Chapter 331: Warm and Reassuring
Hearing Ji Zeyang's words, Lu Ya had a sad look on her face at this moment, "Finally want to push me to someone else, right, in your eyes, am I a person who needs a backer to protect me all the time?"
"Now is not the time for you to be willful, Luya, you know very well what you should do. ”
Ji Zeyang knew how ruthless and even shameless he was when he said such a thing.
But he has nothing to do, he can't protect her at the moment, so he can only seek someone else's protection.
Lu Ya's eyes were filled with tears, and her eyes looked around the hotel room for a long time before she spoke, "Is this the room where we were together for the first time?"
Lu Ya understood Ji Zeyang's thoughts, so there were some things that she guessed at the right time.
Ji Zeyang nodded.
"I really hate myself, why did I do that in the first place? If I hadn't given birth to Yin Yin and Kane, I wouldn't have had the pain of separation from them, let alone let Lu Ying and Shen Huazhi have a chance. ”
Lu Ya had deep regret and chagrin at this moment, and even looked at Ji Zeyang, her eyes were mixed with hatred.
Ji Zeyang avoided Lu Ya's gaze and avoided her gaze.
The moment Ji Zeyang turned around, the sourness in his eyes was surging wantonly, "I'm sorry." ”
He apologized.
Although the words are light, they are very sincere.
Lu Ya didn't accept such an apology, her heart was messy, and she seemed to be at a loss for a while, and she didn't know what to do.
"Actually, the problem is very simple, you may not be able to accept Luo Yingnan, just like I can't be with Xiao Qingqing, even if it's just pretending, I can't pretend, if I don't like it, I can't help it. ”
Ji Zeyang's words were heavy, pouring out monstrous discomfort and helplessness.
Ji Zeyang's eyes stared at the night scene outside the floor-to-ceiling window, a beautiful and quiet night, in the dead of night, it seemed to be far away from the hustle and bustle, and his heart would usher in a moment of peace.
Such a beautiful moment, if he didn't have all the troubles at the moment, he would have loved Lu Ya well, and he would love forever......
At this time, Lu Ya couldn't help it, it seemed that no matter how bad Ji Zeyang's attitude was, no matter what Ji Zeyang would think of her, Lu Ya had already stepped forward quickly, and hugged him firmly behind him.
Actually, at this moment, I also want to tell Ji Zeyang: She misses him too.
However, she couldn't say such things, and she couldn't say them.
Ji Zeyang didn't resist, but he didn't cater either, he just stood there mechanically, and behind him was a warm and warm body overturning, warm and reassuring.
Ji Zeyang closed his eyes slightly, also wanting to enjoy the happiness and warmth at this time......
Lu Ya burst into tears, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, but she really couldn't do anything, she couldn't persuade anything.
After all, Ji Zeyang's analogy is enough to show that he can't accept it.
This night, Lu Ya missed Ji Zeyang very much.
In an instant, Lu Ya's arms were already tightly clinging to Ji Zeyang's neck, and her kiss actually fell uncontrollably to Ji Zeyang's lips.
The moment Ji Zeyang was touched, he immediately retreated and tried to escape.
He doesn't have the wrong capital, he can't be with Lu Ya and give her hope......
However, Lu Ya seemed to be menacing, the kiss was blazing, and her arms were locked firmly on Ji Zeyang, as if she was afraid of Ji Zeyang's escape, and it seemed that she was worried about Ji Zeyang's resistance.
It's just that for Lu Ya, Ji Zeyang knows very well that he has never been determined enough.
This night, the night was very beautiful and beautiful, so beautiful that they intoxicated each other, let each other forget all their troubles, and be together desperately.
……
The next day.
After Ji Zeyang sent Lu Ya away, he had a stronger idea.
"If I really want to be with Lu Ya in the future, I will definitely not be able to agree to Xiao Qingqing's request. ”
"I can't do this, it's just that I'm afraid that before I get back up, Lu Ya has already arrived at Luo Yingnan's side. ”
Ji Zeyang muttered to himself, looking into the distance, with tall buildings in the distance, showing gentleness and domineering.
However, Ji Zeyang was very unconfident, afraid that some things would go against his ideas.
"Wait for me, Yaya, if you can, wait for me for a while...... I want to grow old with you. ”
After all, I don't want to be separated from her.
It's just that he can't confess to Lu Ya or promise Lu Ya these words.
In case, he really can't get up again, Lu Ya will only suffer and suffer if he follows him, and it will only put her in unprecedented hardship and predicament.
Therefore, Ji Zeyang had no way to make a promise to Lu Ya at all.
However, Ji Zeyang's enthusiasm has increased significantly, and he still wants to give Lu Ya and Inincairn a better future with his own efforts.
Ji Zeyang did not hesitate, and immediately went to the relevant company for an interview.
However, as Xiao Qingqing said, sure enough, all companies with a little reputation in the business world refused to hire Ji Zeyang.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Ji, if you come to work in our company, we can't afford to hire it, and the small temple can't accommodate the big Buddha." ”
"Mr. Ji, in fact, with the transactions we have cooperated in the past, we should have invited you to work in the company, but, but, ...... You should also know that your father meant to force you to go back to inherit the family business by making you never find a job. ”
The companies in Ji Zeyang's interview sneered at him, and some confessed to telling the truth.
In fact, in the final analysis, it is all the authority of the Ji family, and they dare not offend, so they can only obey orders.
Ji Zeyang ran several large companies in a row, but what he got was always a rejection.
Ji Zeyang was holding his resume in his hand, his face was completely bitter, and the deep pain lingered in his heart, "It turns out that he really wants to kill me completely." ”
What Xiao Qingqing said before, he didn't believe it, but he didn't want to believe Ji Fantao's ruthlessness.
His dedication to the Ji family and his loyalty to the Ji family should be seen by Ji Fantao.
Ji Zeyang walked out of the company he was interviewing for, and his whole body seemed to have exhausted his physical strength, becoming empty and powerless to the extreme.
Ji Zeyang's eyes fell on his resume, and the meaning of self-deprecation was quite obvious, "I should never have thought that I would get to this point......"
How miserable he is, how pitiful he is.
Ji Zeyang folded the resume in his hand, and a deep sense of loss lingered in his heart, he is probably not as good as an ordinary clerk now, at least they can find a job, but he was blocked all the roads, and what was waiting for him was really only a dead end......