Chapter 223, Don't You Want to Live?How Can I Live If You Don't Live?

As soon as the car stopped, Hua Pian immediately opened the car door and jumped out of the car, and ran to the house in a hurry, eagerly looking for Hua Zhenzhen's figure.

Taking a broad step, Kong Chengyi followed her anxiously with a straight body, for fear that she would have any accidents.

The huge mansion of the Ran family was originally sparsely populated, and at this moment it was even quieter as if it was just an empty house, Hua Pi ran in quickly, but could not find anyone, and couldn't help but feel a tightening heart, and shouted eagerly, "Mom, Mom, where are you?"

Seeing her look at her with no master, Kong Chengyi walked up quickly and hugged her gently, "Don't be nervous, maybe you're resting!"

Hearing the shouting maid trotting out of the kitchen, seeing that it was a flower of pity, his eyes instantly turned red, "Miss......"

"Where's my mother?" The uneasiness in her heart intensified, and Hua Pitian clenched her hands into fists, trying to calm herself down.

"Madame is resting in the room, I sat in the living room all night last night, and I didn't eat or drink, and I was just carried up by the young master to sleep......" wiped the corners of her eyes, and the maid also sobbed.

Listening to the maid's words, Hua Pity secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but when she heard her state last night, she was so distressed that she burst into tears, feeling that she should be by her side, and she should not be left alone.

Gently pushing the door open, Douda's tears fell even more fiercely, and Hua stood at the door, staring at the pale man on the bed for a long time, covering her mouth, trying not to let herself cry.

Ran Fang, who was originally sitting on the sofa next to the bed, heard a slight sound, turned his head and saw that it was their husband and wife, stared at the flowers and took pity, raised his legs and walked out gently.

"Let's go in and accompany her, I just fell asleep, maybe I'm about to wake up!" "I haven't slept all night, and I insist on not eating or drinking, at the moment she is sleeping, but she is also extremely unstable, always chattering in her mouth, perhaps, subconsciously still loaded with his father, perhaps, the dream is full of memories that belong to them.

Nodding, Kong Chengyi gently pushed Hua Pity a step forward, let her enter the room, turned around and went downstairs with Ran.

Covering her mouth with her hands, biting her lip to prevent herself from sobbing, white tears flowed down from her fingers, she couldn't face the sudden death of Ran Zhongzhong, and the ostrich wanted to shrink into her own world, but, in the face of such a pale and vulnerable Hua Zhenzhen, she felt that she couldn't be an ostrich anymore, and she had to face it bravely, at least, to revive Hua Zhenzhen, who had been knocked down.

"Loyalty...... Loyal...... Where are you going?" muttered a small lump of bumps under the quilt.

Hua Pixied sat on the edge of the bed, clasped her hands tightly, and the tears that had just stopped welled up again, sniffed, and called softly, "Mom...... You dreamed...... "people who will not appear again can only be recalled in dreams."

"Will you take me away, I'm going to be with you......" muttered to himself and suddenly became eager, as if to grasp the other party firmly, Hua Zhenzhen's hands suddenly struggled hard.

The hand that was held suddenly became stronger, and Hua pity was caught painfully, and when she heard her request, she immediately became anxious, leaned down and shook her, and you let her indulge in her dream, "Mom, you are dreaming, you wake up! Look at me, I am a pity, your baby ......"

"Don't ...... Don't leave me behind...... Don't ......" exclaimed, Hua Zhenzhen's eyes widened, but her thoughts were chaotic, looking at Hua pity but no response.

"What's wrong?" Hearing the exclamation, the two people who were originally talking downstairs rushed up like arrows, pushed the door open, and panted.

"Mom......" shook Hua Zhenzhen's cold hand back vigorously, Hua pityfully pulled her cheeks and smiled, "Mom, you just dreamed ......"

"Dream?" whispered, Hua Zhenzhen sat up slowly on the bed, looked up at Ran Fang with a tired face, all the memories before falling asleep came flooding in an instant, closed her eyes, and finally believed the truth in despair, "Yes, it was all a dream...... We can only meet in dreams......"

Wiping his face, Ran Fang didn't want to see her sad cry again, turned around and went downstairs again.

Kong Chengyi's dark pain flashed with a trace of pain, and nodded at Hua Zhenzhen, "Mom, get up and eat something, you still need to take care of the future!" Although it was cruel, he didn't like to let her hide in his armor, he should always accept the cruel truth before he could face it.

"It's a pity, accompany my mother downstairs!"

Nodding heavily, Hua Pity wiped the tears from her face with the back of her hand, and raised her voice, "Mom, let's go eat something, I didn't eat either, can you eat some with me?"

With tears in her cloudy eyes, Hua Zhenzhen stared at her daughter, nodded slowly for a while, let her help her change clothes, and then helped her downstairs.

Some light side dishes and porridge have been prepared on the table, and there are two bowls of bird's nest next to them, which are obviously also prepared for Hua Zhenzhen and Hua Pity.

"Madam, you drink some porridge first, this bird's nest young master ordered to stew early in the morning, you can also drink some!" Although Hua Zhenzhen has not been at Ran's house for a long time, she is also kind, and her attitude towards the servant is not bad, and now that Ran Zhongzhong has passed away, seeing her grief-stricken, the maid is also sad and sad, and I hope she can do well.

nodded, Hua Zhenzhen didn't make a move, silently looked around the table, and the picture of the past meal inexorably appeared in her mind.

Hua Pity instantly understood the light of her eyes with her gaze, her heart hurt like a needle prick, she lowered her head, but raised her head in the next second, "Mom, this porridge has been boiling for a long time at first glance, it should be delicious, you drink more!"

Lowering her eyes and looking at Hua Pity, Hua Zhenzhen stirred the porridge in front of her, but she couldn't lift her hand, "I don't know what he ate?" Wondering what he was eating, wondering if the shirt he was wearing or a casual sweatshirt, wondering where he was at the moment, what he was doing, she was desperate to know everything about him.

"Mom!" shouted violently, and Hua Pity suddenly burst out of her suppressed emotions, "Don't think about it, okay?Are you trying to force yourself to death?Don't you want to live?If you don't live, how can I live?"If even she abandons herself, then what is she going to live? She can't live!

"Pity!" Kong Chengyi walked quickly from the living room and hugged her anxiously, "Don't be like this...... Don't ...... like this" He didn't want her to suppress her emotions, but Hua Zhenzhen couldn't bear the outburst of emotions at this moment, and such an outburst would not benefit anyone.

Ran Fang also walked to Hua Zhenzhen's side, hugged her gently with teary eyes, and comforted her softly, "Don't cry, don't cry...... It's okay, it's okay......"

"Woo...... In the past, you could ignore me and be crazy, thinking only about my father all day long, you have abandoned me once, this time, no matter what, you have to survive for me! I don't care!" This is her only request at present, and it is also the only remaining request, her heart is blocked, she is afraid that she will choose to abandon herself again, that terrible taste she can't bear.

"It's a pity, don't say it, don't force your mother!" Kong Chengyi hugged her comfortingly, wanting her to calm down and not let her continue to break out, "Mom will get better in a few days, and she will be fine!"

"No, she won't! She's always selfish, thinking only about herself, and won't take care of me! What am I? I'm her daughter, but I'm insignificant in her world!" "She had let go of the scars she had made, and once again made herself understand her pain, but this time, she didn't want to bear it alone, she would rather tear her scars and reveal her emotions, and let her know her thoughts and let her withdraw from her world.

"It's a pity!" Ran scolded in a low voice, feeling the trembling of the person in his arms, and deeply knowing her pain at the moment, "If there is anything, let's talk about it later! Don't force her like this!"

"Yes, now I'm forcing her, but she's my mother!" Just because she was her only mother, she had sold herself for her, but at the moment, she couldn't do anything, so she would explode so desperately.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" muttering an apology, and Hua Zhenzhen finally looked up at her daughter, who was also teary-eyed, "It's me who is selfish...... You're right...... "Ran's loyal departure made her world collapse, she didn't want to face it, she always thought that it wouldn't be true if she didn't face all this, perhaps, if she continued to be entangled like this, she would fall into the crazy world of self-entanglement again."

"Please...... Don't be like this!Don't leave me again!" Crying uncontrollably, Hua pity and pleaded, "You have to be strong, you have to live well for me, I can't live without you, I can't lose you again......"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" kept apologizing, Hua Zhenzhen reached out and hugged Hua Pity, "It's my mother who is selfish, my mother shouldn't be ...... like this" A heart was torn apart and couldn't be healed, but it shouldn't be let Hua pity bear it again, at this moment, she wanted to make herself strong.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I shouldn't have said that about you, but, but I can't help it...... I'm afraid of ......" The fear in her heart kept going up, she couldn't control the fear that went deep into her bones, afraid that one day it would come true again, and she would be left behind and become an orphan.

Looking at the mother and daughter hugging and crying each other, Ran Fang looked up at the ceiling, not letting the moisture in the corners of his eyes slide, and after a while, he lowered his head and stared at them again, "And me, I am also your family! I promised my father to take care of you, and you can't let my promise not be fulfilled!"

"I'm also your family, I'll be by your side just like Fangfang!" handsome facial features are tough, but his voice is hoarse, obviously suppressing his emotions.

The mother and daughter who hugged and cried gradually stopped crying, sat down on the table again after calming down, drank the porridge carefully, and wiped out all the food prepared by Ran Fang, which made Ran Fang and Kong Chengyi breathe a sigh of relief.