, only the truly strong can have more beauty, more happiness, and more happiness." ”

In the past two years, the reason why he has studied so hard, worked so hard, and constantly improved himself so desperately is because of the realization he gained from that unforgettable and painful painful experience, all in order to make himself stronger.

For more than two years......

Xu Xincheng shook his head slightly, took a deep breath, and gritted his teeth secretly, as if pressing a stop button for his chaotic mind, and at the same time, he also made a final decision for himself in his heart, he said firmly: "Yes, I have already thought it through!"

"Understood. Zhou Dedao also said firmly. He picked up the bottle of red wine, poured himself a large glass, took a big sip, thought for a moment, and said, "But you two can't always do this." You haven't spoken in the past two and a half years, have you?"

He also took a sip of red wine and shook his head gently.

"You can still be friends, right? Now that you've figured it out, let's be friends. Only in this way will it not be so embarrassing. Zhou Dedao put down his wine glass and said, "I'll call her over, and you two will have a good chat." ”

Before Xu Xincheng could react, he had already strode over.

I saw that after he walked there, he immediately chatted with Bai Xiuli and the other two girls, chatting as intimate and happy as girlfriends.

Only about three minutes later, Zhou Dedao walked over to him with Bai Xiuli.

She smiled gracefully, walked slowly, looked gorgeous, graceful, and graceful, showing the posture of a celebrity.

"Celebrity!" his heart shook when these two words broke into his heart, and these two words, in the months before the two broke up, were the most frequent mentions she mentioned.

He sighed secretly, but he was immediately relieved, thinking, "She's finally the person she wants to be." That's a good thing, as long as she's happy. ”