Chapter 035: Don't Come to Save Me

Gu Yanran pulled out of his memories and shook his head.

"What about you?" she said, "do you believe it?"

"Count it as faith, but not faith. The Buddha said that cause and effect have reincarnation, and all things have cause and effect, and there will also be reincarnation, and people will also have it. He put down the teacup he was playing with, "In the previous life, there was faith, and if you didn't believe it, you didn't have it." ”

"But, no one has seen it, has it?" she didn't dare to tell him, she had memories of her past life, she was afraid, he also felt that she was a little abnormal, after all, it was one thing for him to believe, but it was another thing to actually exist.

"Just because you haven't seen it doesn't mean you don't exist. He paused, "There are too many strange things in the world, and it's not bad for this one, you just haven't heard of it." ”

He found that since the morning class, as long as she talked about her previous life, she seemed to have changed as a person, and her whole person was desolate and pathetic.

"Do you believe it?" he wanted to know her answer.

"Me?" She didn't expect him to ask her, "I believe it." ”

She looked into his eyes in a daze, and she was also a little in a trance after seeing too much.

His eyes are very similar to him in his previous life, looking at it for a long time, it seems that there is a moonlit night, a breeze, a warm spring, and a cold winter.

"And what do you think of your past life?" The more he knew Gu Yanran, the more he felt that she had too many secrets, and she would always have emotions that she couldn't explain and couldn't explain.

"My past lifeβ€”" Her gaze darkened, watching his face lose focus, "I guess I died a miserable death, so God gave me another chance to make up for what I didn't have before." ”

She smiled lightly, trying her best to hide the sourness in her tone.

"The water is cold, I'm going to pour some hot water. The pain in her heart seemed to finally have someone to talk to, as if it began to gush out, she could no longer suppress it, hurriedly got up, turned and walked inside.

Her action made people feel like she was running away from something at a glance, and she didn't care about anything else, so she quickened her pace.

As soon as she stepped through the door, the tears in her eyes could no longer be hidden, and they fell, and she hurriedly wiped them away with her hands, but more and more tears rolled down.

She turned around and hid in the bathroom on the side, closed the door, locked it, and then slowly squatted down and vented wantonly.

Afraid that they would see their abnormality when they went out, Gu Yanran kept throwing cold water on his face, and his tears gradually retracted.

Recently, she's been a little sentimental, and she loves to cry.

This temperament is becoming more and more like Liu Chupei.

The hand touched her face, and there was a rough, bumpy and undulating touch, what to do, she hated herself more and more.

She wiped the water off her face and walked out of the bathroom, bumping into someone standing outside the door.

She hurriedly lowered her head, "You...... Why are you here?"

She tried to keep her voice down, for fear of being discovered by him.

Wen Yanzhi frowned, although she covered it up well, he still heard the cry.

He dragged her into the bathroom, closed the door, pulled her to the door, propped herself up on the door with one hand, and locked it with the other.

He locked her tightly between him and the door, leaving no gaps and leaving her with nowhere to escape.

Gu Yanran had just finished crying, and the whole person was still a little dizzy, and he had long been out of knowing where he was, and the mint fragrance from the tip of his nose was indeed very clear.

She moved slightly, and found that she couldn't move at all, and when she looked up, she could only see his rolling Adam's apple.

Gu Yanran. His voice rang low in her ears.

He was very close, exhaling warm air that swept across her neck, tickling and tickling as she moved uncomfortably.

"Can you let go first. The position of the two of them was extremely ambiguous, and this position was really uncomfortable for her.

Wen Yan was unheard.

He leaned closer, and she could feel the tiny stubble of his chin touching her skin, stinging and itching.

He rested his head lightly on her shoulder, "I'm jealous of him. ”

Gu Yanran was stunned for a moment, jealous of him?

Before she could ask, he sighed softly, "He is already in your bones, but I have never walked into your heart, I know, he also called it, isn't it, you always look at him through me, I'm not stupid, I can feel it." ”

Gu Yanran's throat tightened, and he couldn't make any sound, it turned out that he knew that she had always thought that she had hidden it very well.

"But I'm a little glad that I have the same name as him, otherwise, with your temperament, how could you be close to me. ”

No, in other words, you're him.

All her words were stuck in her throat, and tears were a step ahead of all reactions, hitting the clothes on his chest.

"Gu Yanran, I'm a very selfish person, I can't see my people, I still have distracting thoughts in my heart, don't worry, I won't force you to do anything now, I will wait for you to forget him. He looked up and stroked her cheek, "Don't cry for him anymore." ”

The tears could not be stopped, and she looked up at him.

His eyes were not as gentle as usual, they were unusually clear, and his eyebrows were slightly furrowed.

Like, too similar, like what she said.

He used to be like this, cold and clear, his eyes were like a cold pool, and it was rare to see warmth, but she still liked it.

She slowly raised her right hand and stroked his cheek, sketching his eyebrows, and slowly touching the tip of his nose and lips.

In other words, you see, you don't look the same, but I still recognize you, and you'll praise me.

Or maybe not, you rarely praise me, you always say that I am stupid and disgusted.

In other words, you made me forget, but how could I forget.

"In other wordsβ€”" She said in a relenting voice, revealing a hint of sadness, "I can't bear it." "Reluctantly, I forgot you.

She lowered her hand and hugged him slowly, this strange and familiar feeling made her cry like rain.

Just let her indulge once, she doesn't care whether it is Wen Yanzhi or Wang Yanzhi in front of her, she just wants to hug him.

How long has it been, it seems that she hasn't seen him again, let alone hugged him, since he left Jiankang City, she has been waiting for this moment, waiting for fifteen hundred years.

She felt his hand tighten, and she shrank into his arms and smiled.

"In other words, I have never treated you as someone else, you are you. She whispered in his arms.

She looked up at him, and the coldness in his brow dissipated a lot.

She wiped her tears and pushed him away, he didn't deliberately imprison him at the moment, and pushed him away.

"I'm sorry. She turned and unlocked, opened the door, and hurried away.

"Yes. He couldn't help but stop her behind him.

"I'm sorry, I'm feeling a little unwell. She paused in her footsteps and whispered sorry, her gaffe was seen by Wen Yanzhi, so that Nie Yu'an could find out again, she would have no face to see people.

"You have a good rest, we won't bother. ”

"Okay, I'm really sorry. She nodded, not refusing.

Seeing her fleeing in the wilderness, Wen Yanzhi's face was slightly cold, and he turned around and walked to the lake, where he saw Nie Yu'an still sitting alone.

"Let's go. Wen Yanzhi stepped aside and sorted out his fishing gear.

Nie Yu'an turned his head puzzled, "Aren't you going to make an appointment for dinner at night?"

Wen Yanzhi glanced at him with some displeasure, "She's a little uncomfortable, another day, it's not too late." ”

"Uncomfortable? I'll take a look. When he heard this, he immediately got up and prepared to go inside.

"What are you going to do!" Wen Yanzhi had a headache, sometimes Nie Yu'an was like this. Gu Yanran's current appearance, how could he let him see it.

"I'm a doctor, I'll see what's wrong with her. He felt that it was only appropriate to use his own identity, and he didn't know what Wen Yanzhi was preventing.

"No, she's ready to sleep, don't disturb her. He put his things in order and motioned for him to hurry up.

Nie Yu'an pursed his lips, nodded helplessly, and removed the things.

When the two left, they didn't go out of their way to say goodbye to her.

Gu Yanran specially sent a text message to Nie Yu'an, saying sorry and promising to make another appointment next time.

She stood in front of the balcony of the bedroom, secretly looking at the two people in the distance, and put away the wetness in her eyes.

She was still so cowardly that she didn't dare to tell everything, because she didn't dare to bear all the consequences if he knew.

It's not that she hasn't talked to others, she said her name is Liu Chupei, and she told them her story.

However, no one understood her, they all said that she was crazy and insane, and they forcibly took her for treatment and forced her to take medicine.

She didn't want to live like that again.

In front of them, she never mentioned Liu Chupei again, never mentioned everything about her again, and pretended that everything was normal.

She withdrew her gaze, looked at the lantern on the bay window, and gently stroked it.

In other words, you forgot, it's okay, I'll just remember.

God still has mercy on us, but after all, I can still remember you.

This night, Wen Yan, who had always had a regular schedule, couldn't sleep for a long time, so he woke up in his sleep, got up and poured a glass of water.

He dreamed that Gu Yanran was standing in front of her, sobbing slightly, he wanted to get closer, but he would never be able to walk in front of her, the distance between them seemed to be so far forever.

With tears in her eyes, she raised her head and looked at him disappointedly, "Anyway, why don't you come to save me...... I've been waiting for you. ”

The right side of her face was dripping with blood, half of her face was stained blood-red, and the flesh from the wound was turned out.

His throat tightened, and he wanted to pull her.

She stroked the scars on her face with her right hand, crying more and more miserably, "It hurts, in other words, I hurt me, why don't you come yet." ”

He watched her leap backwards, and suddenly a deep sea appeared in front of him, and he fell into the sea.

The person in front of him gradually sank, and he reached out to pull her as hard as he could.

At this moment, the person in front of him gradually changed, she was so strange in her eyes, and the veil like green smoke covered her face, but he could see that behind the veil, there was a flawless cheek, not the appearance of Gu Yanran.

She was dressed in a plain white brocade dress, swaying and floating in the water, and her steps on the weeping cloud bun were swaying in the water.

The veil is floating, slowly lifted.

It was clearly a strange face that he had never seen before, but Wen Yanzhi felt that the person in front of him was Gu Yanran, but he didn't know why her face had changed.

He swam towards her and narrowly grabbed her hand.

"Yes. He opened his mouth with difficulty, and the sea water kept pouring into his mouth, and he didn't know if anyone in front of him heard it.

She closed her eyes and broke free of his hand, "I'm Achu, in other words, really, you have forgotten me." ”

She clearly didn't open her mouth, but the voice came faintly from a distance, whose voice was this? Was it her in front of her? Who was Achu? Is it her name?

It was as if a force was pulling him up, and he was getting farther and farther away from her......