1651 Long time no see
Lan Li felt like a fool.
After two lives as a human being, after the vicissitudes of life, he thought that he had seen through life, learned to be calm, learned to be calm, learned to forgive, learned to be open-minded, and learned to be strong...... He could withstand any ups and downs, any accidents, any difficulties and attacks, but every time night fell, the weight of life began to stagger, and he did not know how long he would be able to hold on. Time and time again, he never learned.
"My friend, I haven't seen you for a long time, and when we meet again, I will talk from the bottom of my heart, and when we look back, I will talk all night. On the occasion of the reunion. ”
Paul, I'm tired. I'm really tired.
I know, you're tired too. No, I just know you're tired, but I don't know how tired you really are. But we can fight side by side, support each other and keep going, isn't it? Chu Jiashu is gone, Heather is gone, if even you give up now, then what should I do?
I know I know that I still have many, many people with me, but why don't you? How can you bear to let go so easily? I need your help. Paul, I am far from being as strong and resilient as I seem on the outside, and deep down, I have always been a coward, afraid of parting, afraid of loneliness, afraid of the unknown.
I need my friend back.
Dear Paul, if I stay where I am, will you turn around and come back? If you insist on moving forward, will you still be able to find your way home? If you follow the warm guidance, will you be able to escape from the snow and ice and return to your home where the sun shines?
"Alone and lost, cold and lonely with nowhere to stay, I will stay where I am and wait for the day of your return. Go forward, please give me the courage to move forward. ”
Lan Li sat quietly in place, humming the melody softly, dancing lightly on the gurgling stream like moonlight, the corners of his mouth still had a shallow smile, but his vision had long been blurred, the smear of water flashed in the corners of his eyes, but it never condensed into tears, but only hidden bitterness, reflecting the helplessness of loneliness and despair.
"Go forward, please give me the courage to go forward. ”
Reincarnated as a human being, Lan Li has always had great courage that ordinary people do not have, running all the way, sprinting all the way, hitting all the way, desperately overcoming obstacles and overcoming one difficulty after another. Even without the support of his family, even if his family is on the opposite side, even if he is on the other side of the world, he is still brave and fearless, because he has another family by his side.
Matthew Dunlop, Edith Hall, Andre Hamilton, Eaton Dormer, Neil Tucson, Stanley Charleson, Ryan Gosling, Rooney Mara, Jessica Chastain, Tom Holland...... The others are Heather Cross and Paul Walker. They are his family, they are the biggest motivation for him to keep going, no matter disaster or death, no matter poverty or setback, they will never give up.
That's what keeps him going, that's what keeps him going in Vanity Fair.
Heather's death is still the greatest regret in Lan Li's life, and when he dreams back at midnight, he will still think of those days and nights, the beautiful, the sad, the happy, the painful, all of them, although he has accepted them calmly, but he still can't completely forget them, and now, he must face the same journey again.
Looking at Paul lying on the hospital bed, Lan Li's mind once again reappeared that winter two years ago, he was at a college public relations party, but unexpectedly received the bad news call, so he left the party early, went to the hospital, and then saw Heather for the last time in that cold and dark ward.
He always thought that if he didn't say "goodbye," would he probably see each other again, so he kissed Heather on the forehead and whispered "good night."
Now looking at Paul in front of him again, he can't even say "good night".
"When family is my only bond, how can I forget the most precious existence? ”
Their journey was not over, not his, not Paul's.
"May a ray of starlight guide the way, may a lifetime of memories be accompanied forever, and may the journey under your feet guide home." My friend, I haven't seen you for a long time, and when we meet again, I will talk from the bottom of my heart, and when we look back, we have a long road, and when we meet again, I will talk all night. On the occasion of the reunion (see-you-again). ”
All the words and all the voices were stuck in his throat, and he fell into a choked pause, looking at Paul quietly through the hazy halo, Lan Li was just thinking that if he stayed where he was, like Meadow, then could he be the beacon that led Paul home?
Paul was always ...... Paul, like a ray of sunshine that illuminates the lives of all of them, never seems to fade away with a golden smile, but they forget that sometimes Paul needs help. Now, let them be the light of the stars that guide Paul home, that Paul will no longer be lonely, that Paul will no longer be tired, and that Paul will not forget the way home.
Paul, will we ever meet again?
The moonlight flowed like water in the ward, and the cold and bright halo slid through the fingertips, as if you could feel the lines of air and halo, and the whole world fell silent.
"Hey...... Long time no see......"
A hoarse voice sounded in the quiet and silent ward, like a dishwashing brush rubbing the blackboard, sharp and harsh, and it was particularly obvious in the surging of the night, which made Lan Li stunned in place, and he couldn't be sure if it was his own auditory hallucination.
It's like...... It was as if Paul had once again appeared in front of his porch or on his couch with a big smile, as if he were coming home, waving sunnyly, and then slapping him on the back with his trademark warm hug, cheerfully greeting:
"Hey, long time no see. ”
Lan Li slowly sat up straight, his eyes widened, and he cautiously cast his gaze in the direction of the hospital bed, and then saw that the swollen face opened his eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth were trying to pull gently, but he didn't expect that it seemed to have pulled a wound, and his facial features wrinkled like this, and he couldn't help grinning.
It's true, it's all real, it's playing out for real!
"I just heard you go home?" the sandpaper-like voice said intermittently, the words still looking a little broken.
Lan Li just nodded lightly in response, but he didn't dare to make any sound, lest his voice would break the beautiful dream like this and return to that cruel and cold reality.
Tears broke through the shackles of the eye sockets in this way, and flowed down in large pieces, wetting the face, the chin, and the collar, and the embarrassed appearance looked like a five-year-old child, helpless and stunned in place, not knowing what to do, not even making a sound, just nodding stupidly and continuously.
Paul came to his senses.
Paul finally came to his senses!
Paul escaped from the claws of death, Paul changed the course of his fate, and Paul was given a chance to be reborn!
Paul lived. Paul lived. Paul lived.
The crazy joy and happiness rushed over, and all the defenses and masks broke down completely, just nodding like a fool, but forgetting that Paul didn't turn his head, and couldn't see his movements at all, but Lan Li was helpless, and after all the grievances and rejoicing broke out, he was completely powerless to resist.
"Lan Li?" Paul turned his head slowly, slowly, his gaze still a little dazed, and he was slowly focusing.
Lan Li finally lifted the seal at this time, stood up, and nodded again and again, "...... Long time no see!Welcome home!" The words had barely broken free from his shackles, and he became more and more embarrassed, and the tears could not be stopped: "It's good that Paul is alive, God, Paul is alive!" and repeated, "Long time no see." It's really, really long time no see. ”
It's been a long time since I've seen each other.
But the reunion did happen. That's all that matters!
Paul looked at the childlike Lan Li in front of him, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised an arc, "I just heard it...... You say, many, many more...... Tell me a story?"
Lan Li just nodded, like a fool, except for nodding, all reason, all calmness disappeared without a trace.
Paul looked at Lan Li quietly, "...... You're going to regret it later...... You've got the handle in my hands now, and you look so embarrassed, God, I can't believe it......" Paul chuckled, a muffled sound in his chest, only to tug at the aching and stiff muscles again, and his features tangled up again.
"Are you sure you don't look at yourself before you talk?" Lan Li finally found his voice and said with a sneer, "You look like you've fought Tyson for three rounds right now." ”
"You mean, I held on for three rounds? Oh, yes! That means my body is still better than I thought it would be...... Whew, stronger than expected," Paul's voice raised slightly, expressing his joy in such a way, only because of the pain that it was not smooth, but before the words could be finished, Paul had to clear his throat, "Water...... Sorry, can I drink water now?"
"Of course. Of course!" Lan Li was a little scrambling.
After turning around, I first looked for a water cup, and then a kettle, only to find that there was no hot water at all, only mineral water, and after opening the mineral water, I thought about it again, and then I remembered that the hospital bedside table was equipped with basic utensils, and I found a straw inside.
After a period of chaotic busyness, Paul's needs were satisfied, he closed his eyes slightly, and let out a long breath, "Lan Li, where is Roger?"
Roger Rodas.
Note: Reunion (see-you-againcharlie-puth, piano-demo-version)
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