On November 19th, Toad officially opened the book, and it has been two months since today.

Actually, when I finished writing the last book, I was going to take a good rest and wait until the year before opening a new book, but because the website suddenly wanted to close the city, and I was really short of money, so I opened the book in advance, so in a flash, two months passed, and my hair grew unconsciously, covering my eyes, which was very inconvenient, so, I took a day off today, there was no update, I wanted to rest for a day, go to shave my head, tidy up myself, and save the New Year like a madman!

Take advantage of some time today to talk to you about your heart, and it can be regarded as a real exchange with friends.

I'm an otaku.,Very homely kind.,When I used to study.,I was in the dormitory all day long.,Eating and ordering takeout.,I'm not good at communicating with people.。 At home, I stayed in my room every day, and my mother only told me to go out when I was eating, and if there were outsiders in the house, I wouldn't go out to eat, and let my mother bring me to the room.

I spend most of my day in my room, facing a computer.

To be honest, I was very tired and miserable, I used to think about suicide countless times, but I didn't have the courage, but I was afraid to face the reality, and I was very confused about the road ahead, so I could only close myself.

In college, I was accompanied by online games, only by spending time here, can I find the breath of life, can I feel that I am equal to others, and find my own value, I am basically a turtle shrunk in the shell of a turtle, and there is no quarrel with the world, but the turtle also has a time to stretch out the glans, of course I will also have a time to face reality, I also tried to communicate with people, tried to make friends, tried to live a normal life, but failed, I found that I was always out of step with the world, but I still look forward to the day I can be like others, carefree, happy life。

Whenever I walk on the road and see a mediocre-looking boy holding a beautiful woman happily shopping, I am very envious, and I always fantasize about when I can counterattack and find my own love, but this is just thinking.

I want to fall in love, but I'm afraid of contact with girls, when I was a student, what I was most afraid of was that people asked me what my parents did, I was embarrassed when I heard this, speechless, this is a real society, let me be afraid to face the society!

In the second semester of my senior year, everyone was busy, preparing for where to go after graduation, and I was also preparing, ready to ask the teacher to give me the answer, so that I could pass the exam smoothly.

The teachers were okay, so I made up for all the credits of the subjects I hung in college, but I still couldn't pass CET-4, and finally I only got a graduation certificate after graduation, not a degree certificate.

In 13 years, after graduating from university, others either went to Shenzhen or Beijing with double certificates, to break through and struggle, but I returned home with my graduation certificate.

After going home, I still surf the Internet, I don't want to go out, I hate work more, I studied computer science, after graduation, I can't do anything except open the computer to play games, I don't know what to do, I don't want to show up and do things outside, I am not suitable, I can only curl up at home.

I know I'm useless, but I can't change it, my mother means that it's okay to raise me, but I'm worried about my future, worried about how I will marry a wife in the future, but I don't want to care about these, I feel that as long as I have a computer to use, I won't starve to death if I have food.

However, seeing my parents sad for me all day long, and running into a wall for me to introduce jobs all day long, I was also very upset, that is, in 13 years, this year, by chance, I was found by the editor-in-chief of Black Rock, and he introduced me to write on Black Rock Network, saying that I could make money.

That's how I embarked on the road of writing, at first, I really didn't understand anything, but I still persevered with a heart that did not drag down my family and was able to make money independently.

As a result, my book slowly became popular, only to realize that I am not useless, I still have my own specialty, I can write a book, write a book about the voice of the dick, about the struggle of the dick.

Although I don't like to talk, I can think, I like to think, no matter where I go, when I see a new thing, I will associate it for a long time, put it in my heart to reverie, put it in my heart and longing for it, but I will not express it. And the platform of Black Rock gave me the opportunity to express myself.

From 13 years to the present, I have written a few books, all of which are popular, and someone said to me, scholar, you are very awesome, you are very popular when you write, and I haven't seen you fight.

Actually, it's not that I'm great.,It's just that my personality causes the content of my book to be more unique.,The books I wrote,The beginning is to create a pure dick.,The personality is similar to me.,The experience also has my shadow.,That's right.,My books,It's mostly inner monologues.,This makes the early stage of the book,It's especially able to drive people.,Make people feel immersive.,It's writing about yourself in general.。

Especially people who have had similar experiences,Will cry for the sadness of the protagonist,Happy for the protagonist's counterattack,My style of dick,It's easy for those who have never been in contact with it,Come to interest,Look at it slowly!

This new book, Lao Tzu is a toad, due to the promotion of the editor, the love of readers, the grades are rising, my pressure will follow, seriously, no matter how many books I have written, no matter how much I have experienced, I still care about the reader's opinion, if my hard work is denied, sadness is inevitable, sometimes I can't vent on the Internet, I lose my temper with my family, which makes my character more and more withdrawn, I was home, and the road of writing, let me become more homely, almost to the realm of staying at home, which makes the relationship between me and my relatives become stiff。

In fact, I have a grateful heart, and I really hope that I will be strong, have money, and repay those who have helped me, which is also my goal.

In the past, I was too willful and affected by my mood, and I would always bring my emotions to writing, which made the later stages of the book more and more collapsed. Now I've changed a lot, I'll be responsible for my book, I really want to write a book that readers are still reluctant to give up after the end, so I've been working hard, I've been improving, the later stage of the book, it's definitely more difficult to write than the front, it's undoubted, what was written in the early stage is dick, things and people, I've experienced it, and the sense of substitution is definitely strong.

But in the later stage, the protagonist will be strong and will counterattack, then it will be out of the scope of my life, I can only rely on my own associations, to ponder, to write well, but whether it is in the early or late stage, I am writing with my heart, but on the road of writing, it is inevitable to encounter bottlenecks, I hope you can bear it, however, I absolutely guarantee to write this well and give a good ending!

Finally, what I want to talk to you about is that although our books are popular, the proportion of people who recharge and subscribe is not very high, and some suspense books are not compared, suspense girls are the majority, and they are willing to spend money, boys would rather buy cigarettes and smoke, and they are too lazy to recharge your consumption.

Actually,This subscription data,It's really important to the author.,In a city like me.,Can't publish.,Can't make movies and television.,No copyright.,The only income is by subscription sharing.,This is my only income.,So,I really hope that friends with a little financial ability.,Can come to Black Rock Reading Network to support.,This is the only first address for this book.,It's also a place to give me sustenance.。

In the past two days, someone has always told me on QQ, your writing is very good, but why do you need to charge, I really don't know how to explain, I can only tell him, I want to live, I want to live a normal life. Writing is an unstable job in itself, and when someone asks me what I do in real life, I say that I write, which is not honorable, but writing can support me and make me pay off for more than ten hours a day, which is enough.

For this unstable career, I will do all my hard work, and I sincerely hope that friends who like this book can come to the Black Rock Reading Network to support, Baidu search Black Rock Reading Network can find this website, search for 'Lao Tzu is a toad' in the website is this book, I hope you can come over to support the subscription. And, friends who are subscribing to support hope that they can not abandon or give up on the toad, and follow Wu Lai to a different life. I will also regard Wu Lai as my own brother, accompany him through the ups and downs, let this book create a glory that belongs to everyone, your support is the biggest motivation for me to write the book, thank you, thank you!

Fallen scholars, I QQ: 2759004700, let's see you tomorrow!!