Chapter 224: The Ferris Wheel's Outpouring
"I had a great day as well, so we don't have to thank each other. This is Lu Yan's heart, if Li Xiaoru didn't pull herself, she wouldn't have such a relaxing moment.
Li Xiaoru suddenly stretched out her hand, "Lu Yan try it,"
Although Lu Yan was very puzzled, he still picked one up and put it in his mouth. Lu Yan tasted it in his mouth, it was very sweet, but it didn't make people feel very tired.
"It's very sweet," this is how Lu Yan felt after eating the candy.
In fact, Lu Yan is not a person with a sweet tooth, he himself still likes to eat spicy things. Li Xiaoru also took a piece of candy and put it in her mouth.
He didn't speak, as if he was contemplating something. Lu Yan didn't speak,
The two of them sat silently facing each other. No one broke the warm atmosphere. But I don't know why, Li Xiaoru suddenly shed tears.
Lu Yan immediately felt in a hurry, he never knew what to do when a girl cried.
"Hey, don't cry, why are you crying when eating candy is so sweet. Lu Yan took the paper he carried with him and wiped Li Xiaoru's tears in a panic.
Li Xiaoru looked at Lu Yan, looked at him with clear eyes, and decided to speak. "Lu Yan, do you know why I like to eat sugar?"
Lu Yan shook his head.
"Actually, I don't usually eat much candy, because every time I eat candy, I think of my father. ”
"Your father?" Lu Yan asked suspiciously.
"yes, I like sugar because of my father. ”
"If there's anything you want to say, you can release it, we came out to play today to free ourselves. Li Xiaoru looked up at him, "Lu Yan, then I said, don't bother me."
How could it be? Lu Yan shook his head.
Li Xiaoru suddenly fell into her own world, looking at the scenery outside. This is the Ferris wheel that also stops at the highest point. Li Xiaoru moved a little closer to the side and looked down.
When I was a child, my family was very poor. But. My father never made me feel any different from others......"
Li Xiaoru slowly indulged in her own memories.
"When we were very young, our family had no money, and all our living expenses were on my father alone. But he never left us hungry. Every time something delicious is given to us first. Father every time. When we let my father eat it, he would lie to us and say that he had already eaten it......"
In Li Xiaoru's impression, her father always faces the loess with his back to the sky.
When I started school, my father would pick him up every day on a bicycle. It doesn't matter if it's windy or rainy. Never been late.
"You know, when it rains, my father will use his broad arms to protect me in his arms.
Every time I sat on the back seat of the bike. Look up at my father's back. I would think, wow, my father really looks so great in my eyes. ”
Li Xiaoru felt at that time that her father was a person who protected herself. So no matter what happened to Li Xiaoru, she would always cry and shout to find her father.
"It seems that you have a deep affection for your father. Lu Yan could clearly feel the full sense of pride in Li Xiaoru's tone when she spoke.
Li Xiaoru nodded lightly and continued.
"At that time, our family situation was also very bad, and I was very thin when I was a child. Those little ones in one of our yards. Always bullying yourself.
But I was timid at that time and didn't dare to fight back, so I would endure it.
Then one day, my father saw my wounds and asked me how I got them, but I didn't dare tell him. I said that I accidentally stumbled on the table, but my father didn't believe me.
Later, my father bumped into me playing with the children in our yard, and my father saw that the children were bullying me alone.
Only then did my father know what had happened to my wounds, and he ran out to protect me. I will never forget what my father looked like at that time, like a mother chicken protecting her child.
I was standing at my father's feet, and I looked so small compared to him. The father began to reprimand the children, and the children were frightened by the father and cried, and ran to their parents to cry.
Their parents came to the door, and my mother was the kind of person who didn't dare to speak at that time.
But my dad was different. My dad was reasoning with those people at the time.
The end result is. My dad said a lot of things that put those parents to shame. In the end, she also asked their children to apologize to me.
Since then, every time a kid bullies me, my dad will show up right away. Later, no one dared to bully me, because they all heard that I had a very good father.
Really, I'm proud to have a father like that,"
Lu Yan silently handed her a piece of paper, and Li Xiaoru's eyes were already full of tears.
Li Xiaoru looked at Lu Yan and said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, Lu Yan." Let you listen to me so much. And let you see me crying, am I ugly now?"
"It's okay, if you want to say it, I'd like to hear it. Lu Yan comforted her.
Lu Yan continued to speak to comfort her, "I believe that you are willing to tell me this, which shows that you treat me as a person very close to me." So you don't have to worry about whether I'm annoying or not, don't worry, I won't be annoying. I'd love to hear from you about you and your father. Maybe I'm still envious of your relationship with your father. ”
Lu Yan deliberately said this to make Li Xiaoru feel relaxed and not to have any pressure. Since you come out to play, you have to blow up all the pressure in your heart, so that you can go better.
Lu Yan has been the director for so long, which is also a very important problem that he is aware of.
between parents and children, teachers and students. There is an invisible relationship that can be handled well to make the child better.
"Although our family is very poor, my father said that no matter how poor we are, we can't be poor daughters. So you see I'm so happy now. This was all influenced by my parents. ”
Lu Yan nodded, "I can tell you that your parents are very good to you." They give you all their love. That's why you're growing so well now. ”
Lu Yan had seen Li Xiaoru's father, and now he heard Li Xiaoru say this.
The impression of his father is even more profound, it is really the children raised by excellent parents who are so good. Li Xiaoru didn't know why, she suddenly wanted to say this tonight.
But she really wants to find someone to talk to, and these words are also things she has never said to others, even the closest people around her.
But today, in front of Lu Yan, she said everything she wanted to say.
"You know, one time when I was off on the weekend, I sneaked out with my mother behind my back.
I ran out to find my father, who had told me where he worked. I found my father's place at work.
At that time, I was very ignorant, and my father was surprised when he saw me.
I pestered my dad to keep him from playing with me. But because my father has a job, he can't accompany me. I know I can't forget my father's expression now.
It's just very entangled, I want to play with my children, but I have a job and I have to earn money to support my family.
He asked me to sit on the side and go to work by myself, but as soon as my father was far away from me, I would cry, and finally my father couldn't help it.
My dad chose to give up his job and play with me, and I was very happy.
When I got home, I was taught a lesson by my mother, saying that I was messing around, and my father was very protective at that time, and I said that the child should be happy. At that time, I didn't understand anything.
But. It wasn't until I grew up that I heard that my father didn't do a good job because he was playing with me at that time, and his boss was furious and taught him a lesson, still in front of his colleagues. ”
Lu Yan comforted her, "Your father is really good to you, and you are a very important relative in his life, so you must cherish the people around you." ”
Lu Yan was also surprised that Li Xiaoru had such childhood memories.
Li Xiaoru still had tears in her eyes, "Yes, Dad is really good to me."
My mom told me about me. I've never been insulted like this, but because of me, my dad didn't even lose face.
And you know what? My mom said that I said a lot of nasty things to the boss of the company in front of my dad's colleagues, but my dad didn't say a word, didn't defend himself.
And at that time, because of this incident, my father lost his job. ”
Li Xiaoru thought about it at that time, she was really unreasonable. My father is still so tolerant of himself. Li Xiaoru wanted to cry in her heart.
"Lu Yan, can I lend your shoulder to lean?" Li Xiaoru said aggrievedly.
"Okay, come on," Lu Yan lifted his shoulder, and Li Xiaoru was not polite, leaning on his shoulder to wipe his tears.
"Okay, stop crying, if you cry again, you'll become a little cat, you are not a crying person in Lu Yan's eyes. At the beginning, Lu Yan felt that he and Li Xiaoru were together like this, and it was very awkward to ride the Ferris wheel.
But after listening to what Li Xiaoru said, he didn't think so.
Lu Yan felt that he was a friend now, and he threw away these indifferent identities. "Lu Yan, do you think I was very ignorant when I was a child?" Li Xiaoru leaned on his shoulder and said very softly.
"No, in fact, Lu Yan was more naughty than you when he was a child. Lu Yan used himself to make fun of Li Xiaoru.
"Lu Yan, don't comfort me. Actually, I know I'm skinny. My mom said I was very dishonest when I was in her belly. After saying that, Li Xiaoru didn't squirm, and she didn't feel embarrassed.
I talked about a lot of things that happened when I was a child. The mood is slowly getting better. The surrounding scenery is also very good for the atmosphere of their talking.
Suddenly a bunch of fireworks was released outside the Ferris wheel. Bang, frightening.
Li Xiaoru looked at it and sat down in her original position. "You know what? Lu Yan. The person I feel most sorry for is my father. ”
Lu Yan didn't speak, and listened to Li Xiaoru continue.
"If I hadn't been so willful that time, my father wouldn't have lost his job. Of course, it will not be humiliated in front of so many people. ”
Li Xiaoru felt that she would never forget this incident. It's a piece of my heart. A scar that you dare not mention at any time.
She felt ashamed of her father, but she didn't know how to make up for it.
Lu Yan said, "Every child is a little angel from God to their parents, and I believe that your parents are very happy because of you." If you feel guilty, then treat your father well. ”
Li Xiaoru nodded.
"I just feel that my father is a little unworthy for me. It's not that I don't think I can say it, but I feel sad because my mother also said that my father has not suffered such humiliation. Because I embarrassed him, I couldn't imagine what it was like, I didn't have the courage. ”
Lu Yan didn't want Li Xiaoru to be so depressed, "Since you understand how difficult it was for your father at that time, then you have to cherish the opportunity, although I have never experienced anything like you, but I can also imagine how difficult it is for your father." ”
Li Xiaoru looked at Lu Yan, "Lu Yan, thank you for being willing to listen to me say so many very annoying things." ”
Li Xiaoru only cared about herself, and I don't know if Lu Yan will annoy herself.
Lu Yan looked at it and said, "No, don't worry, we are so acquainted." Of course, I can also be your listener if you want to. ”