"Hmph!" glanced at her, Kong Chengyi twisted the cigarette butt under his feet, hated her tearful appearance, and said mockingly, "If you love someone, you will leave him?

Holding his hand on his chest and pressing his bony five fingers in the middle of his heart, Ding Jia stopped sobbing, "I was diagnosed with a heart attack at that time, and I underwent open surgery, which is a scar after surgery and a nail left in the chest after suturing!"

The hand attached to her chest paused, and the fingertips seemed to be seared by something hard, Kong Chengyi's cold facial features were momentarily stunned, and the originally gloomy eyes lost their light for a while.

"I was very scared, I was afraid that you would not want me, I was afraid that I would not be able to give you a child, so I secretly went abroad alone for surgery, and I promised myself that I would survive strong and stand in front of you again in good health!" Biting her lip slightly, Ding Jia's thoughts fell into the scene of many years, and the whole person was shaky, confirming how painful she was for many years.

"You have always been healthy, how can you have a heart attack? Hmph, you can make up this lie? You are not afraid of retribution?!" Calming down, Kong Chengyi withdrew his hand heavily, not believing her words, if he really had a heart attack, how could he not find out until then, and he did not say goodbye the night before he proposed.

Holding back her tears, the corners of Ding Jia's mouth rose slightly, revealing a sad smile, "Then look, which girl is willing to leave such an ugly scar on her chest?" Simply pulling down the shoulders of the tight dress, the unconcealed twin peaks became more and more white under the moonlight, and a straight scar extended from the top of the chest to the position of the stomach, completely running through the entire chest, cruelly dividing a pair of dazzling white twin peaks into two sides.

"You!" staring at the obvious scar, Kong Chengyi "brushed" and stood up straight, squinting at the light-colored but obvious scar, he lost his words in an instant.

The girl who was healthy and begging for mercy in front of him, he even accompanied her through the thrilling games of the playground, and even the vertical ten-ring roller coaster, she still screamed without changing her face.

Heart disease is simply impossible joke.

Lowering his head and staring at the scar on his chest, Ding Jia raised his face again, which was already full of tears, bit his lip and stepped forward, and gently rested his head on his chest, "I want to give birth to a child for you, but if I don't have surgery, I can't have a child at all, the doctor said that my body can't bear the changes in pregnancy, I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

Her chest was quickly wet, but Kong Chengyi still maintained a straight posture, her face tensed, and she didn't comfort her.

As if finding an outlet, all the suppressed pain exploded in an instant, and Ding Jia wept indulgently, her hands tightly wrapped around his strong waist, seeking solace from the warmth of his chest.

"Yi, I'm really scared, but I don't dare to tell you, I can only leave by myself, you can't imagine how much I miss you, you are the only motivation for me to support me to survive and frantically force myself to recover!" The petite thin body trembled for a while, sobbing, and the voice was full of endless thoughts, Ding Jia gradually climbed up to his neck with the hands that were originally holding him, stood on tiptoe, put his moist lips on his neck, and kissed him one after another.

Regardless of the high heels on her feet, Hua Pity almost trotted all the way into the bathroom, hurriedly "slammed" the bathroom door, the whole person slipped off the door panel weakly, biting her lip and sobbing silently, the pain in her heart gradually spread.

Miss Shadow? It turns out that she has always been just a stand-in for someone else.

Even if she becomes a custom girl, even if she becomes his wife according to Kong Chengyi's needs, and strives to play the appearance he wants, she always thinks that what he wants is just a look that can please Fang Xiufang, just to be able to love on important occasions is very perfect, and even if she wears a mask in front of people, she thinks that she exists in the name of flower pity.

The moth she was so in love with, the person she fell in love with was nothing more than a man who belonged to another woman, and the man who despised her greed never had her existence in his eyes.

All the chaotic and tangled thoughts just cleared up but collapsed in the next second, and the next second he couldn't stop crying, and once again he built a heart wall for himself, and decided to let himself become a greedy woman to complete his order, and it took pity to finally come out of the bathroom, and it had been a full half an hour.

Re-touched up the makeup, put on heavy eye shadow, and could barely see the redness and swelling of the eyes, Hua took pity to re-enter the banquet hall with the hem of the skirt, and walked through the corridor, and saw Kong Chengyi and Ding Jia coming side by side from the garden to the banquet hall, and Ding Jia was wearing his coat.

Pausing in her footsteps, Hua Pity stood quietly in the aisle, her clear eyes watching them, waiting for their arrival.

Raising his eyes and seeing the pity of the flowers in front of him, Ding Jia quickly lowered his head, while secretly looking at Kong Chengyi, and gradually deliberately slowed down, as if he was silently clearing something.

With a broad step, Kong Chengyi still stood proudly, standing in front of her expressionlessly, just glanced at her, and naturally hugged her *** and continued to walk towards the banquet hall.

Raising her eyes to look at his deep chin, Hua pity's throat tightened, and the steps under her feet floated for a while, trying her best to resist the thought of looking back at Ding Jia, and her heart tingled slightly when she thought of avoiding suspicion just now.

Kong Chengyi walked through the banquet hall with flower pity, and didn't even say hello to Wu Youwei, and left the dinner scene directly and returned to Xiaoyueju.

"Kong Shao, do you need to prepare dinner for you?" put away the sadness and loss, and as soon as he entered Xiaoyue Juhua, he asked him considerately, "There are still ingredients in the refrigerator, do you have anything you particularly want to eat?"

Isn't he a virtuous wife? She should be a virtuous wife, and she gives herself the courage to disguise herself again and again, and she tries to pull her cheeks with pity, so that she can smile naturally and beautifully.

Ripping off his tie with one hand and sitting on the sofa casually, Kong Chengyi glanced at her, then stood up and went straight to the study.

Silently watching his back as he left, the smile on the corner of Hua's mouth gradually disintegrated with his steps, and finally, tears fell silently.

Turning around to the kitchen with her swaying dress, Hana wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand, her long eyelashes blinked again and again, blinking away the clouds in her eyes, bending down to take out the ingredients from the refrigerator and make dinner for herself.

In this world, no one can live if they lose anyone, and they can't lose themselves because of one person, she doesn't allow herself to repeat her mother's mistakes, so even if she spends all her strength, she must let herself live.

After dinner, Hua Pity also returned to her room, solemnly took off her banquet clothes, spent half an hour to wash away all the pain and sadness, and turned back into a refreshing self, leaning on the bed and looking at the first draft of her design, trying to put herself into the design.

In the wee hours of the morning, the living room was brightly lit.

Shaking short hair showing the wetness of just taking a shower, Kong Chengyi, wearing a gray nightgown, sat on the high stool at the bar, his slender fingertips holding a lit cigarette, the thin and thin smoke rising, holding the whiskey with ice in one hand, the eagle's eyes stared at the table not far away, and dinner was quietly placed on the table.

Drink all the glasses, and then pour it again, Kong Chengyi's action of pouring wine did not stop, and the darkness in his eyes became more and more black, as if he was churning thousands of waves.

The faded picture in my mind was of her virtuous busy in the kitchen, and she was coquettish at the table asking him to feed her, and she used to prepare dinner for him every day.

Accustomed to her waiting for her at home, accustomed to pushing open the door to smell the rich aroma of dinner, accustomed to the bright lights of the house, occasionally pushing the door open to hold her in her arms and kiss her gently, accustomed to pampering her, giving her what she wanted, what he thought was the best thing in the world, and when he opened the door one day, he was greeted by the darkness and silence of the house.

Accustomed to the bright and warm world, he suddenly fell into endless darkness, and even, he couldn't find any answers, no one could tell him the reason for her leaving, and even made him hate her for leaving completely.

I haven't moved out of Xiaoyueju for many years, but I have been waiting for her to come back for many years, and she has never returned.

gradually got used to life without her, used to burying the past, but she smiled and quietly reappeared, with love and apology for him.

He never knew that loving someone could leave at will, and he could completely disappear into that person's world.

Drinking whiskey quietly alone, his complicated mind gradually cleared, and finally Kong Chengyi had drunk a bottle of whiskey completely when he left the bar.

Irritable tossing and turning and difficult to fall asleep, her eyes are getting brighter and brighter, Hua Pity couldn't help but go to the bathroom for the third time, picked up cold water and washed her face, so that her whole person was cool, returned to the room, picked up the water cup and was about to drink it but found that the cup was empty.

There was no obvious sound in the huge Xiaoyueju, she couldn't guess Kong Chengyi's position at the moment, and she didn't want to meet him in the middle of the night, after thinking about it, Hua pity still held back her thirst and lay back on the bed, counting the numbers intently.

An hour passed, Hua Pi took out her mobile phone but saw that it was close to two o'clock in the morning, and she was getting more and more energetic, not sleepy at all, and the feeling of thirst was getting stronger and stronger.

Stretched out his hand and pressed the lamp to light up, helplessly turned over and sat up, twisted his hands and feet on the door panel, listened to the movement of the living room, waited for a while and still did not make any sound, Hua pity twisted the doorknob, planning to go to the bar to drink a few glasses of wine, preferring to fall asleep drunk.

There was no light on all the way, Hua Pitian groped downstairs, just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief and glad that Kong Chengyi had fallen asleep, but when he approached the bar, he saw him who had just stood up from the bar, and there was an empty wine bottle on the bar, obviously, he had been sitting at the bar for a long time.