With such an expression and such a tone, Lin Feng felt familiar, he had also been in contact with one night more than a year ago, and he remembered it vividly. So the reappearance of ZiYouGe made Lin Feng have a premonition very sensitively.

Suddenly the wind began to blow, and the cold wind blew on the face, rolling a drop or two of water, and it seemed that the sky was beginning to rain. That night more than a year ago was stormy.

Tang Jianhao stopped halfway through the cigarette, held it in his hand and let it burn slowly on its own, as if he wanted to start his formal conversation when it burned to the end of the cigarette. Even though the unbearable past has reached his throat, Tang Jianhao still chose to make a short pause adjustment, and the time is calculated as half a cigarette burned out.

But now the heavens seemed to be unable to wait, and the wild wind kept blowing, speeding up the burning of the smoke, so that it burned to its position in the shortest possible time.

Tang Jianhao snuffed out and threw away the temporary timer.

Lin Feng just wanted to say something, Tang Jianhao waved his hand and said, "Sit down, the story is very long, and it takes a while to listen." ”

Lin Feng obediently sat down on the rattan chair on the terrace with Tang Jianhao.

"Lin Feng, you are an outstanding young man, you have a different experience from other people of your age, you have experienced strong winds and waves, and experienced the test of blood and fire, so you have more knowledge than ordinary young people, know the rules of survival in this world, and can accept the cruel side of this world more. Tang Jianhao said lightly.

He knew in his heart that everything today was the most cruel thing to Lin Feng.

Lin Feng said: "Just like Uncle Liu emphasized to me: the world is very beautiful and cruel, whether it is beautiful or cruel, we should adapt to it, because the world cannot adapt to you!"

Tang Jianhao said: "Yes, adapting to this world is actually changing your own world, this is a battle, a battle between yourself and fate, but some people win, and some people lose." I am the lucky one among them, because I have won the life I have now, and I am the loser among them, because I have also lost a lot, and those that have been lost are what have made me miserable for the rest of my life, like a scar that will never heal, and the happiness brought by all my current successes can only be regarded as barely maintaining that scar from bleeding. ”

"Daddy wants to tell you the story of my origins, and you may be interested. Tang Jianhao looked at Lin Feng and smiled slightly.

In such a smile, Lin Feng saw a trace of melancholy and helplessness, so he expected that this story of his career might be cruel, just like when he stepped on Su Yingshi and jumped to glory.

Tang Jianhao told the story like this: Forty-four years ago, a boy was born in a small village by the East China Sea, and like all the people born in that era, he walked on a normal trajectory. This young man is ordinary-looking, ordinary and even poor, he belongs to the pile of people who can't be found, and there is no shining point, the only shining thing is his heart that vows to get ahead, but unfortunately no one can see this except himself.

The young man's father had high expectations of him, and he was proud of him because of his outstanding grades, and in those days he was one of the few people who managed to enter the sacred temple of university. He was very grateful and filial to his father, and he remembered his father's teachings, and worked hard to successfully enter Tunghai University, the top university in the country, and was sent to the Massachusetts Institute of Technology in the United States for further study a few years later.

If he continues on this trajectory, the young man will eventually be on his normal track, and whether he stays in the United States or returns home, he will become a great doctor or a medical researcher.

However, the person who is chosen by fate will never be able to jump out of the shackles that fate has already set for him. Many times, fate is like a beast waiting patiently for an ambush, and everyone is his prey.

In the second year of going abroad, my father suddenly fell ill, and his illness came very quickly, without any warning, and when he found out, it was already very serious. He didn't plan to tell his son, who was far away, but he had to tell it for a few days, and the meaning was obvious, he wanted to see his son for the last time.

The young man didn't care about the school's permission to ask for leave, so he quickly returned to the East China Sea, and saw his father, who was already weak lying on his simple bed, and had not seen him for a few months, but his father had thinning hair, yellow muscles, and was coughing up blood. It was the weight of life over the years that caused his father to collapse, and the young man was very self-blaming and grieving, but he was a medical student, and he knew some of his father's illness, and he sent him to the hospital despite his father's objections.

After the most sophisticated examination, the results were mixed for the young man, and the good news was that his father's illness was not a serious terminal illness at that time, and as long as the corresponding treatment was carried out, there was more than 90% hope of a cure. The worry is that such treatment requires an astronomical sum of money that young people can't even think of.

But the young man has made up his mind to save his father, and no matter how great the difficulty, he will rise to it. He first asked for help from his own Tunghai University, and the teachers and students raised some donations, at that time, the teachers and students were disadvantaged, so their contribution was very limited, although they had done their best, only some of them were raised. The young man was not discouraged, and continued to think of his methods and carry out his efforts.

At that time, it had been a few years since China's reform and opening up, and the economy had taken off sharply, which also led to the first strong economic wave, and a group of wealthy people were born, that is, the so-called first batch of people who became rich. The young man chose to sell himself to save his father, he put down all his posture, groveled to these people who could not read a single word but had a lot of money, just to exchange his future for the expensive treatment fee.

He visited one by one, begging in every way, and met with countless blank eyes, ridicule, ridicule, and exorcism....... Unfortunately, none of this could bring back a result he longed for, and he didn't give up, and he couldn't give up.

His persistence paid off, and at a merchant's banquet he received a promise that the merchant would sponsor him for the huge sum of money, but only if he showed sincerity.

"In ancient times, there were virtuous students who sought to learn from Chengmen Lixue, and now there is a filial son to save his father and kneel in the snow", this is the original words of the businessman, the businessman is holding a birthday, he and those who are as wealthy as him have drunk too much, he is looking for entertainment items for the dinner party, this is one of them.

The young man did not hesitate, he did not hesitate to kneel at the door. At that time, the East China Sea was far colder than now, and the cold winter was like a northern country, and young people in thin clothes in the wind and snow knelt in the wind and snow. When he raised his head, he could see the luxurious private mansion compound with brilliant lights, cups and lamps, and the aroma of wine, vegetables, and singing wafting around, which was very lively. For the young man, it was another world, a world that did not belong to him, and it was not a world that he liked, but at that time he admired this world very much, very simply, people in this world, who could save his father's life.

The heart with hope was warm, but after all, it could not withstand the cold of the winter snow, kneeling in the wind and snow for half a night, the young man's hands and feet were stiff, and finally he fainted from the cold, and the heavy snow quickly pressed his abdomen, and his whole body was drowned in the heavy snow.

The next day he was awakened by the merchant's bodyguard, who had only found him when he had come out of the villa, and of course, he had paid no attention to the young man, and he had even forgotten what he had promised him the previous night.

The young man clung to the merchant's leg with his frozen hands and pleaded, and he was willing to use his own money to save his father's life. The merchant grinned and told him that you have that thing underneath you, not that thing, and that I don't have that fetish if you give me everything.

In the face of the merchant's ridicule and insults, the young man endured it, still pleading bitterly at the merchant, kowtowing to him, and knocking his head out of the snow with blood. The merchant had a few tickets thrown at him, turned around and got into the car, the young man pulled the door, and the merchant ordered his bodyguards to beat him up and throw him in the snow.

A few days later, on a cold winter night, the young man's father was gone, because of the young man's incompetence, which, of course, the young man himself thought.

It was cold and snowy outside, unusually cold, just as cold inside the house, and there was also a cold corpse and a cold heart.

The neon lights of the East China Sea are still flashing, making young people hateful, but these do not change because of a person's fall, do not stop because of a person's loss, the road outside the house is still bustling, running all kinds of luxury cars, if the young man is any one sitting in the car, he will not have this miserable night.

No one will sympathize with his plight and understand his pain. has no sense of existence, is small, so small that it is insignificant in this world, and can only become a foil and a joke for the strong, which is the saddest. On that night, he wrote a mark on his heart with his blood: he must change, change at all costs!

This is the only true meaning that the young man realized on that night of great sorrow! That night, his heart stiffened and died, but he was also revived and reborn, because he had found the true law that suited the world.

Later, the young man decisively gave up his studies and went to the sea to make the tide, whether he was suitable for this road or not, he walked without hesitation. He studied medicine, but he felt that the most important thing now was not to heal others, but to heal his own serious illness, which was his insignificance, and the way to cure it was to become strong.

discrimination, contempt, helplessness, helplessness, despair...... These are extremely serious diseases, and only strong ones can cure them all.

"The young man later made a fortune, and on the way of the young man's career, there were two people who played a vital role, they were the nobles in his life, one was a woman he didn't even know her name, he could only call her the master of the Chiba Palace, and the other was a man, and his other nobleman, his name was Lin Qianye. Tang Jianhao said lightly.