Chapter 79: Rupture
Lin Yan scoffed at Zhou Xuefeng's roar, "I lied to you, what did I lie to you? I'm blind, and I treat you as a friend! Tell me, what have I been sorry for you for so many years?"
Lin Yan doesn't like to turn over old things, but if he hadn't fished Zhou Xuefeng, a fool, out of the artificial lake, where would there be such a person as Zhou Xuefeng now, he would have been fucking reincarnated.
Zhou Xuefeng was about to be beaten into a pig's head by Lin Yan, although Lin Yan had color on his face, it was much better than Zhou Xuefeng.
Fortunately, there is no one on this road at night, otherwise he will definitely be watched, and maybe he will be invited to take a walk around the bureau.
Zhou Xuefeng grabbed Lin Yan's collar and roared hoarsely: "But I don't want to be your friend!
Lin Yan kicked him away, "Get out!" I told you back then, it's impossible, you can't listen to people's words, but now you blame me, Zhou Xuefeng, you have to make a face, since this is the case, then we don't have any need to interact in the future, I take it for granted." ”
Lin Yan patted the dust on his clothes and turned around to leave, but Zhou Xuefeng suddenly erupted as if he had been holding back for a long time, and roared loudly behind him: "You didn't lie to me! Then what's the matter between you and Gu Sheng? Lin Yan, you are so ruthless, you don't want our relationship for more than ten years, do you really have a heart?"
Lin Yan showed that his heart tightened when he heard Zhou Xuefeng's first half of the question, but when he heard the second half of Zhou Xuefeng's words, the corners of his mouth lifted downward, and anyone in this world can say that he has no heart to be sorry for him/ She, but Zhou Xuefeng alone can't, if it weren't for Gu Nian when he was alone, and Zhou Xuefeng was the only kindness around him at that time, he couldn't do so much for Zhou Xuefeng, he regarded Zhou Xuefeng as a confidant and friend, as the only relative, although he couldn't give Zhou Xuefeng the love he wanted, but Zhou Xuefeng was an important existence for him.
At the beginning, Zhou Xuefeng was hit too hard because of his parents' divorce, and then he drank too much alone, and on the way back from the wall, he fell into the artificial lake, if it weren't for Lin Yan happened to pass by and scooped Zhou Xuefeng out of the artificial lake, Zhou Xuefeng would have been reincarnated.
Later, Zhou Xuefeng kept sticking to him, and Lin Yan did not drive Zhou Xuefeng away out of compassion, Zhou Xuefeng is a child who has been spoiled since he was a child, and he has no scheming, so he has to shake everything to Lin Yan.
Zhou Xuefeng cried in the middle of the night and called him to say that he ran away from home, it was Lin Yan who got up and ran out to take Zhou Xuefeng back to his house to settle down, Lin Yan didn't have any money, but he was willing to give half to Zhou Xuefeng, and even Zhou Xuefeng's results at the end of the crane were urged by Lin Yan to tell him little by little, so that Zhou Xuefeng raised his eyebrows in front of his father and was successfully admitted to university once.
Lin Yan turned around, and the dim street lamp hit him, making Zhou Xuefeng a little unable to see Lin Yan's expression for a while, and could only faintly see the corners of Lin Yan's mouth raised upward.
Lin Yan was laughing, why? Was he laughing at himself? Why was he still laughing?
Zhou Xuefeng's eyes widened in shock, pain, anger, and sourness were mixed together, with mixed tastes.
"You're right, I don't have a heart, thanks to your love for many years, I'm a nobody. You'd better go to your people who can afford it. ”
"Oh, by the way, you are right about one thing, I lied to you that I was a straight man, I thought you would give up if I said this, after all, I was stupid and didn't want the brotherhood between the two of us to be broken, so many years, when did I not tell you clearly that we are not suitable, I will not accept you? ”
Lin Yan ignored Zhou Xuefeng's widening eyes, but continued to talk as if he was talking more and more.
"As for the relationship between me and Gu Sheng that you care about, I don't have a special relationship with him now, but it's just now, he likes me, and I also have a good impression of him......"
Lin Yan paused, his peach blossom eyes looked extremely serious under the dim street lamp, and he opened his mouth to say something that was enough to shatter all of Zhou Xuefeng's thoughts.
"Maybe it's much more than just good feelings. ”
Zhou Xuefeng froze in place, he didn't come back to his senses until Lin Yan was gone, what did Lin Yan just say?
No, it won't! He must have misheard!
Zhou Xuefeng ran back in embarrassment, and with a stump under his feet, it turned out to be the "old mobile phone" he gave to Lin Yan, he was afraid that Lin Yan would not accept it, so he deliberately let people make the appearance old, this is actually a new machine, and I don't know when Lin Yan threw it at his feet, Zhou Xuefeng picked up the mobile phone, got into the car in a trance, and finally hit a big tree directly.
Gu Sheng's injury is slowly recovering, and the recent recovery trend is good, Gu's mother has been stewing all kinds of bone broth for him, and he is a little sick to his stomach when he smells the bone broth now.
"Speaking of which, Xiaoyan actually lives opposite you, do you say you did it on purpose?"
Gu's mother came to Gu Sheng's bedside and eagerly inquired about Gu Sheng and Lin Yan, Gu Sheng was drinking soup, and replied without raising her eyelids: "Mom, you think too much, it's just a coincidence." ”
"If it's really a coincidence, it's too much of a coincidence, it's a fate. ”
"Yesterday I saw Xiaoyan's child, holding a box of instant noodles in his hand, how can he eat that kind of thing that is not nutritious. I immediately pulled him into the house and cooked a table of dishes for him, didn't you see how fragrant he ate, and kept praising me for the deliciousness of the dishes, hey, you all only eat mouths that are not sweet at all. ”
Gu's mother has now pushed Gu Sheng, Gu's father, and Gu Xiao to the second line when she sees Lin Yan, and now Lin Yan is her treasure.
However, Gu Sheng was happy to see it, Lin Yan's mother died, the better his mother was to Lin Yan, the happier Gu Sheng became, even if it was a little bit, he hoped that Lin Yan could be relieved.
However, Lin Yan will be with him in the future, and his mother will be Lin Yan's mother, and there is nothing bad.
Thinking of this, Gu Sheng touched the tips of his ears that were a little hot.
Although Lin Yan gambled with him for a few days because of Gu Sheng's words, he was not a child after all, and he blushed when he thought of his behavior afterwards, how could he go back more and more.
On the weekend, Lin Yan rarely didn't take the initiative to work overtime, and got up early in the morning and ran to the hospital to visit Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng saw that the dark circles under Lin Yan's eyes not only did not disappear but intensified, frowned, and put down the book in his hand.
"Come over here. ”
When Lin Yan heard Gu Sheng's words, he thought that something was wrong with him, so he immediately put down the things in his hand and walked over.
"What's wrong?"
Gu Sheng pulled him down, then raised his hand, and the warm thumb stroked Lin Yan's face, Lin Yan's body stiffened, and he was about to say something, but Gu Sheng's fingers moved under his eyes.
"Let you have a good rest, why are you about to become a giant panda?"
Gu Sheng's brows furrowed when he said this, and he looked very unkind.
Lin Yan also wanted to have a good rest, but he had no choice, he couldn't control his dreams, and recently he had begun to consider whether to prescribe some sleeping pills to eat, after all, his poor sleep had a great impact on his work.
Lin Yan pulled down Gu Sheng's hand, but Gu Sheng's backhand was entangled with his fingers, and he took Lin Yan's hand, and the temperature belonging to Gu Sheng came from the tips of his fingers, making Lin Yan's slight fingers seem to be burned and want to retract his hand.
Gu Sheng uncharacteristically clasped Lin Yan's hand tightly to prevent him from breaking free.
Lin Yan wanted to make Gu Sheng let go of his hand, but as soon as he looked up, he saw Gu Sheng's eyes that were as heavy as water, and he couldn't say anything at once.
"Haven't answered me yet?
Gu Sheng's words really seemed to be coaxing children, Lin Yan unconsciously turned his ears red, and there was a tendency to spread to his face.
"Can't sleep......"
Lin Yan's voice was not loud, and Gu Sheng could still hear some awkward emotions from it.
Gu Sheng took his hand, but the other hand held Lin Yan's face, so that Lin Yan was forced to look up and look at Gu Sheng.
Lin Yan's heart jumped, and he heard Gu Sheng ask, "Why can't you sleep?"
Gu Sheng asked step by step, his tone was very soft and slow, as if he was afraid of disturbing Lin Yan.
Lin Yan lowered his eyes, and faintly said, "Hmm." "Yes.
Gu Sheng looked at the dark circles under Lin Yan's eyes, and felt very distressed, "Did you dream of your mother?"
Gu Sheng didn't say it was your mother, but said it directly, just like Lin Yan's mother was also his mother, but Lin Yan didn't notice this, but because Gu Sheng's words were moved.
He gritted his teeth, and the hand held by Gu Sheng began to want to clench into a fist, but because Gu Sheng's finger was stuck in it, he couldn't do it.
Seeing Lin Yan's reaction, even if Lin Yan didn't say anything, Gu Sheng could see it.
Lin Yan is probably that kind of person, how strong he is on the outside, how fragile and fragile he is on the inside, he didn't show this to anyone, he couldn't control himself in front of Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng didn't feel very happy about it, yes, this does mean that he is special to Lin Yan, but if this special is based on Lin Yan's pain, then he doesn't want it.
Gu Sheng suddenly squeezed Lin Yan's hand and said, "Sleep with me tonight, I'll guard you." ”
Lin Yan had never seen such a straightforward begging to sleep, but when he saw Gu Sheng's pious eyes without any color, he gave in, and a voice in his heart told him that the person in front of him was really worried about him.
You can trust him.
He heard his heart say this to himself.
Lin Yan curled his fingers, then nodded, "Hmm." ”
Gu Sheng looked at Lin Yan, and then slowly leaned over, Lin Yan didn't move, he watched Gu Sheng get closer and closer to him, his heart beat like a drum, and a heat began to surge on his face, and he didn't have the momentum to fight with Zhou Xuefeng, let alone the urge to push Gu Sheng away, he tensed his muscles all over his body, and closed his eyes as if he was dead.